non-lucid

12.09.2010

Laptop randomness (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was on a sandy roud near a plain with some people on it. The whole dream was kinda brown and there was a lot of sand. I just bought a laptop. In fact, everyone there was going to buy a laptop, or has just bought one. We bought new laptops because our old laptops were very old and slow. I walked around a lot and talked to some people.

I recently bought a laptop, I recently started working with lots of laptops and computers every day and I have to fix someone's laptop in my free time. That's why I dreamt about this. The dream was not really fun to have but also not very bad. At least there was some color in it. Too bad I can't recall more of the dream.

05.09.2010

Eating chips like a ninja (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I have a feeling this dream won't make any sense and it will be hard to explain, but here is my try.

I was downstairs in the living with my youngest brother. It was night, and the rest of my family was sleeping upstairs. My brother was just sitting there in the cauch. Our living was very big and very high. there were huge towers and it was dark, it also looked like an old destroyed by war-city. There wasn't much color in my dream, except for some objects. The first color thing was something weird. On some places on the wall, and on some towers, there was a spot that looked like the glow of an over shield from halo and i had to to throw a green hat to that place, to break it. I had to throw the green hat, using a bigger hat. I missed sometimes, but I also hit it. After doing that for a while, I noticed some green cups that we have in real life. There were some leftovers from chips in it and They were standing in corners. I tried to eat many. Oh I forgot to say, every movement I made was very stealthy because I didn't want to wake anyone up. They were paprika chips, I saw it by the color. Then I heard my other brother from upstaird yelling that some people have been detected downstairs. I checked my hud-map thing. It pointed to people in the house, and the pointer for me and my brother was downstairs. He actually said something in real life, and I heard it while I was still sleeping. He was playing call of duty. I was angry because I betrayed me. It was the middle of the night and I had a feeling my parents would be VERY angry if they found out we were downstairs. I knew I couldn't hide so I ran towards the bathroom, and started pouring toothpaste in my mouth. I did it because I could then use the excuse that I was just brushing my teeth. I knew I didn't have much time.I really tasted the toothpaste and I tried to get rid of the biggest part of it in my mouth.
i woke up and heard my brother talking. to my other brother in the other room. no wonder I heard it too -.-

02.09.2010

Ants! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was inside my house, at the big window downstairs. My mother was in the room too. I looked outside and saw some small ants crawling between the stones. They were pretty big, but not immense big. There were a couple of ats in a row going between the stones of the ground and the last ant was the biggest. I was very afraid. I went to the other room and looked out the window. The ants there were even bigger, they were almost a meter big. i was even more afraid now, and i was crying. I told my mother that I was afraid. The ants were actually crawling between the surface and under the stones. then I saw shark-like fins coming from between the stones. It had the color of the ants. They went around the stones and when they went around a stone it fell down in a void below the ground. That is when i really became afraid and constantly started panicking. I kept saying to my mother: Mom help they are sawing the stones out of the ground! Then my mother woke me up. It was fun to have the dream because it was vivid, it was a good dream.

25.07.2010

Flying Around (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This is my first decent lucid dream, so it was pretty awesome for me.
I don't think i was completely lucid, because i didn't really realize that I was dreaming, and I didn't do a RC. I did have some thoughts about dreaming, but I don't remember what I thought.
So I wasn't completely lucid, but it was very vividand I had some control, so it must be awesome to be completely lucid.

I don't remember how the dream started. I was in my house with a guy who knew everything about controlling myself in the fantasy world. I concidered myself more in a fantasy world than in a dream.
I was in my house with a person who could go to the fantasy world whenever he wants. He knew everything about fantasy, and living and controlling yourself in it. I think I was locking someone in a room in my house. I didn't like the person, and the room doesn't really exist IRL. The room was a little bigger than the toulet and it looked old inside with a wooden desk. I went outside to my garden with him. I felt free like I had control. He went to sit down in front of our garden house, while I tried to fly. It worked, I was flying around above my garden and the trees behind it.
I landed and I tried again. This time, I was more making big jumps than I was flying, and it wasn't as high as when I was flying. I wanted to jump higher but I couldn't. I yelled "higher!" It worked for 1 jump, then I jumped pretty low again. (The jumps still were 3-4 meters high) I asked the fantasy guy what I should do, but I think he didn't answer. I was still jumping, and while I was in mid air, I decided to use pyrokinesis. The fantasy guy had changed in a sheep. I tried to make a circle of fire around him, but instead he ran in circles while there was fire behind him that completed the circle. Good enough. Then I wanted to show my mom the pyrokinesis. She was standing at the door. I had a memory of her saying never to use pyrokinesis as a rookie, because I might not be able to control it and turn the dream into a nightmare. I still did it because I knew I was only in the fantasy world. I made some fire in front of her. She put out the fire. (I was still hanging in the air by the way) There were some other plants also burning, on the other side of the window. I said it because she couldn't see them from where she was standing. She said I had to wait because she can't do it all at the same time. Then I came closer to put them out myself. Here it was already less vivid. The big window was open, it's a window that you can walk through. I saw some fire in our living and started to panic. I said we had to put that fire out first.
I woke up.

I didn't mark this dream as lucid because it was only semi lucid. I used the words "fantasy world" because I knew what I did there was not real, but I didn't realize that I was dreaming.

20.07.2010

Running for the bus (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in my basic school and I went away from there. I went to do something that I forgot what it was. I suddenly realized I only had 10 minutes left to get to my bus. I started running. I noticed that a friend i knew IRl was running behind me, i kept running and then my friend went to his house. I stopped for a moment and I saw him walking through his garden to his door. There was something weird in the middle of his garden. I started running for my bus again. Then I noticed my cousin was running behind me. I yelled at him. Then suddenly he was running in front of me. He ran up some stairs into an open place where a party was going on. I followed him. I knew Only 2 minutes had passed, and I still had enough time left. I ran through the people, and as i entered the place, I could clearly hear the song "seize the moment" play. I ran into someone, he looked angry at me, I kept running.

In this dream I had a nice idea of time, and it felt like 2 minutes took forever. Also the distance I ran didn't seem much and the song that was playing was really vivid. The onject in the garden could have been a dispenser from team fortress 2, i played that game the day before.

DC's: friend, cousin

19.07.2010

Monkey society (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in a big jungle and i tried to make an agreement with the monkeys. First of all, there were 2 kinds of monkeys, huge ones from about 2 meters high, and small ones, maybe half a meter high. I wanted to make sure all the small monkeys were good, so I asked the big monkeys for all small monkeyys to be nice and good. first there was doubt, butafter a while it was ok. all the small monkeys were good now. A while later I was somewhere in the sky, maybe on a small bridge, maybe on a tree branch, or maybe on a rock. I encountered a big monkey. I knew it was angry.

I remember lots of green from this dream because it was in a jungle.

DC's: none

13.07.2010

Trying to fly (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in a completely white room. it was not so big, but there was enough space. I was there with a friend from real life. I wanted to fly, so I was jumping in the air, but it wasn't working. Then she wanted to help me. The only thing she had to do, was standing in front of me, with the back to me. Then I stretched my arms and started flappering with them. I went slowly in the air, but i had to flapper excessively. When I was about 2 meters high, I went up faster, and I could fly. I was flying around for a few seconds, making corners was still a little hard but it was good enough. I tried to enjoy the flying. I landed again. It was still the same small room, but it was just bigger the higher I went. Suddenly an other friend was there too. He wanted to try it too. He stood behind her, and instead of moving his arms to fly, he started touching her. This frustrated me and I unconsciously pushed him away with my mind. He went behind her again, and he started touching her again.

The touching of him mostly frustrated me, because he is really like this in real life, and he only annoys them with it, only when he is drunk, and she is a friend who already has a boyfriend so it was wrong.
This dream might have been a little lucid, because I tried to fly, and I maybe had a little control over what I did. Flying would be one of the first things I would try when I become lucid so I practiced in a normal dream

DC's: 2 friends

18.07.2010

Hiding from Nazi's (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was with my mother and a brother that I don't have IRL in my room, my brother was about 3 years old. The only objects in my room were my closets and my bed. the rest of the room looked ugly and grey. Then my mother said she heard something. She said it were nazi's that were looking for us. I didn't hear anything, so we were silent and then I heard them too, they were looking for us! I knew I didn't have to fear anything, because I'm an atheist, but if they ask, I will just say that I'm a christian. My mother and my brother were Jewish, so I was worried for them. I thought they were also going to rob us or look for stuff to prove that we were jewish, so I opened my most left closet and started looking for my money. They were all pieces of 2€. I heard the nazi's in the background and we were panicking. I put all the money in my pockets and went to my mother and brother. The nazi's were close to the door now, so they went to sit on their knees on my bed with their hands in the air. For some reason, I went to sit behind my bed, but that hurted on my knees so I also went on the bed. Then the nazi's came in my room. They took my brother and my mother downstairs. A little later they let my mother and my brother come back upstairs to me, while the nazi's were downstairs in our couches. I told my mother that I was afraid of what they were going to do to them. I gave her a hug. Then she told me they killed Molly, our cat. I became very angry. Then I worried about our other cat, I looked next to me and there she was. She looked handicapped. I wanted to find a knife or something sharp to kill the nazi's for what they have done to my cat. I couldn't find anything, the only knives were downstairs in the kitchen, past the nazi's.

The grey theme was there again, I also had this the same night, 2 dreams ago.
While my other cat was dead, I still am now happy that I saw my alive cat again, because IRL, she is the one who is dead. The reason she looked handicapped was probably because she has been through a lot (BUT SURVIVED!) and later when they ran over her with their fucking car, I saw her messed up, and I kind of had that image in my dream. One of the first things I want to do when I am lucid is see her.
What also is odd is that I see my mother a lot in my dreams, but not my father.

DC's: mother, both my cats

18.07.2010

Looking for a job (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was at a group of stores, they were next to each other, in a circle shaped building with the entrances on the outside. I was looking for a job, so i went into a restaurant and asked if I could work there. I could but I didn't really have interest so i went to a different store. while going to the next store I heard the people from the restaurant saying you could earn 14€ / hour there, so I became interested again. I was on my way back there, but instead of going in the restaurant I walked past it and went to the parking, which was all around the building. There I met some people and I walked away with them.

Please note this is a boring dream.

18.07.2010

Homeless (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was with my mother and my father in my town. The whole town looked destroyed and grey. There was nobody there but us. My parents looked younger than they normally do. They were sad because we were homeless. My mother said we had to leave our house because some company went bankrupt. She also said that a long time ago, this had happened again. Now we had no idea where to go.

DC's: mother, father

17.07.2010

A weird game and someone drowning me (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was with 5 to 10 people that I don't know in real life, somewhere close to a beach. I forgot what happened here but a while later, I was with them on a raft on the sea. Suddenly, one of them grabbed me and pulled me into the sea. we were sinking while she was still holding me tight. Before we fell into the water, I just exhaled, so I had few breath left. After a little while under water, I managed to get me free from her and swim up. When I was back on the raft, everyone was there, including the girl who pulled me into the water. Someone explained to me that it just was a game. They all just suddenly pulled someone into the water, and the purpose of the game was to stay alive. I said that I was angry because I could have been killed. I said that I exhaled right before entering the water. I said I was glad to be alive. The person I was talking to replied "yeah you did, but these 2 didn't" I looked at the people. I saw the 2 people standing there, they looked dead, but they were still "alive". One of them was the girl who pulled me into the water. Then I "recognized" her, I knew she was someone I know in real life, but she looked completely different. I kept looking at her, thinking she would change her appearance, but nothing happened. I thought it was probably because she was dead. I was still angry, so i grabbed her and started punching in her face. I quickly felt bad about it, because she is someone I know IRL. I stopped punching and looked at her. She looked like someone else, I was confused. I gave her a couple more punches and stopped.

I was drunk this night, and I am absolutely not an agressive person IRL.

16.07.2010

The Book (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in a house that was not mine, but i concidered it mine. I was reading a japanese book. (I don't know japanese) I was sitting on a desk. I felt that the book I was reading, was important. Then my mother came and she said I had to do my homework. I left the book on the page and laid it on the side of the desk. I explained to my mother that the book I was reading, was some kind of studying too, so she shouldn't make me stop. she understood.