DJ Comments

Sorry if its not really clear. but i couldn't tell what the symbols where. but they were greenish and my vision was kinda blurry!

so just sleep and lucid will come too me? but it never happens that much anymore and when it does its feels very quick and like I'm just picking pieces out of what i could actually be dreaming.

I can't get in a comfortable position at night and go off in a more trance like sleep. This is what is keeping me from doing that. Well, ill lay down and everyone once a week or so ill tell myself, hey i want to dream lucid tonight and dream about stuff/something.

Well there is your problem. Stop trying to go directly into an LD at night. Although dropping directly into a lucid dream when you go to bed is possible (I've done it 4 times over 5 years) It's not recommended because it is difficult, frustrating and requires a lot of willpower and just the right conditions.

If I were you, I would change your approach. Stop worrying about the feeling that something is watching you when you lucid dream at night and just focus on going to sleep. In the wee hours of the morning, when the sun comes up, you could try a WBTB and fall asleep using your technique and focusing on lucid dreaming then. You will probably find that your technique is much more successful too.

thank you. you really knew how i was feeling during that time. idk how but your assumption is 100% accurate! I feel way better now causee i havent done anything like that in along time!

It probably simply means that your life is (or was) spinning out of control, due to your use of these substances. Being in space might represent an emptiness you feel or a feeling of isolation. But the best person to say what this means is you.