cytotoxicT

3/30/12

DILD

I was in an electronics store with my brother, going through the video games. We found the PS2 version of Crash Team Racing and we were playing that. Eventually we left with my dad and we drove down the road somewhere. I ended up entering this big apartment complex by myself. In the lobby, there is this girl hanging out who seems to be in charge. She asks if I want a room and I say yes. I look over and there is a giant blanket fort like 20 X 20 ft. The place seems like a youth group meeting place where people live temporarily.

She asked what type of room I wanted. They had a corner room, a room with a window, and a regular one. I felt bad going for the best one but I said, "I mean, it would be nice to have a window." The place looks pretty grungy. We start to head to the back. I look at the wall and it is covered is spiders! And so is the next corner, and the next wall. I try to stand in the middle of the hallway to avoid contact with any walls. I really don't want to live here anymore.

We eventually head up to the room. It has a large mattress in the middle of it. I somehow become lucid and start having sex with one of the girls. We are on the bed surrounded by a few people now. I am doing her from behind, and she has a tribal looking tramp stamp. I lose the dream but DEILD back into it. This lasts for a few more minutes before I wake up for good.

1/26/12

DILD

Notes: I was staying in a hotel. I had not smoked, so I was feeling some REM rebound.

I had repeated FAs where I kept waking up in the bed. There had to have been at least 5 in total. After the first few I caught on thought to RC the next time I "woke up." Some woman behind me said that it was a good idea and that I should take control. I thought to myself that the RCs will probably fail because this is so ridiculous. The next time I wake up, the nose RC fails. I reach for some water and wake up again.

Eventually I stand up and flick a spider off of me.I realize I'm dreaming and go towards the door. Some guy somehow makes me go by the spider. I know its a dream, but I still don't want to be around it. It is really dark and I head out the door. I am walking around the embassy suites. I want to fly over the balcony, but because I had so many FAs, I don't trust that its actually a dream. I nose RC a bunch of times to keep lucidity and it keeps working. I still don't trust flying though.

I walk out to the main floor area and a few people are gathered in a circle. There are two hot girls so I try to fool around with them. I am with this one blonde girl and I try to get the red head to join. She doesn't want to so I go over to her alone. We have sex and I finish.

When I woke up, I still felt very disoriented and confused about reality.