dreamcontrol

Sorry for the bad grammar and punctuation etc. These are all copied from a txt file I write all my dreams in.

1-11-12

1. (20min)lucid i wake up in a car tired I feel my head resting against the headrest I am not lucid but close to bu the time we get to our destination i am lucid i get out of the car go in my house and into the basement I walk to the back of the basement and it opens up into this huge mall and i am in a hospital gown and i think i need some pants as i walking through the mall and thinking that this will work some pants start flashing on and off on my legs and then i have pants on i continue throuhgh the mall and go down the stairs and think i am dreaming this fucking awseome and keprt repetain i am dreaming i get to the food court area and this asian guy gets up from his table and walks up to me and i say you know i am dreaming right and he says no or soemthing equivlent to it then i ask him how do you know i am not dreaming and he stumble over his words and said because of jesus and the devil he then flt emabarassed and went i sat back down at his table i pretened to laugh and said good joke man it seemed to make him feel better then i abruptely stopped laugihin had i seroius face i yelled fuck you really angy and flicked him opff and walked off lauging back to where i came from i think i wam deraming what shuld i do now i see theis barrier from where i origanlly came from at the endi decde o smash thorugh it so i run fast as i can and plow right threw it.i am outside now and see ken in the distance and go to him he tells me his in the dream with me and hes in hist room dreaming hes we should fly we start unnin and eget a little height hies friends apper and now hijm and them decide to sue trhis hjetback airballon device they go up in the air and get caught in these power linesken gets his hair burnbed oof the topp of his head hes fine though i then fly from this spot to this small aprtment building 1 stry. i go inside and i feel as though i am on some miusson trying to find cluse that some one bad or good is leaving i dont know which inside this place is actually a mini casino soimeone spots me and i have to leave it was quite fun playing along i tflet like a game i was playing i wenty out threw the bathroom but it look like a garage as i went further in the ceiling began to collapse and i had to get out there was a small opening in some of the wreck so i flew out thourhg there i thouhgt i sdaw soemthikng that was inside the place i need and tried to fight the falling debris ftom the sky i was making a diff but decied to let my sub consious do waht it wanted here i flew from that palce to a field were my borhter was again he seai i should try the jetpoack air balloooon thing wiht him and his friends i followed them and got to soemt area with ppowerlines i went up with the device getting real close saying "here igo" i was full lucid and then came back dwon thinking i dont want to lose my hair becmoning not as lucid i said to him i dont want lose my hair like you did and he was like yeah kiena dn his friends decided to go up again anywasy and gooted zapped by the power lines and had to go to the hospital i then flew back to the mall again or soemhow go there and i ended up in a payphone area it was an indented cubical in the wall of one of the halls upstairs in the mall there were about 10 phones there that curled around the walls of this cubical and plenty of peolpe here using the phones one phone rings and the call is for me . i thought it was ken buyt couldnt tell because there were 3 voice talking at the same time when i anwersed tow of them were the "if you would like to make a call please hang up and..." recordings and the other was ken i could just feel that it was him but i couldnt make oput a damnb thing i get off the phone i pickup i expensive calutarlor that was just sitting there i turn around and look at it and think i better put this back so the lady next to me dosent thinik i am stealing it my friedn or someone i know is in front of me and iturn back around to put the calucaluator back were i got it from and theres the lady looking at me and i think she probably thought i was going to steal it and then i remeber wait i am dreaming this downdt matter i think what can i try now i am not trying to see how long i can make this last i thought and at this pooint as full lyucid agian i somehow just teleported to the mudroom of the berke house i went into the laundyr room down there and it was alot birghter in terms of looks like it wasnt in the basement it was upstairs. it looked like it was in the basement it was just that everything was brighter thean usual i think i shoule feel my physical body and take that risk to see waht happens i begin to feel very tired VERY. ithink maybe i should spin around to stay in the dream but i decide not to. ill just see what happens and then in the dream close my eyes and open and it is when i do that i wake up. it took 20 40 secs of being awwasre of my body to wake up.