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Didn't even have the chanting last night. Could be that I was so exhausted.

All I remember is a guy stabbing another guy. Lots of red blood. Like, bright red. The guy getting stabbed was kind of old, white hair, white beard. Skinny. Resembled Einstein in a way. I had about two other dreams but now I can't remember what they were about. I was going to write them down but got too tired and fell right back to sleep.

As I always say--there's always tonight!

I went to sleep chanting to myself, "I will Lucid Dream...I will Realize I'm Lucid Dreaming..."

I fell asleep and though I didn't realize that I realized I was sleeping, I did, however, wake up and the first thing I thought of was "I will Lucid Dream...I will realize I'm Lucid Dreaming..." Really, I was still chanting that even when I woke up.

Went to sleep again, woke up, still chanting "I will Lucid Dream..." recalled what I saw: lots of green trees and sunshine.

Went to sleep once more, woke up again, still chanting! Still lots of green trees, sunshine but now I also remembered cornfields.

Once again, fell asleep, I saw my feet walking through wheat fields now, not cornfields anymore. Woke up because of my boyfriends alarm, I was STILL CHANTING. This has never happened to me before...

Anyways, went to sleep for the last time, still walking through wheat fields. Then I was in between that half awake/half asleep state because I was telling my self, "I'm dreaming..." But I don't think I really was dreaming. It's hard to tell at this point.

Woke up because of my alarm clock and I remember still wheat fields, a breeze (new) and lots of sunshine and green! And...of course, I was still chanting.

I don't know what this means. But I can tell my mind is just struggling to LD. So let's see what happens tonight! Time for a smoke and then off to bed.

If anyone has ever the same experience or any advice, please let me know. I'm a little new to this.