cytotoxicT

3/7/12

DILD (false-WILD)

TOTM

notes: I spent the night at a buddy's place and left early in the morning. I came back home and slept for 2 hours, where this occurred.

I FA in my room back in Chicago and try to WILD. I feel a numbness come over me and RC. I become lucid, but it is really dark and unstable. I don't get up and move too much, instead, I try to focus on the sensations around me. I realize that the tactile sensations are similar to the one my "real" body was feeling so I lose the dream and FA again.

I try to WILD immediately again. The vibrations come on quickly. My body feels strange, kind of like numb and distorting. Now I stand up and RC. It is still really dark in my room. I start touching things like my bed in order to stabilize. As I leave my room, an old woman approaches me and starts talking. I can't tell if she is my grandma or not, either way, I can't hear what she is saying. I walk out the kitchen door into the night. There is another brunette girl who approaches me saying something. THe dream isn't fully stabilized so I ignore her.

I try to make the sun rise, so it won't be so dark. I reach my hand out to the horizon and raise it slowly. This fails, no change in the lighting. I am still trying to make my environment brighter, and therefore, stabilize the dream. This guy is on a floating segway-looking device and is shooting some canisters at me. They fly through the air really slowly. I don't want to engage him, but I reluctantly respond. I jump onto the back of his flying thing and I am sitting on a cooler that is attached to the back. He says he is law enforcement and I have been missing my payments. I say some excuse and then fall off the back.

I land in the grass in my backyard. There is a pile of snow. I put my hand into it, and it feels realistic, almost painfully cold. I remember the shadow TOTM and look around me. It is very dark, but I still have a shadow from the neighbor's lights. I watch it closely and expect it to make some aberrant movements. It starts shaking its arm even though I am not. Now that it is detached, I told it to attack the man from earlier. He had landed back on my porch and was standing by the door.

My shadow swoops away and I run up the steps. My shadow is beating on the other guy's shadow, and his actual body is recoiling with the hits. I watch on and think it is cool that my shadow can attack real people too. I lose the dream soon after.