cytotoxicT

1/12/13

WILD into DEILD chain

I was staying at the embassy suites and having trouble falling asleep. I don't remember all of the DEILDs because they melted together. There were probably some more very short ones in the middle.

I am laying in bed and I feel the adrenaline-lightness I felt last time.I RC and stand up. It is very dark in the room. I decide to try and jump into the center area from our floor. I try to feel the walls to stabilize the dream and I lose it.

DEILD

I stand up again and find a light switch. It turns on the light to the room ahead of me. I dont get very far and lose the dream.

DEILD

I try the light switch again and it does nothing. This time, I am able to make it to the door. I look outside, and I see the railing. However, it only goes down like 4 ft. into a flat floor. There are people with little mats hanging out. I go out onto the floor and lose the dream.

1/26/12

DILD

Notes: I was staying in a hotel. I had not smoked, so I was feeling some REM rebound.

I had repeated FAs where I kept waking up in the bed. There had to have been at least 5 in total. After the first few I caught on thought to RC the next time I "woke up." Some woman behind me said that it was a good idea and that I should take control. I thought to myself that the RCs will probably fail because this is so ridiculous. The next time I wake up, the nose RC fails. I reach for some water and wake up again.

Eventually I stand up and flick a spider off of me.I realize I'm dreaming and go towards the door. Some guy somehow makes me go by the spider. I know its a dream, but I still don't want to be around it. It is really dark and I head out the door. I am walking around the embassy suites. I want to fly over the balcony, but because I had so many FAs, I don't trust that its actually a dream. I nose RC a bunch of times to keep lucidity and it keeps working. I still don't trust flying though.

I walk out to the main floor area and a few people are gathered in a circle. There are two hot girls so I try to fool around with them. I am with this one blonde girl and I try to get the red head to join. She doesn't want to so I go over to her alone. We have sex and I finish.

When I woke up, I still felt very disoriented and confused about reality.