~flyonee's DJ Entries~

I almost had three lds this morning. The first was about 6am, during looking over this big wall at an overly big star gazing universe kinda backdrop, this darkness came over my vision which felt really like my whole head and this is when i realized i was dreaming, this amazing body buzz and warmth pulsated through my body and as it intensified and started to totally engulfed me i began to shoot through this hypnagogic state, but as it seemed like i was going to break through into something like a dreamscape, i got scared and woke up. The second near ld was i guess what you call a wbtb, (sorry im new to this so please bare with me this is my first dj entry) as i was falling back to sleep at around 7am i started to get that same sleep paralysis feeling and so when the buzzing total engulfed me, this time i pushed really hard to get through and the hypnagogia was more like tunnel vision as i flew through, but as my visions started to open up, i felt this presence in my room and in my peripherals and standing over me around my room it seemed fading in were these like spiritual kinda oompa loompas, lol but they werent funny, they were overwhelming and this woke me up. The third was during a dream i was having i guess probably around 8am, i was dreaming that i was in a bookstore buying a book on lucid dreaming, while i was standing in line to buy the book i was playing with this light switch and plug thingy in the wall by the checkout, as a childhood friend got in line beside me, i said hi Chris really exited, but i told him the handshake was coming a little slow because my hand was numb because of electrocution from playing with the light switch and plugy thing, the moment i shook his hand, boom, he disapeared and i became a different person (an older gentlemen that was a scientist) as he/i got back in line the line was much longer and there was a lot of commotion for people wanting to cut in line (someone even flashed a gun at one time) so right before i was next in line, i let these to girls go cut in before me, after they checked out and the clerk was ringing me up, the clerk knew me from coming in to the bookstore and he was making fun of me for buying a book on lding (he was saying that i usually buy Japanese anime books, and i guess he thought that was much cooler) so as he rings me up, i have to press the ok key on the computer to accept the purchase, as soon as i press the ok button, boom, im back in my bed in full sleep paralysis, but this time there was no building up with the buzz, it was full on, as i took it all in for a second, i began to i guess astral project and my body began to rise above my bed, and know with the buzzing and visions it seemed like it was all around my room, i got scared again and woke up. Does anyone know what im doing wrong? or is it just that im new to this?? thanks, Tim