dreamstudent123

Alright...

This night has been the most incredible night ever in my entire life! I have been focusing more on lucid dreaming the last 2 weeks, because I had more time for myself, aside of the studying for my upcoming exams...
As I had lost my focus on the whole dreaming thing, I had to start all over again. I couldn't remember any of my dreams, though I knew that they always had been extensively long. It was frustrating and starting all over again was more difficult than when I first discovered lucid dreaming (around November last year).

So the first week of my 'vacation' I had been studying quite alright and had been reading up more about some techniques and how to improve my dream recall. I already knew this, but I had to start writing again in my dream journal. I often find this ' a pain in the ass' but it had to be done so I was quite motivated to write in it. But sadly I couldn't remember even a single dream...Always these small fragments that didn't make any sense when I couldn't remember the rest of them. I was really frustrated and my focus began to decrease (again...)

So now the start of the second week, my dream recall increased a bit and I could always write a page or 2 about what I had dreamed the night before. But still there were (still are actually) some fragments, beginnings or endings that were so 'foggy' in my head that I could never write a whole, single dream down. This didn't motivate me and it was like I was making progress, but I wasn't happy about it, thinking back at a period where my recall was always so vivid and clear...Still, I didn't want to give up and I just desperately wanted to have a lucid dream again. To feel that wonderful feeling of becoming aware inside your own head.

Alright, so yesterday evening I was quite determined, but not like 'super' focused on it. I had been chatting on fb till 12 o'clock and I decided to go to bed. I had my laptop play this isochronic music (Lucid Dream Induction - "The I-Dreamer" - 90-Min Sleep Cycle (Isochronic Tones) - YouTube), to get in the mood and I was hoping to get in sleep paralysis and then hopefully in a dream, becoming lucid. But frankly I was still not that tired, so I decided to do some stuff on my tablet until I got tired. When that moment came, I layed down, hoping that the sounds would lead me into SP. Again nothing, and I was quite annoyed by the sounds so I desperately gave up, turned the music off and went to sleep. (As always, I had set my alarm to go off at about 6 in the morning for WBTB)

At 6 o'clock I woke up from the alarm and went to the bathroom as usual. I had just woken up from a dream, but I couldn't even remember...Disappointed i went back to bed. I thought about playing the isochronic sounds again and just sitting up straight in my bed, thinking about this scenario were I became lucid. I did this for about 5 min or so and went back to sleep

This is where I just can't believe what happened:

After this moment I had had about 7-8 lucid dreams, all after each other.

The first 2 only lasted about 10 seconds each...(but still :p ) The first one was actually really scary...I was sitting in this classroom with a bunch of other students. I leaned backwards in my chair and I suddenly saw my ex sitting at a single desk behind me. She was just lying with her head on the desk and with her arms covering her face, like she was crying (which she wasn't). I thought like, this is just too weird, this can't be happening. Suddenly this feeling rushed through my body and I became lucid! I instinctively looked at my hands, but I didn't have time to look properly. The classroom went very dark and all of the students suddenly were turned into this demonic, dark creatures...I was really frightened and I was being pulled at this demonic face, everything went black and I woke up. The second one was really similar and I had this anxious feeling. Anybody else who has this frightened feeling?

All of the others were amazing dreams! In total I was like 1 hour lucid! It's just incredible...This whole 2 weeks, not even remembering a single dream or only fragments of it and now like 8 lucid dreams, which I all remember in full detail! These 5 other lucids I got because of DEILD'ing. Which I had only done once in the past. All of them were falls awekenings in which I did the nose plug reality check to become lucid. (which I had actually never done before, ever)

I even met my Dream guide! It's some kind of small robot who can come from anywhere. from the ground, the walls, anywhere. I met him at an amusement park. I was walking and wondering what to do, so I thought, let's find my DG! I walked onto this little man, who was selling something. I asked if he knew were my DG was. He ignored my question and asked my what kind of sauce I would like on my fries :p He was kind of weird and was acting and speaking almost robotic or something. I just walked away, because he wasn't going to say anything useful. This next dream when I woke up (FA), my room was dark. I never felt comfortable, and I always had the feeling something dark was going to 'take' me. So I closed my eyes and I imagined myself standing on top of this snowy mountain. But it didn't work...I looked at my bed and there was some kind of really old phone on my pillow.

It looked like this: http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_nj5QjNOpgL...-telephone.jpg

It was glowing and suddenly this man and woman were sitting on a chair next to my bed. I asked them what the thing was. They sad that it was something to reach my DG. So I picked up the phone and "poof"! This little robot came out of the wall.

Like him: http://pcmedia.ign.com/pc/image/arti...3030524283.jpg

He looked like the robotic man who I met at the amusement park! So from the beginning it was him he was smaller than the first time I met him. But I think he can transform himself in all kind of 'modes'.

So yeah, this was only a fraction of what I dreamed! I also have controlled the elements like the avatar. But I wasn't very good at it. I airbended, waterbended snow and water. It always worked, but not as i wanted to...I even woke up from a false awakening and saw my wall, full of these words and paintings, from some one before me. Who also had this lucid dreams and didn't want to forget. So he had painted it on the wall, hoping that when he woke up, it would still be there. I can't believe that these LD's actually lasted so long...I only sometimes had to look at my hands and stabilize the dream. (I even did this when I was sitting on the ground, talking with these two guys. I was shouting "stabilize!" and "clarity" and they were looking at me like I was some kind of lunatic ). The other moments I was doing all this amazing stuff 10min. in a row!


I'm still astonished of what I have accomplished...I mean, it came out of nowhere...And it was like I learned to DEILD in one night. I even could have had another FA at the end, but I thought ' I really have to stop this...maybe I won't even remember all of my earlier lucids if I keep having them'. I mean could you imagine? That I even willingly stopped myself from having another lucid, because I had had so many already :p I also just loved the feeling of doing the nose plug and feel the air flow through my nose, and thinking 'Oh yeah LD, here I come!'

I really hope I can keep up with this...but I somewhere have he feeling that this was only a once in a lifetime experience...Any thoughts?
Now I'm going to write all of them down, seperately, so that I won't forget this night. It was so awesome! (I know the title of this thread is a little bit over the top, but I'm just so shocked of what I have done )

Thanks for reading this!

Day1: 2nd lucid dream I ever had!!

So I had been dreaming A LOT of things and the dreams were very vivid. Somewhere along one of my dreams I was sitting in a chair in a modern villa with those big open windows and it was snowing and I could really see the snow hitting the window from the outside , it was just so super-realistic! But anyways, now on to the lucid dream.
So after about 5 hours of sleep my alarm went of, I went to the bathroom and then returned and layed down. I tried SSILD, but somehow it didn't seem to work. I just could not focus enough on the visual part of the technique and after about 20 minutes I gave up on it. I thought that if that didn't work maybe I could WILD. But that didn't work either and I quickly after I fell asleep. I then woke up 2 hours later and recorded the dreams that I had, cause I was worried that I wouldn't remember them. I then again fell asleep and this is where I had my second lucid!!
I was flying over a city and it was (again as in my first lucid) very dark. The city also wasn't much detailed at all, the buildings were just blocks and cubics. I also (again) had the feeling that something scary was going to happen because of the darkness. So I thought to myself "I want to go somewhere sunny", and closed my eyes. When I opened them I saw that nothing had changed (I thought!). I was hovering above the city and there was also a big sea to the left. Suddenly the sun set and it was really beautiful. First it was orange as it gently appeard on the horizon. I could see the shimmering on the water and then moments later it was fully shining. The city itself was a little 'hazy' and not that clear, but I didn't focus on it anyway. Alright, so the darkness had dissapeard and the first thing that crossed my mind was to look for some details, things to look at. I wanted to see something vivid and clear. I flew a little bit further and saw a little boat next to te shore. I flew down and saw 4 people sitting on there knees in the middle of the boat. They were trying to break the floor with their shovels. As I wanted to see 'details' I went closer and looked at the floor. First the floor cracked and came out, but like just in 1 piece. I was dissapointed at how shalow that had been. But then someone slammed his shovel into the floor and I could see little cracks appearing and was glad it was so realistic (I know, not very interesting, but still :p )
Then suddenly I had an eagle vision from above and saw another boat coming in really fast. Back on the boat I was standing at the beginning of the boat and was not looking at the direction from which the other boat approached. Then "BAM" I heared the other boat crash into the back of our boat and saw the 4 people panicking and screaming. 2 managed to escape but a man and a woman didn't and ran to the very beginning of the boat to run away from the other boat, who already had pierced into our boat and literally split it. Because of the crash the woman fell over the railing, but the man reaches out to her and pulls her back on, but she dies. And then suddenly the man gets brutaly pierced by a spear. After that I get to watch a cutscene from some monsters who come from behind the corner and come running towards me. (It are monsters from a game I played before going to bed :p ) The cutscene ends and suddenly I'm playing this character behind my pc in my room. So I know I'm lucid and can do everything I want, so I go into the settings and set every power to the max. Back in game and superpowerfull I begin clicking on my left mouse button, but it doesn't seem to work because my character doesn't attack. I realise that I must have changed the controls in the settings :p I remember that it had changed to a key on my keyboard so I press it. It works and my character slices one monster and he dies immediately. (I don't actually see myself sitting at my computer, it's like I have a full view of the game, but like in the background I feel myself sitting and clicking)
Here's where it becomes interesting
Suddenly the view changes and I actually see myself sitting there and I hear my brother coming into my room behind me. As I am lucid and don't want him to interrupt and end my dream (I actually thought at that moment that I was awake, but it's wierd because on the other hand know I am lucid...It seems like my lucidity and knowing that it's a dream rappidly changes back and forth, because when I think back on it now, in the part with the boat and the crash I was not lucid and simply looking at what happened. It's not really clear to me...could it be that I'm dreaming I'm lucid in a dream?)
So as my brother is coming in (still looking at my computer) I begin shouting and cursing at him for knowing he will 'break' the lucidity. At that moment I'm starting to doubt myself and I'm thinking that maybe I'm still dreaming...(I know It's really confusing that at one moment I am lucid, and then the other moment I think I'm awake, but still thinking I'm lucid in my dream and PFFFF sorry if this is really hard to follow) So as I doubt that I'm actually dreaming and NOT awake, I open my curtain and become supershocked to see that my street is completely different from what it is in real life. I now realise that I am still dreaming and nothing of this is real (because it was very realistic and everything felt very real). I also realise that this brother wasn't my real brother and tried to decieve me (to believe he WAS real) . So I turn around and look at him (for the first time because he now had entered) and I rush towards him. I begin punching him because I was just really scared that I actually believed he was real. I was really shocked of knowing that all of this was not real and had been created to deceive me. I drag my 'brother' to the window and hysterically shout that this is not the street we actually live in and I feel scared. I grab my brother's both arms and we struggle and trie to reach the upper hand on one another. I felt so betrayed that I wanted to actually kill him. Of anger I began squeezing his wrists and wanted to hurt him. But then suddenly everything fades away and, still feeling myself squeezing his wrists, I realize that I'm actually squeezing my own wrist as I lay in my bed.

So yeah that was dream; I hope it wasn't thàt confusing to read...Is it possible that like Lucidity and non-lucidity change rappidly? Because I have the feeling that might be the case with me. But still day 1 and having my second lucid dream I'm proud of it!

I had my first lucid dream like 3 hours ago!!
So I had been dreaming a lot of things and suddenly I wake up. And I think to myself (I hadn't moved and my eyes were still closed) if I'm quick enough I'll go back dreaming and stay conscious at the same time. The next thing I know I'm running in my street, past my house. But everything is very dark, like nightmare-ish. Then I suddenly fall to the ground and I think to myself "I'm dreaming?" So (for the first time ever in my dreams) I do a reality check and look at my hands. I have like 7 fingers and some of them are really small. It's funny but that moment I was just 'relaxed' and I thought to myself "Alright don't get too excited here". It was still very dark and if I stayed there any longer I knew something bad was going to happen. So I think "I'll just fly out of here", and so I do and I fly through the house next to me (superman-style) into the sky and BAM, I'm somewhere else. I'm hovering 50 feet above the ground and below me are many constructions and cranes. Everything was very detailed. So I look into the distance and as I gain altitude things just "pop up", like in some kind of video game. I do a reality check again and suddenly I have somekind of mission to complete.
At this point I am not sure if i was still lucid, because I had to complete this mission and I didn't think to myself that in real life this wouldn't make much sense. So my question is: Can you be lucid but like play along in your dream? Because i think I did.
So my mission was to infiltrate some large complex. I fly through the first wall and again, I do a reality check and still know I'm dreaming. Some people from university and some people that I don't know are with me too and are helping me. Me and a girl are in a hallway and parts of the walls and ceiling were coming towards us and would crush us. But as I knew I was dreaming and could control things, I raised my hand and with somekind of force power stopped the walls from coming towards us. I take the girls hand and jump through the ceiling and run through several walls. Finally I'm in the main office of the complex and (yeah it's stupid I know) the mission is accomplished. All of the people who helped me were there and because of this 'adventure' we all had become very close friends.
We were all very sad because I knew my dream would come to an end soon and we would not remeber each other or what we had been going through. So as my lucidity is starting to weaken I quickly grab a pen and start writing the names of my new friends on the palm of my hand SO that as I woke up I knew who they were in real life and could visit them. I really hoped that it would work so that I could make contact from this dreamworld to the real world. Sadly, as I woke up nothing was written on my hand

So yeah this was my first ever lucid dream. I think it was pretty cool and I think it lasted for about 15 minutes with a couple of Reality checks throughout the dream.

Hopefully my dream was enjoyable to read