DarkSider's Dream Journal

After more than a week without any lucids, I finally had one, but it was very short.
My alarm wasnt doing a very good job at waking me up, so, last night I slept without it.
I was dreaming a dream about wrestling and suddenly I found myself awake, in my bed. I relaxed, and counted to 10.
I then felt that feeling again, it felt nice.
I'm now in my dream. I say to myself: "Let's do this" As I get up.
Theres one problem, though. I can't open my eyes they seem to be glued together. I tried rubbing them, and it worked. I then looked at my hands and they looked blurry, very blurry. I rubbed them and they felt sweaty. My eyes then quicly shut closed and I woke up.
Short, but it's nice to have one after a while

My alarm seems to be having a hard time waking me up, so no lucids.

Moving

This is only a fragment.
Me and my brother are driving in a with two men somewhere in a mini-van. I'm a little frightened , so I call my parents to come and get us, because those men look suspicious. My parents unvilingly agree to come and get us. After they arrive, they explain that we're actually moving to a new home and that those men where actually my dads friends.

STOP!

I enjoyed this one, even though it was short.
Somehow, we were visitng my grandma's house and somehow, my brother managed to steal dads car keys.
Both of us were in the car, I was in the drivers seat, while my brother was in the passangers seat. The car started, my brother pushed down the accelelator pedal and of we go!
The car started speeding in at an incredible speed. It was heading for a man, I turned the wheel to avoid hitting him, then it was heading for a wall, but I turned the wheel again. I then wanted to stop the car, but my brother wouldn't let me. I pushed down the brakes as hard as I could, but the car just didin't stop. I then pulled the parking brake as a last effort to stop the car. The car started sliding. Slowly, but stopping. I don't remember what happened after the car had stopped.

Swampy cemetery

This dream was weird, in a way, but I could only remember it in fragments.
Me and my dad rented a boat, to go fishing on a nasty swamp.

I then found myself standing next to a grave.

Me and my dad were heading back, and I jumped out of the boat. What was weird was that I could walk on water. I started seeing myself in 3d person and run across the swamp in faster speed faster than the boat.
That's it.

Strange Sleep over.

We were on a fieldtrip with my class.
My and 7 of my classmates had our own room.
The room was a mix of a normal room and a public toilet!
They we're laughing because they wondred how will they use the bathroom with the lights out. There were only 3 beds. I managed to get a bed, and fell asleep while they were arguing.
Four dreams, my recall is getting better

Whew, another lucid, and a few other dreams.
Right, so tonight, I gace DEILD another shot and I think it just became my favourite inducing technique. I attempted it twice tonight, though it only worked the second time. I set my alarm to go off at 4am. I thought that was enough for me to get decent sleep. I woke up about 2-3 hours before the alarm. After feeling concious, my leg twitched and it was enough to get me out of REM, not too dissapointed, I fell asleep.
My alarm went off, I havent moved or blinked. There was this ringing sound in my head. I started counting to ten. As I counted to 7, I felt that incredible feeling again, only weaker than last time. My body became heavy and numb. I knew this was the signal to do a RC. I slowly lifted my hand and pinched my nose. I could breathe. I was A LOT calmer than last time. I layed on my bed, letting everything to settle. I slowly got up and raised my hands before my eyes. They looked normal, no extra fingers or anything strange. They were blurry on the edges though. As I concentrated on my hands, I tried concentrating on the smell, and sound aswell. The one thing I always seem to forget is feeling some texture and tasting something. With that done, I stood up.
I was infront of my mirror. I looked just like the way I do in the real world (The dream even remembered my new haircut I got yesterday)
Only one thing which was odd was that I was wearing clothes. The reflection behind me was my old wardrobe we had, with a christmas calendar . It's gone now. Everything was still blurry and I was feeling dizzy, so I looked down at the ground. Looked up and everything looked stable. I decided to begin exploring my dream.
I woke up my borther this time and asked him to join me. He did so without hesitation. Since it was dark out, I wanted to use some passive control to make it brighter. As we were leaving the apartment, I told my mom that we were going outside, because It's a beutiful and sunny day outside. The hallway looked normal, but it wad darker. As we were climbing down the stairs, I noticed cows while looking trough the window, alot of cows! We're outisde. The outside looked nothing like I've ever seen before. Some cars, a playground and other buildings. I noticed something strange when I was outside aswell. I was avle to finally move freely, without my hands sliding, eyes closing or any other stuff. Next, I wanted to do something fun, so I thought about lifting a car. I walked to a car and slowly bent down. And slowly but surely lifted the car of the ground. Suprisingly, the car was as light a toaster, even lighter. Then I gently put the car down. I was happy, and continued exploring the world. I asked my brother to summon my best friend to where I was, but he refused. I asked him two more times and he still refused. Oh well, I guess I didn't have enough control. Moving along, I aproached a big red wall. Feeling strong, I wanted to destroy it. I would've done it, if I hadn't lost conciousnes. The dream ended and I woke up to my dad leaving for work again. Still, I was happy that I was able to have a lucid dream.
I also remember a few fragments of dream which I had before this one.
I was on vacation last week. We went to see the Baltic Sea

I find myslef climbing a sand dune for my life, because the water is slowly rising. Climbing was EXTREMELY hard and it felt like something was pulling me down.

I'm literally shaking while writing this, because I'm very exited. I don't remember experiencing something like this before. Right. So, I awake from a dream I just had, I can't remember it, but one of the DC's actually told me to wake up and I did it in an instant. Everything around me shook and vibrated. I was in the waking world. I was fully concious, with my eyes closed and without moving an inch, so I decided to DEILD.
I was very sleepy, but also awake at the same time, I could hear this ringing noise in my head, which I read about, and knew that this is a good time to DEILD. I noticed my left wrist was extended, so I slowly put it in a relaxed state. That didn't wake me up. I then began to slowly count to ten. After I said five, I felt an amazing experience. I was actually being pulled down my bed, I was shaking, vibrating, and I had this sensation. I knew that this was it. After that experience I didn't even bother continueing to count 10.
Then it happened, was almost 100% sure I was in a dream. I said to my self: "finally". I smiled, I was happy, and attempted to pinch my nose.
Thats when I knew that being in a lucid dream or controling it wont be an easy task. My arms wouldn't move. That somehow didn't bother me. I just used more force into moving the hands than I ussualt do. I pinched my nose, and started breathing. Yup, 100% lucid. I could breathe crealry as if nothing was blocking it. I was still with my eyes closed. So I tried to imagine a grassy field around my bed when I open them. I then felt light coming in trough my closed eyes. Exitedly, I tried opening them. But I couldn't, my eyelids wouldn't move. Nervously, I stood up and tried opening them with the help of my hands. It worked, whew. The next thing that I noticed being weird was the movement of my arms. They were moving very smoothly. I'll try to explain: When I do something with my arm, and then suddenly stop, it doesn't stop right away. It then "slides" down to the direction I was using it in and then completely stops. This later seems to dissapear as the dream progresses (I hope you understand). So It wasn't a grassy field, that didn't discourage me. It was my room. Completely identical to the one in the waking world. It was fun, but a bit frightening at first. my room wasn't completely dark, it had dim lighting. I then suddenly noticed movement in the room. It was my brother in his bed. This is where I lost lucidity for a moment, panicked and jumped to his bed, when I saw his face starting to transform. I covered him with a pillow, beat him up, stand away from the bed. I then regained concious control. The next thing I remembered was dreams stabilization. I stood still, closed my eyes, and touched the first thing I could reach. My desk. It felt exactly the same. I was surprised. I then touched my bookshelf above it. It felt the same too. I then took a deep breath. I completely forgot about testing my hearing and eyesight. With that done, I proceeded to check out the rest of my home. But first, I wanted to use my mirror, I stood infront of the mirror and but my hand on it expecting for it to go trough. it didn't, well atleast tried, though I couldn't see my reflection, not any other reflection for that matter. I went to my parents room, and heard voices, a little frightened I continued walking. Another strange that cought my attention is that I didn't feel my legs. I knew I was walking, but I couldn't feel the ground I'm standing on, nor the legs I'm moving with.
My parents room looked the same, my mom was sitting in her bed doing something, with my brother next to her. I didn't do anything stupid this time. I just ignored it. I then proceeded to exit my apartment. I remembered having another mirror, near the door, so I checked that too. I could see my reflection. I was shorter, I looked the same, but the reflection was off. Everythime I focused on one spot, it looked blury, while everything else looks normal, but still a bit weird. It was funny. I then unlocked my door, and slowly opened it. Birght white light. My corridor was almost the same, exept it was longer, and wider, and more white. This is where the action begins. I see some people walking door to door. A woman and 2-3 men, I can't remember. Those men looked big, strong mean, and had strange faces. They then saw me, and started walking to my door. I panicked a little, but managed to keep my cool and opened the door for them. I I couldn't understand what they were saying. Suddenly i felt very angry. Super angry. And punched the woman in the face in a raging furry. She fell to the ground. I was then alone, standing next to 3 big men who didn't look friendly. I started running towarss one and wanted to use dream control. I imagined that i would hit him so hard, he would go trough the wall. I punched him, he hit the wall and the wall just cracked. Still, it was a start. I felt powerful. I took care of them with ease. I then found my self in an office room, it didn't feel weird, so I went along with it (I could still feel being fully concious) I looked out trough the window and saw something which resembled tiggers? I was curious to see what they were. I the see my friend and dad, sitting on some chairs next to the window of the room (I wont try to explain how the room looked, because I can't remember) I ask my friend to help me remove the courtains, which were blocking the window. the curtains looked like the ones in my apartment, because my mom put on new ones a few days ago. With nothing blocking the window, I punched it. My punches felt so powerful. The glass didn't brake. I started rapidly punching the glass, with the room shaking. Nothing.
Suddenly, out of nowhere, felt the sudden urge to wake up. I closed my eyes and immediatly found myself in my bed. I could remember everything clear as day, but after a few minutes the memory started fading, so I couldn't wright it down in greater detail. It turns out the thing which trigered me to awake was my dad going to work. I was smilling, and was happy. This was one heck of an experience for me.

My recall is getting better with each night.
Like in my previous dream, I was in a part of my school - the corridor.
The lighting was red, like in a horror movie. I was walking down the stairs when I met my dad. He told that I should not eat anything today and wake up at 4 am tomorrow, because I would need to go to the doctor. I asked him why and he told me that I would have to throw up infornt of the doctor. I then start to see myself in third person and see myself throw up all over the place. There was much more to this dream, but I guess my recall is not good enough to remember every detail.
When I woke up, it was morning, bright and sunny, I looked around the room, and went back to sleep.
I was riding my bike. A picture to illustrate trough were I was going:

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I then met two of my classmates. Both of them were girls. I stopped to say hi and saw a bicycle, identical to mine. They asked me if I would be able to build a time machine out of parts of the bicycle.I thought it was a weird question and told them that I would need a source of power. Everything went black, I woke up. This dream was nice to have because I like one of the girls

Holy cow. I feel like I've remembered over 4 dreams today, but I can't remember them
4 months ago, I had a nasty abscess below my right ear. It had to be cut open. After the surgery, the doctors told me that after the wound had healed I would have to go and get another surgery, but this time removing the whole thing. This dream is closely related to the fact that I'm nervous about the upcoming surgery. Alright, let's begin. I'm in my olds schools nurses office. The lighting was dim, and the room had red curtains, so the room was dark and red. There were two people in the room. My family doctor and my aunt, who works in the hospital, but isn't a doctor. I was very nervous and asked them whether they would have to give me full Analgesia (spelling?) or just around my ear (which they did in real life, but this surgery is more serious). I don't remember what they said. I layed in a dentist chair and waited for the surgery to begin.
My stood next to me and reached for my ear, holding a needle. I nearly panicked, but the needle didn't even touch my face. I then get up from the the chair and sit on a hair in the corner of the room. My aunt sit next to me, holding a needle. It looked like a normal needle. I asked her why the needle was so thick. Instead of calming me, like she usually does in real life, she said to me: :"Yes, it is thick, and painful".
Everything went black, I woke up, my eyes were wide open and I was taking very deep breaths. I didn' even bother to try to WILD, DEILD or do anything else.
Writing this, I realised that what I dreamt was a nightmare. Thank You apple juice...

In this dream, I took the role of god. I had complete control, yet, I wasn't lucid.
I was given an order to build a kindgdom of some sort. I instantly cleared a huge square space to build. In a way, this game is very related to Minecraft, because I play it alot. I can't remember how I built everything, but I did it really fast. The was one building that was "pre-made" by the dream. It looked alot like a building I've actually once made in-game. Next I built a huge square and shaped it in the form of a castle. The entrance was outlined in a blue rectangle. Then I built tombstones? They were small blue rectangles and resembled a graveyard. Next was a rock wall surrounding the entire building space.
I don't remember building anything else, but I do remember something strange after I finished. Everything I built looked completely different than what I remember building. That didn't bother much.
Everything went black as always and I woke up.
Again, this dream wont make sense