Lucid dreaming with Rauwz

08.08.2012

art school (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was standing in some kind of rectangular room, together with alot of people. The room was maby 3x12, and there was like 50 people in there. The walls were boring, cold and gave a sense of discomfort. There was a white bird made out of paper hanging from the cealing, as the only decoration in there. I quickly realised I was at an art school, which doesn't really make sense, since I don't draw, paint or do anything like that. All of the students, uncluding me, were standing, even though there was chairs around the room. We all wanted to see what the teacher was doing, so everyone naturally stood up, in hopes of being able to find a hole to look through, in the mass of people infront of them. The students had made a circle around the teacher, her "tools", and a girl laying on a table. A pretty blond girl, I'd say about 17yr.

The teacher started lecturing about how it was important to use everything, when dealing with humans. She started cutting in the girl with a sharp knife. I remember I felt extremely uncomfortable while it was happening, yet I didn't do anything to stop it. I just kind of stood there, passivly with all the other students, while the teacher sliced up this innocent girl. After a minute or two, the blond girls face were completely sliced off. The teacher took it, and laid it on a table besides her. The uncomfortable feeling rushed back, greater then before, as I stood there, watching the sliced off facem of a innocent girl.

The dream cut out like a movie, and I was the camera. I was suddenly in an empty classroom. And there she was, laying on the floor. The blond girl was missing a leg, her hair, her face, and her one arm. I was looking top-down on her, like I was a floating camera. You could see the flesh and bones where she had been cut, and all over her face. Her eyes was still intact, and were looking dead. No eye-lids.

Cut. Again I was a camera, flying around in a room. This time a more "brown-ish" room. There was tables all around the room, haning on the walls, and a couple of chairs. It looked like a painters studio or something like that. The blond girls leg was hanging down from the cealing. It was so fucking disgusting. It was hanging in a bunch of white strings, kind of like a puppet. Her arm was also there, hanging besides the leg, in the empty class room. This time I felt more sad then I felt uncomfortable, even though I did feel uncomfortable too.

cut. I'm walking on the streets, with 2 of my buddies. We had just been to the baker, my one friend had bought a brownie and a Cola. As we walk down the street, we see the same people from the very first class, and the teacher. My friends disapeared as I walked over there, and joined the crowd. She asked one of the girls if she liked hockey, and the girl said yes. The teacher then told her to move into position, and she did. Next thing, the teacher throws a baby 4meters into the air. It wasn't even close to where the other girl was standing, so she didn't have a chance of catching it. The baby hit the ground with a big "Thumb" sound. I remember being really angry, sad even depressed, but agressive. I couldn't do anything. I wanted to stop it, but I somehow couldn't. The teacher picked up the baby, and threw it again. This time it landed on it's head. Dead silence. cut to black.