Shamrox

Need to write this down so I don't forget. I have been lucid twice since last time I made an entry. Once was for a matter of seconds. I was toying around with a lightsaber, but I couldn't get it to work right. I am beginning to notice a similarity to something I read recently. Sometimes the less lucid I am, the more control I have. In other words if the dream feels like it's unstable, I can make things happen easier. But, when it is extremely vivid and clear, it is harder for me to manifest anything. I know that everything is in my mind, and that it is my own mentality keeping from believing it is possible to make something appear when the world feels so real. I have also been learning to step back into dreams. Extending them. Or realising as a dream is fading that I am going to wake up from a non lucid dream, and then forcing myself to become lucid and stay in the dream. I can't believe I didn't write these two down. Because they were great. In one of them I was working with a group, I don't know who it was, but they helped me practice my dream combat. I was fighting like 6 guys, and I didn't know it was a dream yet. Everything I have learned from boxing and muay thai just seemed to triple itself at once. Like all of the missing knowledge just came together in the moment. And I whooped there asses movie martial arts style. It felt so real. It's hard remember now, but at some point I had gone into a dream from a dream to reach this place. Anyways, it made me realise that I have no reson to think it is so hard to have full control in my dreams because I was doing it without even realising it. I was lucid, but too focused on the fighting to realise until it was over. The next one, the hot blonde Chelsea Wilson was there and as soon as I became lucid I started walking off to practice something like I always do, and then I was like, wait... thats something I've been wanting to try. I've never had lucid sex. I get laid too much in real life to care. But, I have been wanting to try. I bent her ass over, pulled her panties down, and ****** until I **** all over her back and ass. I tried to make it really quick. The opposite of usual. To see what it was like. I don't believe I had a wet dream. But within the dream, it felt very real indeed. Awesome. Now if I can just learn to manifest whoever I want. P.S. RC's aren't the cause of most of my lucids anymore. I usually just become aware somehow. Awesome.