Lucid dreaming with Rauwz

08.06.2012

7th lucid dream, losing control and ..Spiders? (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Tonight, I had alot of false awekenings (if you can call it that), where i would wake up in my bed, and just go back to sleep, unless ofcourse, I do a reality check.

I woke up in my bed, and imidiatly noticed something seemed "off", I then counted my fingers, plugged my nose, and boom. Lucid!

I got up from the bed, and quickly gathered my thoughts.
I remembered that if I got over excited, I would wake up. So I chilled out for a sec, and then looked at my hands again. I tried clarifying, but it somehow didn't really work as intended. It got clearer, but nothing like my other LD's. I then remembered, that I had heard on DreamViews, that some people through them self out of windows, if they want to "kickstart" their LD, and it seemed like a good idea. I went over there, and opened one of my windows. I tried going through the open window, but the opening was too small. I looked out of the open window, and stared at the sky. It was fucking amazing. The sun was getting up, wich made the whole sky kind of orange/red. The garden was also wird, and even though I didn't seem to notice in the dream, I remember now. It was Not my garden, and I don't think I've ever seen it before. It was a little area with grass, and a nice fluffy hedge around it.

Anyway, I then opened a new window, and tried climbing out of that, that was too small too. I then tried opening a THIRD window, but when I got it open, guess what I saw. A giant fucking spider, sitting right in the top of the window opening. I was noping pretty hard, and I think this is where I lost control.

I then tried several other windows, but they where all filled with spiders.

funny thing, even though the dream was filled with spiders, I wasn't scared at all, I just found it annoying, because I wanted to go out the window. It wasn't a nightmare, just a little annoying, wich is weird, because if it happened in real life, I'd be noping so hard...

I then looked around, and was suddenly in some basement. It was a mix of my dad's basement, and something I've dreamt about before. I was still trying to find a window to jump out of, but I got lost in the basement. Finnaly my brother came by, because he needed to use the toilet, and he showed me the way back to the room. When I got there, there was spiders on my bed, and I just kind of stoof there, thinking "wtf do I do...?". So I woke myself up, and started writing this .

IN CONCLUSION:
I need to read some tutorials on how to take/keep control of the dream, once you are finnaly in there.
This is the last dream I've ruined, because I couldn't take/keep control. My next dream will be so god damn awesome, just wait!