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Non-dream Dream Lucid Nightmare Out of Body Experience Fragments False awakening Early awakening

Date: 2011-07-31
Technique: WILD/MILD?.

I enter the dream, lucid right away. I'm at my grandparents apartment, where I live right now. In my last lucid dream (about 5 minutes ago, I woke up for a minute) I tryed out flying and now I want to walk through walls, since these to tasks are the first ones I want to complete and master. I go right to a wall and at the first try I walk through it! I try it some more. It works all the time. I fly up to the ceiling and fly through it too. While inside some walls I see all the insulation, cables and other stuff until Im at the other side. Some of the walls are really thick, like 4 meters or so.
Now Im at another floor. I start to realize that I can walk through walls and start to analyze it. What I do to make it work and so on. I try again, walking with my arms out in front of me, but this time my hands only go through the wall. And they are stuck for a while. I figure, if I think about the wall as a solid wall, It does not work. I test my theory and it seems to work as I thought.

Fragments:
I jump down a very high bridge or something. Trying to fly super man style. Ends with me doing a belly flop from about 100 meters or something. Did not hurt a bit!

Non-dream Dream Lucid Nightmare Out of Body Experience Fragments False awakening Early awakening

Date: 2011-07-31
Technique: DILD.

I'm out somewhere with my friends. We are in some kind of action park for skateboarding or something. I'm sliding down some kind of constructed metal slope, on my feet. It looks like a big slide with rails for grinding on the left side. Oskar is riding his skateboard and goes really fast. I say to Björn: "Damn fast his going, man!".
When at the bottom of the slide I look up at Oskar who is grinding about 10 meters from me. Something does not fit. I have a strange feeling. I look at oskar. He stops and looks at me. (Nothing is strange with the picture exept where we are I think)
I figure that I maby should do a reality check so I start to press with my thumb on one of my teeth, a canine. The teeth breaks, works every time, haha.
"Im dreaming!" I yell to Oskar. He answers with something I cant recall...
Now Im lucid. I try to make him float up in the air, just randomly. Did not work. The dream starts to fade.. I start to rub my hands together and at the same time try to relax. It worked.
So now I start to try to remember my tasks and goals. Then I remember, I have never tryed to fly outdoors before, never been up in the air. I start to swim upwards into the sky like I heard some people do. I get up like 10 meters in the air, get a little exited and feel the dream starting to fade again. I land on the ground and start rubbing my hands together. Does work a little, the dream gets more stable. To get really achored to the dream I start to applaud really hard and slapping my face and arms, now Im good.
I swim up in the air again and flying around for a bit in the area. It is an office buildning to the right of me. There are people in the office. I fly around it and start to look for someting fun. I have forgot all about my other tasks. Just enjoy the flying
I try to teleport, does not work. I try to summon people by closing my eyes and imagen them, does not work eather and I almost wake up. I try some more and wake up.

Non-dream Dream Lucid Nightmare Out of Body Experience Fragments False awakening Early awakening

Date: 2011-07-25

This is a false awakening/nightmare:

I wake up in bed. Still eyes closed. But I know Im in my bed at the apartment I grew up in. I have this feelning that I just was lucid and did something BIG, feels like I was gone for a few days or so but I couldnt remember what I did and how I did it.
Suddenly I hear a clear voice in my head asking me: "Are you concentrating?". The voice sounds like the voice of god in some movies Ive seen. I ignore it and trying to get back to sleep. The voice asks me again "Are you concentrating?". I get a little freaked out and for some reason I feel forced to answer "yes I am", so I do. Then the Voice keeps on talking to me. I try to stop it by concentrating. It works for a while but as soon as I stop concentrating it starts again. So I start to scream and freak out.
Then I wake up for real. The time is 4 pm and I'm not suppose to get up in like two hours. Cant get back to sleep, to scared to get another dream like that... and yesterdays OBE freaked me out a little too
I think the part about being concentrated has something to do with what I did in the dream before (that dream I cant remember).

Non-dream Dream Lucid Nightmare Out of Body Experience Fragments False awakening Early awakening

Date: 2011-07-25

I had a menu from where I could control my lucid actions

Non-dream Dream Lucid Nightmare Out of Body Experience Fragments False awakening Early awakening

Date: 2011-07-24
Technique: WILD/DILD.

Three Dreams:

This time I get into sleep paralysis, but my heart beat rises and my body wakes up. This happens about two times and then my mind fall asleep.

1.I'm building a rail track, looks just like the game Minecraft. I have to place a rail to keep going forward.

2.Place animals under boxes to defend (wtf?).

3. I'm with a girl (J). We are walking around in a house. We go in to a room to have a good time. We are standing next to the bed, kissing . Suddenly she turns into an other girl. I dont want to have sex with her so I stop kissing her and say: "Im dreaming". I start to look around in the room. I feel like Im going to wake up so I try to anchor it by rubbing my hands together and touching my arms and body. Now everyting feels more real. I look around some more. All this happens fast. I start to lose the dream again and start to bitchslap my own face and rubbing my hands together. I tell the girl to slap my face but she wont do it.
Anyway, now I feel like Im pretty anchored to the dream. I look out of the window. Something strange is outside. A lot of cars or someting, I dont really get it. I turn around. Now the bedroom has turned into a bathroom. I go to the mirror, and find a tube of something, may be tooth paste. I pick it up, looking at the text. Its not readable. I try to make it readable but the text is just flashing and keep on changing itself. I try to make a number flash from 1 to 9 but I can only make it go from random to 6 then 6-7-8-9-random-random etc.
Now, what the hell am I doing I ask myself. I should try to complete my goals and tasks. So I start to look for an electrical device to try to turn it on, 'caus Ive heard thats impossible and want to check it out. I lose the dream and wake up early

Non-dream Dream Lucid Nightmare Out of Body Experience Fragments False awakening Early awakening

Date: 2011-07-24
Technique: WILD/DILD.

I tryed out the WILD technique again, but again my mind fell asleep and I had to use the DILD-technique to become lucid.

I'm in the elevator of my buildning (in Frölunda). Carrying something big and white. I get out of the elevator. I feel funny. I leave the item I'm carrying and walk right back into the elevator to look at the buttons, to do a reality check. The buttons are not in their right places and now Im lucid, I wake up...?
I'm in my bed. Eyes closed. I believe I'm awake. Suddenly I begin to float, upward toward the ceiling (I'm lucid again). I start to imagen myself climping a rope and then I begin to float faster. I open my eyes when I realize THIS IS MY FIRST OBE!! My room I dark, just like when I fell asleep, but its still possible to see the whole room. I stop about 30cm under the ceiling. I get a little freaked out...

I wake up.

- = Tryed but failed.
/ = Almost
X = Done once
XX = Done more than once (Learning)
XXX = Done and mastered
Y = Check (done)

Techniques:
[Y] DILD
[XX] MILD
[X] WILD

SKILLS 'n' STUFF:
[XX] Floating.
[XXX] Swim style fly.
[-] Super man style fly from the ground.
[-] Super man style fly by jumping off a height.
[X] Super man style fly by jumping through a wall.
[XX] Telekensis
[X-] Teleport
[ ] Run super fast
[XXX] Pick up stuff I want from my pockets
[ ] Make stuff I look at appear in front of me by snapping my fingers.
[X] Make stuff I look at disapear by snapping my fingers.
[XX] Walk through walls
[X] Walk/fly into a mirror
[ ] Water breathing
[ ] Water walking
[X] Summon People.
[-] Summon some I know.
[XX] Create my surroundings (new rooms etc)
[XX] Change my surroundings (places and stuff Ive already seen)
*[XX] Stuff Im not looking at right now.
*[X] Stuff Im looking at right now.
[ ] Transform myself.
* [ ] Grow.
*[ ] Shrink.
[ ] Transform objects.
*[ ] Grow.
*[ ] Shrink.

OTHER STUFF TO DO:
[Y] Jump of a deadly high height.
[Y] Fight someone I know
[ ] Kill someone I know
[ ] Walk into a tornado
[ ] Play guitar or bass.
[ ] Drive a car.
[ ] Drive a boat
[ ] Drive a plane
[ ] Drive a tank
[ ] Ride a bike
[Y] Pick up my Iphone.
[Y] Watch TV.
[ ] Try to turn on a electrical device.
[Y] Try to change the lightning with a switch.
[ ] Try to change the lightning with the mind.


People:
Meet people I know while lucid:
[Y] My mother
* [Y1] Met
*[ ] Talked to
[ ] My father
*[ ] Met
*[ ] Talked to
[ ] Thomas (my stepfather)
*[ ] Met
*[ ] Talked to
[ ] Anna (my little sister)
*[ ] Met
*[ ] Talked to
[Y] Emil (my brother)
*[Y1] Met
*[ ] Talked to
[Y] Figge
*[Y1] Met
*[Y1] Talked to
[Y] Oskar
*[Y2] Met
*[Y1] Talked to
[Y] Simon
*[Y1] Met
*[Y1] Talked to
[Y] Qrille
*[Y1] Met
*[Y1] Talked to
[Y] Björn
*[Y1] Met
*[ ] Talked to
[ ] Roderick
*[ ] Met
*[ ] Talked to
[ ] Martin
*[ ] Met
*[ ] Talked to
[ ] Mike
*[ ] Met
*[ ] Talked to
[ ] David
*[ ] Met
*[ ] Talked to
[ ] Max
*[ ] Met
*[ ] Talked to
[ ] Chris
* [ ] Met
* [ ] Talked to
[ ] Jimmy A
* [ ] Met
* [ ] Talked to
[ ] Dario C
* [Y1] Met
* [Y1] Talked to
[Y] Julia
*[Y1] Met
*[ ] Talked to
[Y] Sofia (my ex)
*[Y1] Met
*[Y1] Talked to
[Y] Sofia's mother
*[Y1] Met
*[Y1] Talked to
[Y] Bimbo (my ex)
*[Y1] Met
*[Y1] Talked to
[Y] Bimbo's mother
*[Y1] Met
*[Y1] Talked to

Meet celebrities while lucid:
[Y] Robert de Niro
[Y1] Met
[Y1] Talked to
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Other stuff:
[Y] Hypnagogia
[Y] Have a Lucid dream.
[Y] Have a False awakening.
[Y] Out of Body Experience.
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Non-dream Dream Lucid Nightmare Fragments False awakening Early awakening


The door bell - multiple false awakenings
This is one of my first anchored lucid dreams and false awakenings. Happened for about 6 years ago. I wrote it down

1. I wake up, the door bell rings, I rush out of my bed to open the door. I open the door, no one is outside.

2. I wake up, the door bell rings, I rush out of my bed to open the door. I open the door, there stands a someone I dont know.

3. I wake up, the door bell rings, I rush out of my bed to open the door. I open the door, there stands two girls.

4. I wake up, the door bell rings, I rush out of my bed to open the door. I stop outside the bathroom, for some reason. My jaws is pressing together and I cant control it. They are pressing together so hard that my teeth break. It feels really strange, very numb but I can feel them break.

5. I wake up, the door bell rings, I rush out of my bed to open the door. I stop outside the bathroom, for some reason. My jaws is pressing together and I cant control it. The are pressing together so hard that my teeth break. Now I get it, this is not for real. I most be sleepning. I decide to try to make my to closest friends appear outside the ringing door. I imagen them standing there. I look into the peek hole. Its not them outside, its some random people. I try again to imagen my friends. I peek and say to myself "what the fuck, hahah!" on the other side of the door stands an amish family dressed in old black clothes. A man, a women and their many kids. I open the door.

6. I wake up. Im still lucid from the last FA. Now before I go thru the kitchen to get to the door I imagen my friends in the kitchen before I enter. It did not work. Instead there is a lot of random people and the room seems bigger. I faint.

7. I wake up. Im still lucid. Trying to imagen my friends in the kitchen again. This time my mother is in the kitchen instead. I faint in slow motion.

The teeth thing, later became my main way to get lucid (I dont use it anymore). The good thing was that I was able to know that I was dreaming but it was a really strange and unnecessary way to do it


The door bell 2 - multiple false awakenings
Before this False awakenings Ive told my brother that he cant invite people over this weekend caus we already had to much parties at our place.

I wake up, the door bell rings. I am closing my window 'caus it full of ice and its very cold outside. Outside the door is people who wants to party.
The same thing happens about 2 more times until my teeth break again and I get lucid. This is the first time I ever try to fly. It took about 4 more false awakenings to learn. In the last one I fly inside my apartment towards the door.

Cant remember more.

Non-dream Dream Lucid Nightmare Fragments False awakening Early awakening

I got inspired by the movie Inception and decide to try out a cool thing. I'm pretty tired and are going to take an afternoon nap. I put a white dice into my left pocket and tell myself to fall asleep, and have a lucid dream. I lay down on my bed and fall asleep really fast.

I'm in a park somewhere, sitting on the bench of a picnick table. I reach down into my pocket where i putted the dice, my test totem. I feel it with my fingers and pick it up. I look at it. Nothing seems to be out of its order. I roll it a few times to see if something odd happens. Nothing happens, its just like rolling a dice in real life. I roll it some more, until I leave it on the table. Im lucid, really achored to the dream and I feel like doing something cool, try out new things. If I can pick up a dice from my pocket i should be able to pick up anyting so I imagen a Uzi in my pocket, planning to do some damage. Again I reach into my pocket. This time I pick an Uzi up. Before me I see a gang of criminals dressed in black coming out of a black car with black tinted windows. I point the Uzi at them and pull the trigger, spraying them with bullets until they all are dead. I say "it would be cool if some cops came by now" and I imagen some cops coming to arrest me.
On the same road the criminals was comes now a cop car with flashing blue lights. Five cops comes out. I start to shot them too. Now everyone is dead and im the evil super villain who killed them. Mohaha!

I wake up.

Non-dream Dream Lucid Nightmare Fragments False awakening Early awakening

I'm laying in bed, trying out a WILD for the third time. Hypnagogia starts, and I lay still for a long while. Then I fail... I fall asleep. The first time I tryed it I got into sleep paralyzis and violent vibrations and humming sounds started, that time I got scared and forced my body to wake up.

Anyways:

Im playing bass guitar in front o my computer, like I use to do (the computer is located next to my bed). After playing for a while, thinking it sounds real good. I'm thinking/saying "How did I learn this song?" "Ah, who cares..." and I continue to playing. The song Im playing to is Army Of Bono by Clutch. The fact that I don't really know this song and that I was playing on frets that I'm sure are really wrong, should be able to make me lucid, but I did not get that. When I listen more closely to my bass I say "Why the fuck is it sounding like a distorted guitar?". After a while I get it... and say "Haha, Im dreaming!". I've had a lot really good lucid dreams before but I get exited now anyway, there is so much I want to do since I've read about what other people do in their dreams. I wake up early... or did I?
Im in bed, and Im paralyzed. Suddenly I hear everyting I said/thinked in my dream fast forwarded, like in a horror movie or something.
I wake up for real.

Non-dream Dream Lucid Nightmare Fragments False awakening Early awakening

I'm out partying, drinking beer with my friends Oskar and Simon. Going to meet up with our other friend C-M. Meet him, Arre and Johanna and some more people at a field with a lot of people drinking in it. I was some kind of festival?

Non-dream Dream Lucid Nightmare Fragments False awakening Early awakening

I'm at the yard of a school that are suppose to be my new school (I dont really have a new school). Outside people are throwing eggs at each other. I'm thinking that is normal for some reason, but I get a little angry 'caus I dont want to get hit. Before me is a big revolving door made of glass. An african guy with a red cap is walking into it and starts to spin it very fast with he's hands before Im walking in. Which I also think is normal. Then I jump into the revolving door and when I'm just about to enter the school, a ball of snow is falling from the seiling. I'm thinking "what the fuck" and walk on into the school until I see an ATM inside the school. The second guy in the line is the singer in my friends band. I walk up to him and say: "Who the hell brings eggs to school? Stupid people...", he answers: "I did, haha. Everyone did..."
I hear some people running in the hall. I look behind me and see about half the school running and throwing eggs at each other and at people all around. To the left of me there is a wall made of glass with white painted metal at the bottom, a good hiding place. I run over there and lay myself down on the floor so no one could see me.
Egg throwing people running by. More people trying to hide now find my hiding place and trying to fit in the tight spot Im in (Im in a corner). A girl lies down on my legs. I look at her like I'm wondering what she is doing. She asks me if she can hide here. I tell her that there is no room for here. Then she says that if she can hide here she can be my sex slave for a week . I turn her down, by saying "eehrrrm... NO!" (what the fuck?). Then a guy sees me, becaus the girl is sitting on me. He throws an egg and runs away. The egg hits the glass wall and smashes into my hair. I get really mad, now standing up. Running out to the horde of egg throwers, looking for someone to throw an egg at me again so I can feed he's face with with my fist.

I can't recall more

Non-dream Dream Lucid Nightmare Fragments False awakening Early awakening

I'm somewhere, home, or what ever. I'm with my mother and brother. In front of us I have a computer screen. We all have a computer screen in front of us. We are listening to music so loud that my ears hurt. I hear the music very clearly (I dont remember what songs, but it was famous ones, I think it was In flames...).
My mother turns the volume down so our neighbors dont get disturbed. The volume is now down but still pretty loud. She says that the neighbors cant complain now.

I have never heard music this clear in a dream before.

Non-dream Dream Lucid Nightmare Fragments False awakening Early awakening

I'm with some friends, exiting a building in my old neighbourhood (where I still hang out a lot). There is some guys above us in a balcony, they start to shoot water at us from a water gun. We are running back, hiding under the balcony, where the door we came from also is. I look around. To the left I see a cop car and a guy dressed in black. A cop shows up from the corner of the house. The cop starts to talk to the man in black and the man walks away.
I get eye contact with the cop. He sees that I want to talk to him. He walks towards me.
I tell him that we are stuck here 'caus there is people shooting water from a balcony above us.
He asks which floor they are on.
I take a few steps out from our hiding place to check it out. There they are, on the third floor, three people. I turn to the cop to tell him that.
I look up on the balcony again. It seems like they are having a party. One of the guys calls me a pussy.
Now in some way, the cop is behind them. The bacony has changed in apperence and now have window.
The cop is now raging. Screaming and holding a very big red axe in hes hand, swining it in the air. I get a little scared, he's acting a lot like the orcs in LOTR (I have not seen those movies in years...). I think for my self, "WTF?"... then "oh, Im dreaming..." I get excited and wake up early before I could anchor it. First lucid in a while...