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I had probably the most realistic lucid dream I've ever had, it was just unreal, all of it was. I had 5-HTP before going to bed and did a WBTB+4hrs and stayed awake for 5m, with 8mg galantamine and 400mg choline before going back to bed.

[COLOR="#FF0000"]I became lucid at some random point, I remember it was not something that I even needed to do a reality check for I just knew. This was a very intense DEILD (atleast I think it was a DEILD) where I spent most of my dreams putting my fantasies aside and just going with the flow of the dream. The first dream I remember I was with a big group of people who seemed like they could all be my friends but they were not nor have I ever seen any of them. I drove some strange white car that was VERY fast, I remember a Ferrari pulling up next to me and then I slammed the gas and cut it off. After I got out of the car and I wanted to see what I was driving, it was a car where the whole body was a music stage... Their was a band playing on the car the whole time I was driving, weird part is they make no sound but all the actions of singing and playing on the instruments. I eventually left them and went up some stairs in an ally into a big apartment full of 15-20 people who knew me but I didn't know them. One guy called me smoker for some reason I have no idea why (I don't smoke).

I hung around and basically just mingled with all of these DC's as I would in real life, surprisingly enough they were all very convincing in being real people. I announced to all the DC's that I was dreaming and proved it by flying around the apartment, I tried to convince them that they were dreaming too and that we could all be real people sharing a conscious dream simultaneously (I don't really believe in shared dreaming but I wanted to humour my self). I don't why but some times all of a sudden my dream would become very blurry and then just become blackness, and then I would have to refocus a recent event that happened in that dream and then suddenly it would come back, this happened probably 20 times the entire night. Sometimes when my dream would fade to black and I would try to bring it back but I would be thrown into a new dream with completely different people in a totally different environment. But all the dreams were essentially the same, me on some balcony or in some apartment with a bunch of people I don't know.

Eventually after switching landscapes and people for the third time, I found my self hanging out with some people on a street at night, my brother was inside the dream though! I approached my brother first and said we are dreaming and none of this is real, and after that I don't remember the conversation, but my dream went blurry and I came back into a new dream at some balcony, this time my brother was their also, and he remembered whatever we discussed in the previous dream. On top of that we both saw my cousin wandering around and I remember saying "Holy shit! its Eyad!" my brother started to laugh. We both walked up to him, he looked either high or drunk. I of course started to explain to him none of this is real that we are in a dream, he doesn't believe me, so I prove it to him by flying around a bit. I told him that we might be all dreaming at the same time and sharing a conscious state and here was our chance to test the validity of shared dreaming, I told my cousin that after he wakes up he would text me the keyword 'DOG' as proof that we shared the dream, he said this is scary but he would do it.

Again the dream blurred up again and this time I was on an elevated platform outside with a train connected to it, everything was plain and I was alone this time. A train came by but it was a slow moving train with no walls just seating for the passengers, the passengers were all not moving and passed out, I looked closely and it was all of the people I was hanging out with in my previous dreams, I was thinking WTF is going on. I ran onto the train when it stopped and threw as many people on to the platform as I could before it left again, for some reason Master Chief was also on the train passed out and I threw him on the platform. He looked a little bit different though, as if he has been infected by the flood. The train started moving and I had no time to save anyone else, the people I saved woke up and one of them said "Smoker!!!!" in a stoners voice, he was the guy from the first dream that called me smoker. I asked him whats going on and he said he had no idea and just walked off with everyone else. Then all of a sudden Master Chief gets up, nods at me, then jumps on the train before it finishes passing by. He morphed into a giant flood monster and started eating the train till he ate all of it....After that the dream went blurry and I just passed out. [/COLOR]

I found my self waking up and getting ready for school, I left in a rush and went to go car pool with my friend. I noticed after getting into the car I did not even bother getting out of my sleeping clothes and even walked outside with my blanket still around me. So I went back to my apartment to find something terrifying on my door, I saw an evict notice and then looked around and saw they had thrown only half of my stuff out of the apartment. I went inside and I saw they had removed all of the sanitary fixtures as well (Toilets, sinks, bathtubs). I started to get really scared and then I started thinking that I always pay my bills on time and this doesn't make any sense, and being evicted doesn't mean they will start throwing plumbing fixtures outside the apartment. At this point I realized I had to be dreaming and there was no way I was being evicted. I pushed my finger through my palm and realized it was a dream. Once I realized a dream I started to feel the world collapsing and I closed my eyes trying to stabilize the dream, I failed and the dream crashed. When I woke up I was in a totally new environment and had forgotten I achieved lucidity and I ended up with people I didn't know, I forgot why I did an RC here but I did and regained lucidity. I was in another families house and they were all staring at me smiling except the only one I payed any attention to was the little boy. I screamed "CLARITY NOW" and his face became more sharp, then I screamed "BRIGHTER COLORS" and his face had this greenish and purplish colored undertone. I waved my hand across his face trying to change the color on his face at will. When my hand passed his face hatched colored lines appeared around his face. Every time I waved my hand the colors of these lines would change but not his face, I was trying to change the colors to orange but it did not work, the colors changed to everything but orange. After I finished playing with this kids face I decided to fly out of their window. I ran towards the window and the blasted right out of it and straight to the clouds moving at incredible speeds, I could feel the power of my flying and the view of clouds everywhere was amazing, even while flying I yelled "CLARITY NOW" to make the clouds look sharper. I then changed direction and went straight down into the ocean, I was moving to fast to notice anything though even in the ocean. Then it ended and I woke up in my bed again thinking I just woke up from my lucid dream. Then my parents rang the doorbell and I let them inside, they came in and started complaining about how messy my apartment is and how there was shit on the counter-top. I never even noticed there was shit on the counter top, and I knew I could be a bit messy but shit on a counter top messy? I don't think so. I tried to do a reality check to see if I was dreaming and it actually didn't work this time. I don't know why it did not work but because it failed and I convinced my self I was not dreaming and this was reality, then the dream ended and here I am now on my laptop typing this journal. I basically had 3 lucid dreams, and every time a new dream started I lost lucidity and had to regain it (these dreams happened right after each other with little down time). I only wish I had experienced this before I feel like I could of done more with this lucid dream.

I found my self inside a grocery store observing some products, I'm not quite sure what enticed me to do a reality check but I decided to try pushing my fingers through my palm and to my amazement it worked and I realized everything was a dream. As soon as I realized it was a dream every thing started to shake and twist, I could feel the dream world collapsing. I closed my eyes in the dream world and focused on my self and clearing my mind. As I was focusing I briefly opened my eyes for one second just to see how the stabilizing was going to find something amazing, I saw the dream world swirling all around me and basically rebuilding itself. After I opened my eyes I felt my stability start to slide again because the seen was simply to chaotic to bear. I eventually regained control opened my eyes and I was back in the grocery store and I successfully achieved lucidity. I remained calm and yelled, "STABILIZE NOW!!" at the top of my lungs and everything became crystal clear, this is the first time I exert control to this degree on a dream it was simply unbelievable how clear everything became. I started to walk about and just inspect the dream world, there were other DC shopping in the mall but I was too busy trying to decide what to do next to even consider interacting with them. As I was walking I saw a window leading outside, I hastily decided to fly through the window smashing it and then flying around outside. I got ready to fly through the window and started running towards it when I noticed that there was a storm outside and it was very windy. I stopped my self from running but my momentum still kept me going a little bit and my foot passed through the window without breaking it. I pulled it out and decided to just stay in the grocery store and see what I could do. At this point I started trying a number of things unsuccessfully, I started to try to cast fireballs using the Ka-me-ha-me-ha hand gesture and failed every time. I even saw some coal suspended by a tray throwing sparks everywhere so I decided to try and harness some of the coals and sparks energy to build a fireball with my hands but that didn't work either. I then stopped trying and noticed a red hot coal fell on my hands, I felt no pain but naturally threw it away out of fear. I then stared at my hands for any damages and found none, no burning sensation and burned marks. I gave up on shooting fireballs and decided to try lifting objects and throwing them around in the grocery store with my mind, of-course this failed as well so I eventually gave up and kept moving. I wanted to experience a super power so the next one I tried was insane amounts of strength, I slapped a steel bar as hard as I could and nothing happened it didn't move. So then I decided to try something a bit creative I jumped and then landed down with a stomping motion and nothing happened as well, I tried it again and heard a loud sound of cracking tiles, I looked down and I had created a small crater below my feet, I exhibited super strength! After that I was satisfied and moved on to the main super power of them all, flying. I have no idea why but this came totally naturally to me, I set my mind on flying I smiled with confidence ran and then flew off the ground and around the grocery store, I even did acrobatic moves in mid-air spinning and sharp turns and still maintained flight. I noticed a cute girl sitting down on one of the benches in the store and try to impress her with my flying. There was a plat form above her so I flew there and slowly lowered my self in front of her with 1 knee up and the other leg down humming the theme song to "Superman" she smiled at me while I landed in front of her then I asked her if she wanted to have sex and she didn't say anything she just stared at me then the dream just ended lol.

12/20/2011 4:30AM

I was at home about to sleep when Sharif and his family arrived unexpectedly. I got up and greeted Hana first and then went to greet Sharif on the deck. Then I saw something bizarre; I found Suzanne lying on the floor with a mullet crying. At this point I realized I was dreaming because the scene in front of me had no other explanation. As soon as I realized I was dreaming my entire family slowly faded away and I was the only one inside the house. I was so excited I decided I wanted to run through a wall with force. when I tried I found all of the walls were elastic like a rubber band but could be passed through like a bubble. After a few brute attempts I decided to strategize a bit and grabbed the wall and pulled it back as far as I could and then I let loose and it flinged me through the wall very slowly, it felt like I was moving through a thick layer of molasses. When I finally got to the other side I found a strange combination of ocean and space. I had the sensation of being underwater but the view of planets and stars. The view was so beautiful, and I was so happy because one of my goals in lucid dreaming was to experience space. When I thought it couldn’t get stranger I saw a large spherical object spinning with blue and white lights flashing on its band moving rapidly in my direction then my brother sneezed very loudly and abruptly ruined the dream.... Oh well it was nice while it lasted.