gunsdontwork

my theory was correct im a natural lol

so i went back to sleep as per my previous post just after smoking a joint.......im trying to WILD i woke up from last nights sleep with no results and was awake for around an hour.... so im lying in my bed on my side kind of in the recovery position, i start the finger tapping slightly, im counting in my head not 123 but 4+4 is 8, 8+8 is 16, 16+16 is 32 and so on........, pictures are becoming clearer (still not asleep) im feeling my eyelids heavy and realise i need to focus but not too much that i lose the feeling of this "neerly drugged" way. im having butterflies in my stomach (maybe the joint helped) i start to feel like im standin but i dont want to open my eyes incase im not yet in a dream so i try to rock back and forward and it was sort of like michael jackson the way i feel my feet planted and able to lean all the way down then back up. i feel confident enough to open my eyes, i know im in a dream as soon as they open im in my mums bedroom, i do a RC, finger goes straight through, i smile but try to stay calm, it starts to get black round the edges of my sight, RC hands rubbing together dont work that well,,, finger through the hand again... stable for now. i walk to the hall and my bedroom door is open i think about going in and pulling back the covers to see myself but decide against it incase i get excited/scared and wake up so i walk towards the stairs and when i get to the top my late dog max is at the bottom and jumps to his feet when he sees me. i sort of float down the stairs, not that i was making myself float, its just how i felt as i moved around the dream. i go into the living room and no one is there, my step dads computer is on with a game loaded that he plays alot. i hear noise from the speakers so i get closer, i pass the tv and then i hear the tv speakers, i cant hear wats being said through the speakers because they both drown each other out. i see a tin of sweets and as i stare at a small caramel BANG! no sooner am i lying awake in my bed with my eyes shut thinking I DONE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it wasnt much at the time but its enough for me at this time