Dreams within 2010 and 2011; a testimony.

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"You seem so lonely"

For this, I actually got a bit lazy. This is literally the only text written on the page, besides the date.

I'm not quite sure how this dream went, but I think I was in my business studies class and there was this girl named Sally. In waking life, I've only met her about 2 weeks ago I think, so I didn't know much about her back then. Like I said earlier, I'm not sure how this dream went, but the one thing I certainly remember was that I came up to Sally and said to her "You seem so lonely", or maybe it was the other way around.

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Dream 1
Failed to recall everything but a flaming motorbike.

Dream 2
I was out on a fishing trip. There was a concrete box filled with water in the middle of no where. Before I casted the line, I noticed a fish lying on the edge, so I decided to play with it. I then accidentally snapped its neck and panicked as I witness the fish rapidly decaying.

Lucid Dream
"Oh, that sucks, for you"

The quote was not for dramatic effect, but rather as a reminder, something that only I'd knew, that nobody could understand if they saw it, keeping the entry only in my memories, repressed and sealed off. It's been a year and a third since, but I'll try to recall.

This started with me waking up in my Mum's house. First thing i noticed was that the curtains were not right and that my Mum was sleeping in the same room, so I instantly thought that this had to be a dream and so, I performed two reality checks; breathing through my closed nostrils and checking the fingers on my hand. Both checks worked and so, I believed I did rub my hands in order to stabilise the dream. I then jumped in order to try fly out through the window, but gravity applied. So I left the house into what appears to be an old english alley. I then tried to summon my subconscious but then imagining and saying that it was behind me. I then turned around and I can't recall what I saw, but it didn't say anything and so I mentioned "Oh, that sucks, for you" just before the dream ended.

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WITAT:
Voiding realistic dreams.

Lucid Dream
I was with Lenny and Carl (from the simpsons) at a night outing in the countryside. I don't know anything much. Then Lenny wanted me to loosen his belt. Before I did it, I felt a tingly feeling in my left arm; a feeling from the waking life. It caused my conscious to become lucid. "No Lenny, because this is a dream". I then started rubbing my hands, saying "I want to stay in this dream". Success this time. I decided to fly (it was unintentional) to a restaurant. I still felt that tingly feeling, but ignored it. I saw Nigel in there and a gave him a slice of pizza. "Where are you subconscious" I said four times, flying around the restaurant. The people in there just looked at me. "How about you take this burger into one of the patients' room in the hospital over there" Nigel suggested as he gave me a cheeseburger. I decided to play along and took the burger. I ran to an unpainted hospital (it wasn't that far). Then I levitated to one of the windows. I was like lol because there was a fat patient already eating a burger. I then flew away and decided to try make a teleport to Twilight Town (from kingdom hearts). The tingly feeling was then starting to overwhelm the dream and all started going black. I gave in and then woke up shortly after.

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WITAT:
Nil.

Dream 1
Some astronauts and I were on a ship of some sort. I felt like I was watching a movie. My view changed to a 3rd person view of the ship. It looked like the escape pod from Halo. It was heading towards Jupiter. Then my view changed to being on Jupiter. It was like Mars, but with trees and a blue sky, I then saw the pod land and the astronauts disembarking.

Dream 2
I woke up at midnight and decided to take a shower. After finishing, I wrapped a towel around my waist and left the room. I then heard Dad's door open a bit and I remembered how angry he'd get if I was up late, so I ran back and slept naked.

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I'm skipping the entries of 27th and 28th because it's the same "cannot recall/didn't sleep right" thing

WITAT:
Better recall.

Dream 1
I don't know how it started, but aliens were firing a laser from space to remove America. Superman I think tried to reason with them while the germans try to "alien-proof" themselves. The Fuhrer tried to reason with them and Superman. "You want to alien-proof" I heard a voice say. Suddenly, 2 water sprinklers appeared strapped on to the Fuhrer.

Note:
It may not be a dream.

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What I'm trying to achieve tonight:
To dream.

Dream 1
Can't recall much. I remember the words, "anybody" and "pain". I was also in a physics classroom with an empty book in front of me.

Dream 2
It was night time. I was at a place like a plaza with Les, Mum and Nigel. Like the people usually are in my dream, they were all silent. We were eating out at a restaurant. After we were done, I walked around the plaza. All the stores and whatever were just empty white rooms that were lit up, and there was no street lights. Then I met an indian man. He was drinking wine and he didn't have an indian accent. I went back to the restaurant and saw him again, this time, his wine was finished and he was drunk. He said he wanted more, but then I told this exact line, "You've had enough". I took his cup and placed it in a nearby shelf. I then returned to the table and dessert was being served.

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21st Sep/22nd Sep
Both contain the same content

What I'm trying to achieve tonight:
A successful lucid dream.

- Failed to recall -

23rd Sep

What I'm trying to achieve tonight:
Restored recall.

Dream 1
It seems I can only remember the near-end. I was on an open-topped MRT, above plenty of buildings. I was being told how Japan will not host or fund a certain event, then was told how Malaysia and Singapore had no helicopters.

24th Sep

-Didn't sleep right-

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What I'm trying to achieve tonight:
A not so realistic dream.

Dream 1
My recall was not so clear as usual. I think I was on a motorbike going down a kampung road. I then ended up at a malay man's house to go for a fishing trip.

Dream 2
I went to school on my bike to take my dogs around. It just so happens however that my all my classmates were there. I followed them into A'maths class. Upon entering, Mr. William thought I took A'maths, so he didn't let me leave. It took a while to convince him otherwise. When I got out of school, I noticed the dogs were scattered, so I tried to round them up. Then I noticed the park hedges were missing, so I did a reality check by pushing my tongue through my teeth. Turns out, the reality check worked and I became lucid, but unfortunately, doing the reality check inflicted so much pain that my right arm became paralysed. I tried to rub my hands, but due to the misfortune, I became blind for the next five seconds or so before entering dream 3

Dream 3
I woke up early in the morning. It was still very dark. Jose then got up and got out of the room. I got up and looked for my journal. Jose then came back and started playing the Wii. I tried to tell Jose to stop. I started hearing my dad's footsteps. I was scared that we'd all be screwed 'cause of the Wii. He then entered and said it was ok.

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What I'm trying to achieve tonight:
Nightmares (this time with depressing thoughts )

Dream 1
Still fuzzy. Nigel, Justin and I were doing a run. It was like yesterday's run, except that it was on an actual road. During the run, we mislead a kind into getting lost. There was nothing awkward, that's for sure. After the run, I felt a bit guilty.

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17th Sep

What I'm trying to achieve tonight:
No nightmares.

Failed to recall: Was ill.

At least it was a good sleep

18th Sep

What I'm trying to achieve tonight:
A nightmare.

Failed to recall.

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What I'm trying to achieve tonight:
Good Recall.

Dream 1
I was at home. I had received a present from Aunty Nan. It was a chocolate bun that could only be smoked. This time, I actually got a cigarette lighter out of somewhere reasonable; the kitchen. I lit it up. Having never before smoked anything, I simply sucked it. Chocolatey. I showed it off to Nigel. As usual, he didn't give a damn. The bun went out, so I had to lit it again.

Dream 2
Straight from 1, I suddenly started browsing a map. The map interface (the things video games do to your mind) went off and I was in a town centre. In front of me was a group of pixelated people in front of a fountain, posing for a picture. They all showed their Nintendo DS to the camera. The thing I thought; "Gamers".

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What I'm trying to achieve tonight:
Prolong a possible lucid dream

Dream 1
It started with me being shifted to dream school. It was like top military stuff, like something out of X-men. It was nothing about dreams. Unfortunately, I can't recall anything else.

Dream 2
From dream 1, I suddenly appeared in the school park, at the usual gazeebo with Nigel, Shruthi and Kazuki. I got a large brush out of nowhere and started shoving dead insects out of it. Eventually this big beautiful butterfly came out of it, which amazed everyone in the gazeebo. Apparently, I said to Nigel, "Hey, remember this. I can't believe it's still alive." He didn't reply. The butterfly ring a bell, but it wasn't familiar enough for me to remember it now. But then there was this little blue thing that came out with the butterfly. It was the size of my thumb. As it breathed, it was like two ballons under a blue blanket that kept inflating and deflating. It had to blue balls on its forehead that it seems to be shooting every three to four seconds. It didn't hurt, but it felt hit when it did hit.

Dream 3
I was at school with Zal and some guy. Unfortunately, I screwed up dream recall, so I can't remember anything else.