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6/24/13

DEILD

Again, I am stunned at how accurately my brain can recreate the sensation of petting my old dogs even though I haven't seen them in years. It really feels like that have been living on during the dream. RIP

I awoke briefly in my bed and thought to try and DEILD (there is a chance this was a false-DEILD also). I started to feel strange sensations fairly quickly. Like a general sinking or drifting of my body. I waited for this to fade and pick up again before I attempted standing up.

I was able to stand and open my eyes pretty easily to a stable dream. I walked out side and I was in the Chicago house. I went through the back door and around to the front gate. I saw Cassie outside and she was excited to see me. I pet her for a minute and then let her our the gate with me. She ran along side me and we saw another dog out front. It looked like some hairy white dog that was laying in the grass. My first instinct was the grab Cassie (like we were on a walk in real life) but I let her go realizing it was a dream.

She runs up to the dog, sniffs for a minute, and leaves. I go up and it looks like a golden retriever with half of its hair white and the other half light golden. I touched her and it felt just like Maggie. I knew it was her. She looked somewhat older with her white hair, but it wasn't the normal old-dog look. She looked more majestic. After playing with her for a bit I took Cassie down the road. I had a sudden urge to ride a bike so I looked forward and pretended to feel the sensations of a bicycle. I ran as if I were using pedals. It wasn't working too well and then I saw someone riding a green bike that had 2 small wheels. I decided that would be easier so I grabbed that bike and rode around with Cassie for a bit.

I had a FA and tried to DEILD again. Someone was in the room with me in my dream and it was disrupting my DEILD attempts. I soon wake up for real.

1/11/12

DILD

I was laying in my bed with my laptop. I was watching two episodes of South Park at the same time and switching between them. One of them cuts to a scene in real action. It is a girl laying naked on a bed. The goodies are covered up at first but then I could see some of her ass. I was shocked that South Park had this in it. After watching longer, I could see her breasts too. I get distracted and the episode ends. I try to find it again, but I have trouble. I remember the title had "Myanmar" in it, and that it involved a lion.

After awhile of laying in bed I hear my mom and brother talking. I think for a second and realize that I don't live with them...this is a dream.I get up and walk out the door. I was in my room in Denver, but the rest of the house was my childhood home. I walk out to the kitchen and see my mom and brother. I also see Maggie (old dog) standing by the counter. I pat her head and then make my way to the door. It was night time and I was going to try and fly.

I stopped for a second and realized that Maggie passed away. I thought it would be nice if I could spend some time with her. I turn around and crouch down. She looks a little bigger than she really was. I pet her for a few minutes until I lose the dream.