non-lucid

I've been having dreams involving a girl that I stopped talking to about a month ago. We were talking and Liked each other but some things happened and we stopped talking.she started dating of my friends a few days ago.

Anyways, in my dream I was in a room with her and her boyfriend and some other people, and she was walking by me and started holding my hand, but I let go of her hand, and then she started crying saying she tried to make it work. That's all I remember from my dream.

Also a few weeks ago I dreamt I was at a party and she was there. She saw me and just gave me a look like "what are you even doing here" and she started laughing.

A week or so before that dream I dreamt we were in a coffee shop, and we were sitting together. She was cold so we started holding each other. I don't remember much else since this dream happened a while ago.

In this dream, I was out in my town, and there was a really steep hill, it was also like a slip and slide. There were some other people there who wanted to go swimming in this river, and it looked like a river filled with mud. I slid down the hill on a blue raft thing. After I did, those people came down and said that was pretty cool. I told them they shouldn't swim in the river, and told them about this one river that i normally go to that's great. They didn't really listen. A girl that was there started saying something about my fingers, because one of my nails are infected. I mentioned how I don't like to talk about it and lets talk about something else.

Then I woke up.