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1st Nov

Dream 1
There was a biology test at some school. No one dressed in uniform and we all sneaked into a secret room.

3rd Nov

Failed to recall.

7th Nov

It started off with me playing Team Fortress 2 on a map that looked like a combo of thunder mountain and Mann Manor. I was a blue scout (in third person view). Apparently in setup time, a grim face appeared and disappeared. I was able to project bone fences with flames out of the ground. When the game started, the horseless headless horsemann appeared. Then a red scout whose black clothing was white appeared. He had a cowboy repeater from Fallout: New Vegas and a strange sword. He chased after me with blazing guns. I fired back with a force-a-nature while the rest of the players fought HHH. Suddenly, the red scout stopped. I was then killed by a spy using my loadout, but with the same sword. His tie was white.

Then i was accidentally spamming Julia with phone calls, trying to call Sally.

I don't know, but I felt something involving her happened in one of the dreams.

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25th Oct

Hope Oney makes it happen again.

You tried...

This was probably related to the last lucid dream. I may used "PILD" to obtain my last LD and expected Oney would make it happen again.

26th Oct

"Get out of my head, I just want to sleep"

I can't tell if this is a dream or if I really was awake. I can't recall why I wrote that.

27th Oct

Lucid Dream

It started on a park that was on a grass plateau. I was by a van on with a bunch of other people doing Team Fortress 2 homework. My book was blank at first. I looked away for a few seconds and suddenly, there was words. So I started doing a reality check. It failed, but I was like "eff this, it's a dream". I rubbed my hands. Then I ran by the side of the plateau and thought of flying. There was a twon surrounding the park. So I jumped off and flew around town for a good few minutes before I flew into the pit.

This entry was incomplete, and for past's reason; sealed off, and "never happened". I'll try to recall.

The pit was composed several lit hollow concrete cubes, joined together in odd sequence. I flew in it looking for Oney, under the assumption it will appear somewhere in there if I believed hard enough. After reaching the end of the pit, I couldn't find it. Without reason that I remember, I flew to a nearby sink within the pit. I remember going blind after that feeling something hold my hands. I know something was said, I know that it was "Oney" (referring to my sub), but I don't remember anything after the feeling.

It feels very odd, remembering this one.

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WITAT:
Third person dream.

Lucid Dream
"Clarity!"

Thanks.

Once again, lazy.

This dream I think started out with me going down some neighbourhood on my bike, riding down the hill. The trees were pretty brown, in the sense that even the leaves were brown too. In fact, there was a lot of brown, like New Vegas a lot. I don't remember how, but I became lucid. Did the usual stabilizing routine. Then I had decided to make the dream little more vivid by following advice from Facepunch's very own dream section. It was to yell clarity, but all it did was worsen my sight every time I did, to the point where I turned blind.

Thanks a lot -.-

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19th Oct

WITAT:
Church dream

Lucid Dream
It was night time and there was a rooftop party. A few seconds after it started, I heard my mantra. "Oh yeah" I said, following with me rubbing my hands. This time, I decided to try summon Oney, the closest person to being my sub. It did not work for a moment. I then tried to fly. Someone was watching and I was like, "Eff you!" and jumped, but never flew. Then I noticed Oney for a moment, but ignored her. I then tried to summon the keyblade (from kingdom hearts, again). Instead of the usual method, I tried to feel it and imagine it. Then there it was, in my hand. I had to hold it with 2 hands as it was massive. I then spent the rest of the dream swinging the keyblade around horizontally.

22nd Oct

I've named my sub and it agrees with it...

This, I have to comment. As I was writing this, I was baffled by the lucid dream, along with the next page. Of course, after a year and a third, it would occur differently to me. "I decided to try summon Oney, the closest person to being my sub" as I wrote this exact line, I was very confused. I remembered Oney being the name of my sub, but seeing "the closest person to being my sub" had me dumb struck. I remembered seeing a girl named Oneida in the dream. While thoroughly reading through the entry, I was still dumb, so I decided to continue writing it. Of course, I then realised, for this entry alone, I decided to call Oneida "Oney" just for the sake of being indirect, but the closest person to being my sub part still has me baffled.

Until today, I still call my subconscious Oney because sub is a pretty dull word, and plus, it's fun blaming stuff on it especially when it's a little personified.

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15th Oct

Dream 1
It started inside massive, but empty mall, possibly 20 stories high, and as big as 9 football fields. It had an apocalyptic feel. The movie theatre was massive. I went into a lift and just went down. I then entered a large, dark and empty car park.

Dream 2
It was now a zombie apocalypse, without the zombies. I was suppose to stay home in case of zombies.

17th Oct

"You know whats funny? You don't drive it"

Yeah... I was lazy...

The dream started on an air plane. I had no idea where we were going, and neither did I know who I was with. I don't know why, but I could see the cockpit and its window. Any ways, it was just some ordinary flight until it started going dangerously low for some reason. I was pretty scared. It was then about to crash on to a town of some sort. I started to freak out, begging for life's mercy to bring its grace. Surprisingly, it went back up into the air. More surprisingly, the air plane suddenly dropped and crashed. To me, it happened all in a flash. I was just there, a metres from the wreckage, unscathed and clean. Then suddenly, I was at school and I realised my mum died in the crash. It was depressing, not because she died, but because I didn't feel sad for her passing. I'm not sure what happened after; I think there was a plane at school cafeteria, and I might have mentioned what was in the quote.

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Lucid Dream
It started in a dark room. The only light was from a window and a computer. My phone started to ring. It was Vikram. I picked it up and listened to what he had to say. He said something about a man coming for me, and that the man had a facebook computer. For some what reason, I left the room. It was still dark. I don't know what I did outside the room, but I stood before the door later. I tried opening the door but someone small was keeping me out. I tried pushing through; I noticed my finger was being bashed to death, but never felt any pain. It finally pushed me away and I was like, "wtf". "I'm way stronger than that little piss," I thought. I immediately came to the conclusion that this was a dream. I did a reality check, but it failed, so I thought. "This is a dream and I want to stay in it," I said, rubbing my hands. I then stopped and close my eyes. "And behind me, will be my subconscious," I murmured. I then went blind and woke up shortly after.

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"You seem so lonely"

For this, I actually got a bit lazy. This is literally the only text written on the page, besides the date.

I'm not quite sure how this dream went, but I think I was in my business studies class and there was this girl named Sally. In waking life, I've only met her about 2 weeks ago I think, so I didn't know much about her back then. Like I said earlier, I'm not sure how this dream went, but the one thing I certainly remember was that I came up to Sally and said to her "You seem so lonely", or maybe it was the other way around.

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Dream 1
Failed to recall everything but a flaming motorbike.

Dream 2
I was out on a fishing trip. There was a concrete box filled with water in the middle of no where. Before I casted the line, I noticed a fish lying on the edge, so I decided to play with it. I then accidentally snapped its neck and panicked as I witness the fish rapidly decaying.

Lucid Dream
"Oh, that sucks, for you"

The quote was not for dramatic effect, but rather as a reminder, something that only I'd knew, that nobody could understand if they saw it, keeping the entry only in my memories, repressed and sealed off. It's been a year and a third since, but I'll try to recall.

This started with me waking up in my Mum's house. First thing i noticed was that the curtains were not right and that my Mum was sleeping in the same room, so I instantly thought that this had to be a dream and so, I performed two reality checks; breathing through my closed nostrils and checking the fingers on my hand. Both checks worked and so, I believed I did rub my hands in order to stabilise the dream. I then jumped in order to try fly out through the window, but gravity applied. So I left the house into what appears to be an old english alley. I then tried to summon my subconscious but then imagining and saying that it was behind me. I then turned around and I can't recall what I saw, but it didn't say anything and so I mentioned "Oh, that sucks, for you" just before the dream ended.

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WITAT:
Voiding realistic dreams.

Lucid Dream
I was with Lenny and Carl (from the simpsons) at a night outing in the countryside. I don't know anything much. Then Lenny wanted me to loosen his belt. Before I did it, I felt a tingly feeling in my left arm; a feeling from the waking life. It caused my conscious to become lucid. "No Lenny, because this is a dream". I then started rubbing my hands, saying "I want to stay in this dream". Success this time. I decided to fly (it was unintentional) to a restaurant. I still felt that tingly feeling, but ignored it. I saw Nigel in there and a gave him a slice of pizza. "Where are you subconscious" I said four times, flying around the restaurant. The people in there just looked at me. "How about you take this burger into one of the patients' room in the hospital over there" Nigel suggested as he gave me a cheeseburger. I decided to play along and took the burger. I ran to an unpainted hospital (it wasn't that far). Then I levitated to one of the windows. I was like lol because there was a fat patient already eating a burger. I then flew away and decided to try make a teleport to Twilight Town (from kingdom hearts). The tingly feeling was then starting to overwhelm the dream and all started going black. I gave in and then woke up shortly after.

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WITAT:
Nil.

Dream 1
Some astronauts and I were on a ship of some sort. I felt like I was watching a movie. My view changed to a 3rd person view of the ship. It looked like the escape pod from Halo. It was heading towards Jupiter. Then my view changed to being on Jupiter. It was like Mars, but with trees and a blue sky, I then saw the pod land and the astronauts disembarking.

Dream 2
I woke up at midnight and decided to take a shower. After finishing, I wrapped a towel around my waist and left the room. I then heard Dad's door open a bit and I remembered how angry he'd get if I was up late, so I ran back and slept naked.

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I'm skipping the entries of 27th and 28th because it's the same "cannot recall/didn't sleep right" thing

WITAT:
Better recall.

Dream 1
I don't know how it started, but aliens were firing a laser from space to remove America. Superman I think tried to reason with them while the germans try to "alien-proof" themselves. The Fuhrer tried to reason with them and Superman. "You want to alien-proof" I heard a voice say. Suddenly, 2 water sprinklers appeared strapped on to the Fuhrer.

Note:
It may not be a dream.

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What I'm trying to achieve tonight:
To dream.

Dream 1
Can't recall much. I remember the words, "anybody" and "pain". I was also in a physics classroom with an empty book in front of me.

Dream 2
It was night time. I was at a place like a plaza with Les, Mum and Nigel. Like the people usually are in my dream, they were all silent. We were eating out at a restaurant. After we were done, I walked around the plaza. All the stores and whatever were just empty white rooms that were lit up, and there was no street lights. Then I met an indian man. He was drinking wine and he didn't have an indian accent. I went back to the restaurant and saw him again, this time, his wine was finished and he was drunk. He said he wanted more, but then I told this exact line, "You've had enough". I took his cup and placed it in a nearby shelf. I then returned to the table and dessert was being served.

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21st Sep/22nd Sep
Both contain the same content

What I'm trying to achieve tonight:
A successful lucid dream.

- Failed to recall -

23rd Sep

What I'm trying to achieve tonight:
Restored recall.

Dream 1
It seems I can only remember the near-end. I was on an open-topped MRT, above plenty of buildings. I was being told how Japan will not host or fund a certain event, then was told how Malaysia and Singapore had no helicopters.

24th Sep

-Didn't sleep right-

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What I'm trying to achieve tonight:
A not so realistic dream.

Dream 1
My recall was not so clear as usual. I think I was on a motorbike going down a kampung road. I then ended up at a malay man's house to go for a fishing trip.

Dream 2
I went to school on my bike to take my dogs around. It just so happens however that my all my classmates were there. I followed them into A'maths class. Upon entering, Mr. William thought I took A'maths, so he didn't let me leave. It took a while to convince him otherwise. When I got out of school, I noticed the dogs were scattered, so I tried to round them up. Then I noticed the park hedges were missing, so I did a reality check by pushing my tongue through my teeth. Turns out, the reality check worked and I became lucid, but unfortunately, doing the reality check inflicted so much pain that my right arm became paralysed. I tried to rub my hands, but due to the misfortune, I became blind for the next five seconds or so before entering dream 3

Dream 3
I woke up early in the morning. It was still very dark. Jose then got up and got out of the room. I got up and looked for my journal. Jose then came back and started playing the Wii. I tried to tell Jose to stop. I started hearing my dad's footsteps. I was scared that we'd all be screwed 'cause of the Wii. He then entered and said it was ok.

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What I'm trying to achieve tonight:
Nightmares (this time with depressing thoughts )

Dream 1
Still fuzzy. Nigel, Justin and I were doing a run. It was like yesterday's run, except that it was on an actual road. During the run, we mislead a kind into getting lost. There was nothing awkward, that's for sure. After the run, I felt a bit guilty.