The epiphany of me

In this journal you will get to know the real me. Honestly I am a character within myself only showing certain people certain sides because I've been hurt so many times in the past. The SOUL purpose of me learning to Lucid Dream is because of a certain person I saw in a dream a lil over 7 years ago. Which can be read in the spoiler below:



From my understanding my true self is portrayed in the dreams or who I will become or maybe even wish to be. I always see myself as very beautiful (no scars or marks), long hair, and a nice body. Don't get me wrong, I am pretty cute lol but I had low self esteem and it took me a long time to realize that. I've been abused physically and verbally, almost raped, and seem to only get horrible people as boyfriends or people of interest (for I've been used A LOT). Back to my dream self lol, she seem to be peeling in layers...I guess because now I am learning to love my body and hope that I will someday find someone who will too....

ANY WHO, these are my stories I'll edit this later....lol