Originally Posted by beachgirl
waving on oceans, i've had some of the meditation experiences you describe. waking to the electricity fields (in amber and blue), like an Alex Grey painting, witnessing a black dot on white or white on black, shimmering, not to mention the HH stuff, visions of saints, etc. etc
for me, going into the void was a whole 'nother level. like sitting at the console of a space ship looking into vastness, and my thoughts - well, they were there, but, i chose to remain in the "void", beyond them. i could see them, like raindrops wanting to cross this bubble shield, and i was going, no thanks, i'm just going to hang in the void, here... it's so nice to be beyond thought.
my fear or concern about trying this while in an ld is that i might loose my lucidity pretty quickly, since every thing i've learned is that you are supposed to focus on details, sensory perceptions, take action, etc...
the closest i've come is that during one lucid, i asked "the above" to show me something i couldn't possibly imagine on my own, and i was transported to outer space, where i became a glowing orange dot among the universe of stars.
cool.
but, then what? how do you stay in that place without doing anything?
thanks,
bg~~~
Thank you for the post. Yes, I think what you are describing is similar to what I am. I think its so hard to talk about we all come back from those experiences trying to illustrate them with words... I have a hard time doing it myself. I think part of the reason this is the case is due to these experiences being in a way separate from the internal-monologue mind. They are so different, our minds actually choose to disregard them, as they don't agree with our usual internal-monologue's story. As you describe, being aware of your thoughts while being in the void you were still separate from them. Similarly, when i am in this space (or void- I still really don't know what to call it) my thinking is in a way disconnected or not registering. I would feel much more in the moment, both having experienced such states in wakeful and dreaming instances, and at the time of the experience my total attention is focused on the experience. I am surrounded by a buzzing of energy that i would "see" in pixels of glowing and vibrating patterns of light and shadow. I feel huge in these moments. As if I was a round spherical object filled with vibrating energy. There is a sense of exhilaration, and as I drift back from these moments there is a lingering openness and sense of peace. These experiences are followed by feelings of well-being.
As my entire attention is focused on this abstraction (void of information/sorting through thoughts) i end up in a state of mind where my attention is so caught up in this state it throws a wrench into my monologue-mind, shutting it down. When it goes down the experience doesn't stop. Immediately this other experience begins to become overlaid with the ending of the normal-awareness state. Assuming that this state is similar when I enter into it, and it appears to be a state multiple people have experienced (as what they describe sounds so similar) I would say that this is either 1) a state of mind accessible to everyone or 2) a state of mind all people carry around with them, that it is always online, and they just aren't aware of it.
That is another key idea I should stress: this meditation practice isn't to add things to yourself. I don't want people getting caught in the idea that we are improving our spirituality in the same way a baseball player would improve his batting score. Your spirituality is already perfect, its there in its entirety, just waiting for you to allow it. That idea took me a while to fully understand.
As to what to do when you are there: I would say that those states have a duration and depth of their own. When I am sitting in meditation and I feel I am entering into the spirit (which is what I really call it lol...) depending on just the flow of the universe, i don't know why, there is a variation in the amount of time there and the depth of intensity. Although I can say that since I have begun to understand what I've been doing...they have increased in clarity and depth with familiarity.
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