lucidius

i stand in my kitchen near the window and i am highly suspicious of my current state in dreaming or awake so i do a Reality check and i notice that my skin feels rubbery and almost like plastic wrapping and less like skin, as i proceed with the reality check i can clearly see that i have more than five fingers and as i count them i get the number "six" and due to this i now completely realize that i am dreaming. the first thing i then do is go outside and begin trying to fly, i try jumping into the air in a position that i have already thought of in waking life and imagined steel and jet turbines forming around my lower arms and legs, however nothing forms and i simply fall back to the ground. i try this same method again and with the same result. i then think out-loud "what if there was a cliff and i jumped off to fly?"
i see a cliff materialize right in front of me in the middle of the black asphalt road but i feel and know that it is not a real (although i could have been wrong) i give it no attention because i think it is only a strong visualization and it completely disappears when i see a DC. walking on the sidewalk casualty, i walk over to him, a man with short brown hair, here the dream gets blurred and my last memory of it is being up the neighborhood next to a large tree (that also exists in waking life) and then the dream fades completely. (however i did not wake i simple continued sleeping, in another dream i find myself in a city street at night, the only light is a neon sign and i watch a person with a paper bag and many people gathered around him say something that i so not quite remember about extermination. (the dream then fades and i slowly wake and the first thing i recall after a moment of thinking is my first lucid in quite a while

(i wake up and i try to recall, however i did not remember anything do i go back to sleep and begin to dream) i am at my Dads place with a bunch of family and i remember spending the night there and i couldn't sleep because i was in the same room with an evil plant that slowly warped around peoples neck and strangled them. i do a RC and and count my fingers, 5, it doesn't feel right so i do it again, as i recount i see six fingers, i now know i'm dreaming and my goal is to fly. the dream fades out into a moment of nothingness and fades back in where it left off just before fading out again, it repeats this several times not giving me enough time to even try to fly. (i eventually wake up and remember my dream instantly)

As usual for a LD I stand in my living room near the front door and do a RC, I agin gave 6 fingers. *I walk out the door and pleased to see a bright sunny day I say "yes!" I walk to the center of the street and begin trying to fly, I jump twice then close my eyes and focus on me flying as I jump agin, no luck. I decide to fly I will use the JetMan suit, I agin close my eyes and focus, but this time on me wearing the suit, as I open my eyes I see the suit and I am pleased, then I realize that it is on backwards, I turn it around and grab the controls. I begin running up the street and push a red switch on the hand control. I repeat this several times and then I realize that the whole time I was using the break and the green button next to it is the thrust. I make one last run that agin ends in failure, (the dream then fades out in my memory.)

(i do not remember much of this dream)
as i do my RC i count 6 fingers, i decide to complete the process with a nose pinch, it confirms what i already know, i am dreaming, the only other part of this dream that i remember is trying to fly (i do not remember the setting or if i was successful or not)
when i wake up i am surrounded with a harsh reality, i revive the news from my Dad, my Uncle is dead.)