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1/11/13

DILD

I am in some apartment that I believe to be Mohammed's. I am trying to WILD but I keep getting disturbed. I eventually realize that this isn't Mohammed's so it must be a dream.The next time I am roused I RC. I was able to breathe through my nose, but it took me a little longer than normal to realize that is the dream response. I head downstairs, trying to decide what to do.

I head to an enclosed front porch area, and I see someone sitting in a chair. I decide I want to ask him some deep questions. He is sitting next to a TV, which I don't pay any attention to. He had short dark hair and was sitting cross legged. He seemed fairly intelligent. I get halfway through my first question when I realize he is gone. I look over to the TV and he is on it! He is a field goal kicker, going for a last second win. He shanks the kick pretty badly and they lose. Ethan shows up and is complaining because he had that guy in fantasy. I head towards the back door. The walls are made of wood and are covered in pictures.

The dream restarts and I am in a pool. It is fairly crowded. I had remembered my last dream where I went to do something real in the dream, so I thought it would be okay for me to look for a girl now. I go over to the edge and there is a girl and her sister. I say she looks very cute, and she says my neck looks cute. They continue the conversation as I poke her under the water with my Poseidon Staff. She quietly nods to me. I start playing with her underwater, trying to appear normal above water. A waitress comes over and asks if we want anything. She starts ordering as I am still playing with her. She is trying (poorly) to hold back pleasure-faces while speaking to the waitress.

I FA in a bed in some weird studio flat. I am trying to write down my past two dreams in my DJ. My mom keeps interrupting and talking about some travel books that are laying next to the bed also. There is a TV on the other side of my. Colbert has the Gorillaz as a musical guest. O' Green World starts playing, and my mom keeps talking over it. I get upset with her.

1/11/13

WILD

The sensation during transition was slightly different than normal. More adrenaline than vibrations. Solely in core of body. (Possible false-WILD but failed test.) I had been reading on consciousness/awareness that day so I was prepared for it.

I was laying on my side. I felt pretty focused, so when I felt some strange lightness, it didn't phase me. It was kind of like an adrenaline feeling in the chest. I tried to merely be an observer of my body state. After it faded, I didn't feel anything abnormal. I tried to make my body float without moving. It didn't work. The lightness returned for another round and I continued to wait.

I was suddenly on the street outside of Connor's house. The dream was pretty unstable so I sat down in some grass and felt it for a second. I reached into my pocket, looking for a lucid pill. I pulled out a dead leaf (I had taken a dead leaf off one of our plants IRL that day). I reached in again and found an oddly shaped pill. It had a bit of an abscess, making it lop-sided. I broke it open and took it. My vision cleared up a bit. I reached in for another. It felt normal this time. I broke it open and took it. My vision cleared up pretty good. I stood up and turned around in the street. I remember walking forward and having some goal in mind. I am not sure how far I got toward that goal because I lost memory of it.

The dream restarts in the same place. I had remembered my "real" goal in the previous dream so I thought it would be okay to try and find a girl. I see someone lounging on the stoop of some house. I go over and we fool around.

1/24/12

DILD

Notes: I didn't smoke at all two days before this and had crazy REM rebound. I remembered 6 dreams, none were lucid. I smoked the next day and then stopped again this night. I had a long LD and I was able to maintain it through points where I would normally lose the dream. It was very vivid. However, I didn't write it down for a few days so I may be missing some details.

I walk into an apartment and am greeted by some girls. I look over and Gracie is there. She is excited to see me and we hug. We start moving back and forth like a slow-dance hug. I say, "Oh so we are doing one of these hugs."

We all sit down at a table and I become semi-lucid. I know it is a dream and I lose my body. I am just a 3rd person view of everyone else, but I'm still talking. I don't fully realize it is a dream, however, I tell them it is. One of the girls tests it by picking up a metal spoon. I expect her to try and bend it with her mind, but she just takes a big bite out of it. I think its pretty funny, and it gets the job done I guess.

We somehow transition to being in a pool. It is an indoor pool and we are standing in the shallow end. These big waves start to come over us.I become fully lucid and try to stop the waves. My first attempt without thinking is to yell, "STOP!" But that doesn't work. I try to use a force power to stop the waves, but that fails too. I realize that I can go underwater and swim past the waves. I go under and can still breathe. However, I can't get any momentum forward. I tried to have some sort of motor-type propulsion from my feet. That doesn't work, and when I try to swim normally, the current keeps me back.

I eventually stand back up and the waves are gone. I am somehow on the other side of the pool. I decide to work on my energy blasts. I try to kameyameyah a clock on the wall. I first just yell the words and blast, but that fails. I am standing next to one of the girls and I feel embarrassed that I yelled that without actually doing anything. I try again, but out of the corner of my eye wait for the energy to build. After a few seconds a small white energy ball is in my hands. I blast it forward and it hits the clock like a weak ball of water. It leaves a small damp mark, but thats it. I do this a few more times with the same results.

I end up on the side of the pool almost losing the dream. I kind of go to sleep and end up outside somewhere. There is a light covering of snow on the ground, but it isn't cold. I am trying to decide what to do when I see a gorgeous girl next to me. She is a tall brunette, and that really decided it for me. I lay her down and have her give me oral sex. I finish.

I have an FA wet dream. I am laying in front of a TV that has a special on how to avoid having wet dreams. I forgot what it said exactly, but it had some alternative that didn't end as grossly.

Then I wake up wet for real....great

8/16/11

WILD

Recall: good

I am taking a nap and laying on my back. I had woken up from dozing off and was laying there a bit (too long for DEILD). Suddenly, I felt the first round of vibrations. I don't move, keep my attention focused. Another round of vibrations and I determine it is okay to sit up.

I sit up and pinch my nose, success. I had trouble separating from my other body. Although I am sitting up, I can still feel the bed on my upper body. My vision is also very blurry. I stabilize for a second, and my vision clears. However, I am having trouble breathing. My real body is on my back, and I think my tongue may have semi-blocked my airway. I decide if it was a real problem I would be forced to wake up, so I wheeze and trudge on.

I open the door to leave my room, and I enter this white hallway. It looks somewhat like the scene from a previous dream. It appears like a white maze. I decide to just bust out the window and fall to the ground. I land in the courtyard area of a hotel. By now, my breathing feels normal again. I head across the courtyard to what looks like a little bathroom area. (I can't remember exactly what my goal was.) Eventually I find Mohammed and he greets me. I rub my hands together and spin as I respond to him. I remembered that I could try and go to Chichen Itza like all of the IOSDP people.

I say to Mohammed, "want to see something cool?" I divert my look and draw a circle up on this ledge. He gasps, as I look back. There is the familiar red glow. I tell Mohammed that we are dreaming an climb up on the ledge. We approach the portal and I say "ready?" as I grab his hand. I visualize a jungle and the temple as hard as I can. After a few seconds, I run forward. In the time I was visualizing, he thought he should start a countdown. The last thing I hear as we cross the barrier is "five" as he started counting down.

We end up in a jungle. The trees are green and relatively separated. A brown layer of leaves cover the ground. I run forward over the forest floor until there is a part in the trees. I look up and I can see the top of Chichen Itza, except it is animated. It looks like Simpsons animation. I am pretty excited for successfully teleporting here as I round the bend and approach the foot of the pyramid. Once we arrive there, it is no longer animated.

I remember something about a beacon that you are supposed to use at the pyramid. I point my hand to the top of the temple and focus. A blast of green energy shoots up into the air. It looks like a glowing green ribben attached to the peak of the pyramid. It slowly bends down into a green arch and disappears. I want to try a kameyameyah, and decide I can have fun while trying to signal other dreamers. I use my right hand and make a small circle at the top of the pyramid. I put my left hand into my pocket and pull out an arm that I expect to be like Portal. I don't look at my arm directly, but it just looks like it now has 3 fingers in the shape of the Portal arm. I make another circle, and a glowing, yellow outline forms.

I ball my hands together and get into a fighting stance. I get pretty low to the ground and focus my anger. "Kame." I don't feel anything yet. "Yame." I pause and slowly feel a tingle. Eventually I can feel substantial pressure and I release. "YAH," I say with full force. A white/yellow energy blast goes right into the portal. It then shoots straight up out of the other portal atop the pyramid. Eventually, it too bends down and disappears.

I decide to go on top of Chichen Itza to see what it is like. I take off by looking at the sky. After like 30 ft. I need to shift my power to my legs. The extra boost of speed makes for a landing with little finesse. There is a hole in the top that you can jump into. It only goes down like 3 ft, but then you can crawl into another small corridor. I decide I might get stuck and didn't venture further. There are no other DCs/dreamers about.

I start to leave and I decide to try some wand magic. I reach into my pocket and pull out a wand. I get a glimpse of the jungle and suddenly the scene returns to the bathroom. I didn't go through a portal, but it didn't really phase me. There is a half wall that NS and two other people are trying to climb over. "Winguardium Leviosa," and I lift them off the ground. They laugh as I return them to the floor. I want to try a killing curse on someone so I walk back outside looking for a DC that is being an asshole. There is a hotel pool and it is packed. At first glance, no one looks to be causing trouble. I don't want to hit an innocent DC so I give up. Eventually I start looking for women. I find a lady who is a little thick floating on a raft. She has a cute face, and despite being a pool, I can't find anyone else better. I jump on as I lose the dream.