chanel

So this past night was only my second lucid dream ever.
But this time was SO much better than last time,
at one point I felt so awake in my dream that I was wondering if my body was even getting any rest. it was so amazing because it seemed like it happened right when I fell asleep.

I realized I was dreaming when I began counting or making a checklist with my hands, then that's when I thought, waitttt a second let me take a look.
and when I looked at my hands, they were distorted,
and I was like "yessssss!"
so i look around to take everything in.
i dont really remember much though,
i remember a lot of emptiness. Like I'm pretty sure I was in a town full of houses, but i don't remember seeing a lot of people.

I learned in order to share a dream with someone, you can try calling for them, so I tried that with one of my friends, but it didn't work, so I figured I would try to go to a meeting spot that we decided on a long time ago... which was the moon.... the only way i could figure how to get there was to fly.

At first it didn't work, but after a few tries I was totallllyyy flying... it was so awesome, i forgot about my reason i began flying in the first place.

Then i woke up.

YIPPEE

night of sept 14, 2010

I had dreams out the wazoo last night ! too freakin many
including what i think was my first lucid dream.
but it was nothing at all what I expected.
I was in some sort of punk rock store where a band was playing
and I was looking through the clothing racks,
and as i was looking through them, i began to think "this is normal right?"
then i thought "maybe i should look at my hands just in case"
and i did ! and the amount of them kept changing!
First i had a normal amount of fingers then as i walked and looked at them i had five fingers on one hand, and i was like "oh crap ! no way!"

as soon as i realized this,
i looked around to take everything in, but then there were these two angry guys
right beside me, and they started punching me !
..... what the hell
i eventually woke up from that.
so now, since i got beat up when i realized i was lucid,
i am wondering if i was ever lucid at all because i didnt get to do cool things.

ive noticed a pattern in all of my dreams
most of the time, if not always, i dream about rejection.
being rejected.
i think i should research this