My Lucid Dreams

Not an interesting LD at all, but hey, it' s a dreamwalking attempt
Note: if I rated the control so good, it' s because I managed to stabilize the dream pretty damn well.


Lucidity: 10/10
Control: 9/10
Vivacity: 5/10


I just got out of school, but I remember that I forgot my bag. On my way back in I realize that it's actually on my back. I cross the road, ignoring the old man who says that I gotta pass with him. God dammit do I look like I'll jump in front of a car ?.
At the other side of the road, I suddenly realize that lots of weird things happened before (things I mostly don' t remember) and blow in my nose. It fails but I honestly don' t give a shit, I'm on summer vacation, and I shouldn't be there.
I throw my bag on the floor and check my hand : seven fingers. I rub my hands together when I feel the dream fading away.
Unfortunately my subconscious isn't gonna let me do what I want, and I have to battle against my thoughts.
-But that's all a dream; it' s not real, my body' s right in my bed !
-Yeah, but see ? I have sensations here. This is as real as reality. See ? I slap myself I'l have a lucid tonig - no, I'll have a long, awesome lucid
Around me's a pretty poor neighborhood, the tiny houses are covered with dirt and dust.
I keep on rubbing my hands for over five minutes, until the dream seems fairly stable.
I think about dreamwalking.
Yeah, but Lmrhone' s in a break ... screw that, I'm sure he'd be happy to have me
I begin doing the signs, "Oneiros,"
And I wake up, might have been because I felt like trespassing my way in Lmrhone' s dream.

So, two huge dreams (~40 mins each) and a very small one, all in one night ... well, it' s making up for last week. I'll only put two big ones.
First one :


Lucidity: 9/10
Vivacity: 8/10
Control: 6/10


I DEILDed. I'm lucid in a park. I begin rubbing my hands, and as a stupid teenager I begin doing stupid things to do in a dream.
Luckily, I suddenly gain lucidity and stop those dream sucking activities. I rub my hands as I observe the environment. At my right, lots of small trees; not bushes, more like a mini jungle. There’ s a tree with pinkish flowers, too. At my right there’ s a river, the kind of river you’re always wondering about how many gators there are in it.
I'm not describing it so well, but it was just beautiful.
When I come to a sort of marketplace, I think about dreamwalking. I hurry past the crowd and quickly do the signs I’ ve came up with a while ago (and that I realized are pretty cheesy, but whatever) and scream “Oneiros-Tenso-Lmrhone !” and fall to my knees. When I’m done looking stupid I realize everybody is looking at me. I thank god for all this to be a dream. I decide to just ignore all those people just staring at me and go look for Lmrhone.

I find him (or at least the fake him) in a city nearby (I just walked to it, the scenery changed by itself) he appears as a small African-American kid, he’s surrounded by other taller people (in their 15-16s, of all colors). I ask him if he’ s Lmrhone and he answers yes, so I squat to his level and tell him that I’m Higat; “The” Higat., from DV. I tell him that he’s dreaming and to come with me, but as I get off the ground to fly to find someone else with him, he just runs away. I don’ t bother to get him back. He wants to run away, so be it. I don’t have much time left anyways (that was wrong, I still had lots of time).

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I’m home, my mom is preparing a party with pretty much everyone in every class that I have at school. Doesn’t bother me. I just wander around for awhile, just appreciating the fact that I’m utilizing time that would have been “thrown away”. I’m just doing reality checks now and then. At one point I just decide to have some fun time with a girl.
When I decide to stop I go in my mom’s room and my brother, my sister and my mom come in.
I get them “lucid”; my brother reacts surprisingly “human-like” when he realises that he has three fingers (that was gross, by the way); he runs into my room. My sister just stands there and mocks me. I get her in the living room and try to throw a fire ball. Obviously it doesn’ t work and neither does levitation. My sister just goes away. Never mind that.
I hurry in my room and my brother is still here. The room is filled with old school computers and with one giant flat screened TV, with an inanimate image of “Searching Nemo” on it. My brother jumps into a computer displaying an image Matrix-style. That’ s too ugly. I use a switch to change the image; now it’s a suburb, with lots of white tenements everywhere. I jump in the computer too. It’ s kinda dark, and I rub my hands together, just to make sure. After deciding together to get out of here we both jump in the air, stepping out of the computer.
As I look for somewhere to go, my brother says that we could just try the Nemo TV. We dive in it one after the other, and we land in the same place as int he beginning of the dream, the park.
When I look up I see him in a tree; he proposes a fight. He jumps off the tree and pulls a sword out of nowhere. I tell him to wait and pull out a shuriken out of my pocket. I throw that in the air and put my hands together. Only one shuriken hits the ground but I hear lots of 'em. I try that several times but it doesn’ t work.
My sister and a friend of mine walk up to me and we walk together a bit. All they say is “look at the sky”, which is beautiful.

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And the second one :


Wandering


Lucidity: 7/10
Vivacity: 8/10
Control: 7/10

I DEILDed from the last dream. I’ m in my house, the party from the last dream’s still going on. I wander around again, and even though I’m not doing anything fun, I just like the fact that I’m doing what I could be doing in real life, but in a dream. At one point, after already 15 big minutes of lucid dreaming, I decide to go ahead and do things with some girls. When I stop I just wander around again; I feel like I’m trapped in here. I pull a shuriken out of my pocket and throw it up. I join my hands but, like in the last dream, I can’ t get anything cool. I wander around again. My mom comes and tells me to stop, that I’m not dreaming. I think about what I did earlier in the dream (fun time) and pray for her to be wrong. I tell her that what she says’ false, and show her my hands; I have six fingers. She tells me that I don’ t have six fingers, and two of my fingers fuse together to form one. My mom says that all it is is a big cut (the fingers didn’t quite fuse, there’ s still a small gap at the tip, but it could just look like a very, very deep cut.
I go away and check my nose. Alright, I’m good. I go in my mom’s room and put a box there, for no reason at all, then I decide that it’ s time to wake up; it’s already been a loooooooooong time since that dream began, and I can’t seem to find anything to do. I wake myself up.
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It’ s weird, most of the time, when I have two or three lucids, the last moments of the last one are always kind of purposeless, like I’ve had enough of lucid dreaming.

What is also weird is how weird it feels to wander IRL in a place where you’ve been in a lucid, when everything is at the same place ...

Well, I just got out of a small lucid blackout, with my third shared dream attempt. It lasted around my lucids' average duration, 20 minutes or so.
Note : I fell asleep repeating "lucid dream" without really intending to say it.

Lucidity: 8/10
Control: 8/10
Vivacity: 8/10

I DEILD after waking up from a normal dream.
I' m in my grand parents' house. A wave of excitement hits me, but all my joy quickly goes away when I begin to feel the dream fading away. I hurry rubbing my hands, but the dream gets closer and closer to a simple though until I actually wake up, rubbing my hands in my bed, still daydreaming. I don' t stop any thing, I keep rubbing my hands and somehow I get back int the dream; whether I was still rubbing my hands I don' t know, but I did DEILD.
In the dream I am still at my grand parents', my dog is here. I decide to pass through a low window . I pass through it slowly and, surprised by the ease I had doing that, decide to go back in and dive in the window. It works pretty well, the dog followed me through. We' re on a balcony. A big guy is at the end. I think about dreamwalking but I feel like the guy is gonna bother me. I run at him and dive. I pass through him easily and penetrate the small wall behind him as well. I fall quite a bit before I decide to fly my way to the ground. I propel myself super fast until I violently reach the ground.
Standing back up, I remember why I initially ran away; I do some random signs with my hands and for the last one, I fall on one knee and scream "Rhone !" like a mad man and ... nothing changes.
I wander around for a while, talk to some people.
At one point the dream begins fading again. I get it back rubbing my hands but I wake up some minutes later.

Well, yeah. One of two lucids last night. Second trial, second episode.
I probably did not succeed but still, it's an attempt.


Lucidity : 9/10
Vivacity : 8/10
Control : 8.5/10


I'm in my History class. A random guy (whom I have nothing against in real life) is, well, just insulting me, and for some reasons I get really mad and I just walk up to him and rip his eyes off and pop them in my hands
The teacher just stays there, and when I ask the kid to apologize he says "C'mon kid, apologize".
Anyways, I get out and get lucid. I decide to enter someone's dream, and I do (or at least try) that same technique as before, except I don't remember whose dream I tried to enter.
I stand back up and notice that I am in my old primary school' s court. There are building like you find in Paris in the middle of it and where the cafeteria should be.
I do some telekinesis on random people and then decide I' m gonna make that dream EPIC.
The school's buildings are surrounding me, I get near to one and try to destroy it with telekinesis. I spread my arms wide, my hands too, and then PUSH like I was trying to break something with my palms. It' s not powerful enough, I see the building moving a bit, shaking, some rock falling off of it, but it's not destroyed; I want to pulverize it.
I begin screaming on purpose, but still, it' s not enough.
I give up on that. Instead, I grow a huge hand( around 2m wide) and swing it down. It act like an imaginary, huge blade.
The building gets cut in half. I try again on another one and it does it again. I play with that a while out of the school until I decide to come back and try telekinesis again. I get in front of a building (it' s not here IRL) and I concentrate. I concentrate so much that I scream naturally. I had my eyes closed but I opened them now. I see a really thick layer of glass get "out" of the frontage of the building; my eyesight gets ridiculously precise and I can now observe the actual stripes that get on the glass.
At one point the glass falls and I stop doing telekinesis because it is flying at me. It lands on the ground, part of it breaks.
I choose a piece of it, and I concentrate on it. I thought it would be harder, but I easily get it to float between my hands. It feels like I just released a weight. Like I dropped the glass instead of levitating it. After a while I let go off it and I talk to a girl (guy?) who tells me they got into my dream, and that it’ s awesome how I can do all I want or something like that.
Then I wake up.

Finally ! I Finally tried to dreamwalk ! Here' s my very first Dreamwalking trial :


Tensō


Lucidity: 9/10
Control: 7/10
Vivacity: 8/10


I WILDed two times before that, this is the following of the second lucid I had this night.

I wake up from a lucid and automatically DEILD. At one point, after closing my eyes for around two seconds, I give up on DEILDing, I just turn around to observe the moon...s. There are three huge red moons, kinda like that :
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After a while I stopped being amazed and decide to check reality. It doesn' t work. Screw reality checks, that ain' t possible. It's a dream. I get up and go out of my room. It' s dark. Too dark. I feel the dream fading, like sand slipping out of my hands. My sister comes; she starts making me loose my lucidity. Great. I can' t beat her up or I' ll get back in reality, so I rub my hands harder and harder doing my best to stay calm. As soon as I feel like I got my stability back, I rush to the light switch and light the room up. I renounce to the urge of destroying my sister and get out as fast as I can.

It' s raining. The night gets less dark and some kids come up to me and tell me something I don' t remember.
I try a standing front flip, I land like I do in real life : squatting. Oh well.
Wait, there' s something I wanted to do ... ah ! that' s right.
I get away from the pool and start shouting "Oneir --" nah, that' s not it.
So I start again doing the signs I chose for that technique and scream " Oneiros - TENSO" (tenso' s "transfer in Japanese), I fall on one knee and do the sign at the right upper corner of that photo :

http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_PtPyNxCbYk.../Hand+sign.bmp

"Miaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggg gggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"
Mia being how we' ll call my girlfriend ( whose dream I chose to walk in )
Looked like I wanted to become a super sayan.
I don' t see any bright light like I wanted, so when I' m done screaming I do a front flip to give the dream another reason to change scenery. As I flip I see the kids looking at me like I' m crazy. I guess they got a good reason.

I land in a park. I see some random kids from school. No Mia. I feel like I' ll wake up soon. I give myself no more than 20 seconds. I hurry and run up to a girl. I need to find her. I need her to see me, I need to wake her up so she remembers that. I turn that girl around. It' s not her. I was gonna ask her where Mia was but I woke up before I could say anything.
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So here it was, my first dreamwalking trial.
Anyways, for some reasons I didn' t feel like this was "just" a dream, I felt like it was another reality, where time is even more important than in real life.