 Originally Posted by falling2theSun
im not sure how many people are familiar with fibromyalgia, but its an assortment of differnt diseases caused by repressed emotion. Mainly rage.
ive uncovered memories through meditation and each one that i can remember and deal with helps relieve the problems somewhat. I was just thinking it would be kind of cool if i could just relive them in my dreams.
I definitley understand the fact that you need to be ready for them, cause theyre pretty ugly things.
When I had come to the conclusion already from researching it that what was hurting my muscles was fibromyalgia, my mailorder book club, from whom I'd ordered a book on dreams by Robert Moss, instead sent me _The Fibromyalgia Solution_ by David Dryland, M.D. Now, I don't believe in mere coincidence anymore, but synchronicity means "meaningful coincidence." That I believe in! That book was the verification that yes, it is fibromyalgia I'm dealing with. It's been wonderful to read, especially for the lucid way in which he describes the causes and offers solutions.
The causes are more related to stress and adrenaline, really. Stress causes an adrenaline surge, and that is the main part of the problem. It's hard nowadays to avoid stress, though I do make an effort, so we also need to work on new ways to deal with it, like meditation and relaxing more fully, and online avoiding flame wars and ugliness for me, especially close to bedtime. I have always had a problem with adrenaline, so it made a lot of sense to me. My adrenaline pumps get stuck in the ON position whenever they get triggered, and then I can't sleep, and then my muscles end up killing me.
I suppose your repressed memories might be causing stress, and so related to the fibromyalgia, maybe, but I don't recall him talking about that in the book. If so, I would have thought the psychoanalysis I went through in the 70's for a clinical depression would have prevented the fibro though. We humans are wired so strangely! I think I got rid of most of my post-divorce rage in my dreams, actually. I spent several years beating my ex to a pulp in my dreams, something I could not ever actually do! He must have deserved it.
Anyway, if fibromyalgia's the problem, you might want to read Dr. Dryland's book!
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