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    shamrox new dream journal

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    Shamrox
    , 12-04-2010 at 10:28 PM (1084 Views)
    It has been so long since I have had a lucid dream. It is crazy to think I have been practicing for almost three years now. The problem is keeping track of the daily routines in such a hectic life. For the past couple of months I have been trying to recapture my lost ability. I have finally come to the realization that my journal and reality checks were responsible for almost 90% of my lucid dreams and if I want to have them regularly I must pick up the habits once again. Here is where I am at right now. I have remembered several dreams lately, and experienced an intense sleep paralysis the other night. It was the most vivid sleep paralysis I have ever felt. I awoke in a deep rem cycle, rolled over, thought to myself I should try to enter sleep paralysis, and bam I flew into the blackness spinning and twirling! I heard voices all around me, childrens laughter, adult's conversating, screams of pain. Visions began swirling in front of my eyes, and in an instant, a flash of white light erased it all and I was soundly asleep in a non lucid dream. I have had intensly vivid dreams, but none lucid, I have been shocked that I haven't realized I could become lucid in many of them. It is just too much for me to write down. They have been long and vivid. From this point on I will be using this forum everyday as I once did to record my dreams and re earn my lost ability to lucid dream every single night. Last night I had a dream that a rookie was sitting down in front of what is now carter and tim the rookies lockers. He was not good looking and apparantly out of shape. He seemed to have ugly blonde redish curly hair and a matching beard. He had a smart and cocky mouth which he would not stop running. Taylor respectfully tried to calm him down but the douchebag refused to listen. Taylor got that look in his eye, his facial expression went blank. I know what that means, he had crossed that line. Taylor stood up and walked for him, I jumped in the middle and put my hands on his chest. I said " Taylor don't. Please man just let it go." I had saved that rookies life, or at least kept him from going to ICU. And that's it. Bring em on subconcious, I'm ready for you.

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    1. Shamrox's Avatar
      I didnt sleep for a day and a half so I missed a night of dreaming. I thought that I would have gone directly into rem sleep, so I was hoping to have much more recall. I was dissapointed that after 12 hours of sleep I could only recall one dream and a few false awakenings. The false awakenings were quite simple, I woke up wandering what time it was, fell back to sleep and dreamed I picked up my phone and looked at the time. Again I woke up realized it was a false awakening, went back to sleep and dreamed I got up and looked at a clock in Krista's room to see the time. Then I woke up and realized the clock didn't exist. The vivid dream I remember took place at work. I was walking to my locker and I saw lance laying down in front of it with his head on a pillow and a smirk on his face. I told him to move and he stood up with agressive body language. He told me he dared me to swing. So I did, with a 1,2 left jab right hook. He caught both of my hands in his palms like it was nothing. I have realized I often have dreams like this where I cannot complete a task that I want to. It is usually me trying to run as fast as I can and I am moving very very slowly. These kinds of dreams are very frustrating because something which should be so simple becomes so complicated and I begin to doubt my ability and feel very unconfident in myself until I wake up. Maybe it is dreams like this which cause me to be afraid of succeeding sometimes. If I can learn to conquer these dreams; I feel that I will believe in myself more in real life. I can't wait. Not doing reality checks, I need to remember to do them more often.