This is my first post and I believe I will start out by making everyone here think I am completely insane . First, my name is Raven and I have been lucid dreaming for many years. I occasionally become fully lucid in a dream, and I frequently become semi-lucid in a dream. I describe semi-lucid as in I know I can do things that aren't possible in reality (like flying or using some strange dream powers I've developed over the years) but I still don't directly connect it with being a dream. My dreams usually entail me traveling to some exotic location and helping someone in need, usually it is by protecting someone being attacked by evil individuals, healing someone, etc. Here's where the insane part comes into play.
These are more than just dreams. Or at least sometimes I think they are. My ex-boyfriend and I used to share dreams on a regular basis. Talking to him about the dreams made them seem very real. Like traveling to another place and time rather than just seeing images in my mind. By way of confirmation of that was the fact he would know things about my dreams I hadn't told him and vise-versa. Also I have a lot of dreams that continue from one night to the next as if I was returning to the same place to continue a task I had not yet finished. My boyfriend and I broke up about three years ago. I have no one I can confide in about these dreams and it is seeming less like they are real and more like I am just nuts .
Now for my question: Has anyone else experienced what you believe to be true traveling in your dream state? Does anyone even believe it's possible? I want to believe it's true. Also, there's the fact that if I believe and it turns out I'm just crazy no one has been hurt. But if I don't believe and it turns out to be true then there are people I was supposed to help and I let them down . I would really like to hear anything you have to say whether you want to tell me I'm completely off my rocker or if you can tell me something to help me believe like I used to. This indecision is driving me mad! Thanks!
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