lucid

Originally Posted by Gothic Fighter

25th of September 2009

The star above us(LD;DILD)
I am at my grandparents, guarding something in their garden with a guy. After a while my mom comes and either tells me something or she is arguing with me. A few seconds later she tells me to go to bed. I listen to her. I’m in the bed, and the room is so dark that I can’t see anything. I whisper to the other guy that a famous movie star lives one floor above us. We agree to go there and see her. When I get up the scene changes and I am in my apartment, in the bedroom. I open the door slowly. I look into the living room and when I see the door that is different from RL, I become lucid. I go towards that door. When I reach it I get scared because usually when I open a door there is a monster on the other side or anything bad will happen. I slowly open the white door, with my hand shaking. Fear strikes me at once, the fear of the unknown that could be there. I see a shadow and I wake up, sweating and scared.

Library class(ND)
I am inside the lecture hall of the library, standing at the PC I usually stay. There is a guy near me. I am supposed to have an IT class which I will do here. I look at his PC’s monitor and I see many icons and windows on it. They looked like some graphic/web design software. He asks me if I know how to use such software and what software would I use in the future. I say something like Flash or Dreamweaver and he says that the answer is correct. I say another app and he says it’s not correct. The librarian comes and asks her husband, which was the guy I was talking to, to give her something. I look at the screen again and I see a small square with some games running in it. I somehow jump into the game and I wake up.

Gang race(ND)
I see C in front of the school. I look at his hair and I see it’s long. (Gap) I am going home and I look ahead. I see lots of guys running like there a race. I start running too and I get past most of the guys. After this, I cross the street and I make a big jump over the green fence. I wake up.

Originally Posted by Gothic Fighter

22nd of September 2009

Batman(LD;DEILD)
This looks cool. I am playing in some kind of movie. I am in a park and I see a woman standing in some kind of a little shop. I fly near it and do something I can’t recall. After a while she goes away and I fly after her. The scene changes and I have to enter inside a room to kill someone, a guy caller Alien. I look around the room. I’m scared because it looks just like a room from horror video games. The walls were red and the room itself was small. I look left and I see a closet. Inside it I can see some clothes lying around and a strange bump through the clothes. I look closely and I find a laser gun. I shoot a few beams at the closet but no one seems to be there. After searching the room I suddenly hear a voice saying “I’m here!” I look around but no one is here. I’m scared and I look up. Suddenly a monster jumped at me. I wake up. I quickly close my eyes and I imagine that I will escape the clutches of the monster and I will be outside the room. I’m inside the dream again, this time I’m pulling something out of my shoe and hurt the monster. I finally escaped. I go outside and I meet C. He says we should go home to hide from that thing. I started running really fast and then I started to fly. I am flying superman-style (actually, C told me I should fly like this) over the grey building blocks, past the green trees, in the gloomy, orange-colored surroundings. I can’t fly that well but the feeling is amazing. Sometimes I would lose altitude but I simply say “Go up!” and so I do. I land near the garages and I look up at a building block. On top of it I can see two guys dressed with Batman clothes. I know that those are the guys that are looking for me. C tells me to hurry so we can go into his flat. We finally reached the building block and we get to the first floor. I look at the doors. There are different from RL and there are only 2 where in RL there are 4. I get a bit suspicious but I’m still not lucid. I open one door and I can see 2 girl’s shadows being cast on a wall. They look hot. I and C go to them and we start the fun with the girls. After a few seconds something weird happened. My toy falls down on the ground. I pick it up and try to attach it back. I ignore this and I get dressed. This can’t be! I look out of the windows and I see a rock band in front of the block, unpacking guitars and other instruments. I get excited and I want to meet them. (lots of random unimportant details here). I see two cats and I’m afraid that the cats could actually be the two guys. (Gap) I am sitting in front of the building block. I realize that I am dreaming. I say to myself to stay calm. I slowly walk ahead and notice the surroundings. The dream starts to fade away but I remember that I should spin. At first I spun (is this the correct tense?) slow but then I’ve increased speed and I imagined that I would teleport at my school. I am still in the front of my block but there is a new building that looked like the school. I look around me and I notice the trees. They look absolutely real-like. Every leaf is there and the color is so strong. I am extremely amazed and pleased. I remember that usually the hands or fingers look weird in LD’s. I look at them but they look OK. I walk through the small alley and I reach the main street. I cross it and I get to the other side. Something is wrong... All the people that are walking around me are homeless and weird. “I want all the people to be normal again” I say to myself but that doesn’t happen. Instead, a homeless guy shakes my hand, but it actually grabs it so hard, that it breaks my bones. Everyone around is laughing. I escape his clutch and I give him a cool sidekick. From that moment, the police started chasing me. I did some cool moves to get past them and I woke up. End of dream.

Fallen finger(ND)
I’m sitting in my bed with my little sister. She said mom hates her and that her pinky hurts. I look at her pinky finger and I see that it’s larger than usual. I try to pull her finger. When I do this, her finger breaks and I am stuck with a pinky in my hand. I look at her hand and I can see a white piece of bone stuck out. I attach the finger back and I tell my sister to keep pressing there really hard. End of dream.

Originally Posted by Gothic Fighter

21st of September 2009

The Play(ND)
I am playing some role in a play on a big scene. After the show I kiss a few girls. They are amazed and they run after me. I see a big building and I hide inside. End of recall.

“Are you a lucid dreamer?”(ND)
I’m at school and the music class is about to begin. A new teacher comes and puts a CD of Children of Bodom to play. After the song finished playing, he said that the song was played by Children of Decadence. “You’re wrong!” I tell him and he agrees. (Gap) Another class is about to begin and on the blackboard I can see the name of the class and the name of the teacher but not the whole name but only a few letters. The teacher gets in together with some persons (probably family member) and they go inside a hall or near a staircase. The teacher has a phone and he asks me if I can give him my phone for a while. I give him the phone, he gives me his and he says he has a couple of million messages on it. I don’t know what to do until he tells me I should press the No button together with another button. I can remember that the phone was a blue Siemens and the teacher was standing somehow on a podium or something. (Gap) An old man takes some photos with the phone in a house. (Gap) Being inside the living room of my own house I feel safe. I look around and I see some people standing there. They look like they are guests. I am part of a show in which I am some kind of Benjamin Button the 2nd and a lady tries to look at me so she would recognize me. She asks me do some things and I listen to her. (Gap) A girl is leaning over a table and I can see her panties. After that she stays straight. She looks like she is Indian. I can’t remember her clothing. I look at the table near her and I see a pink notebook. I look closer and I see that there’s something written but I can’t actually read it. I look closer and I see the letters DJ. I look up at her. She looks scared. I ask her if that is her Dream Journal after which I wake up.

Fish-eye(LD ;WILD)
After I wake up in RL I close my eyes really quick and try to go to sleep. After a split second I see a very vivid image. It’s a crossroad near the church. I see this through a fish-eye-like effect. I wake up quickly.

Originally Posted by Gothic Fighter

14th of September 2009

Mirror(ND)
I have two x-rated movies. (Gap) I am in the kitchen and I am sticking my toy into a girl who sits on a pillow. I go to the bathroom and I look in the mirror. I see myself like in real-life. Then I wash my face or do something else and I look in the mirror. An obvious dream sign came after this. As I looked in the mirror, the image in the mirror showed that my head was looking to the left and then turned to match my position. I wake up after a while.

Metin 2(ND)
A friend told me to take care of his Metin 2 character while he is gone. (Gap) There are some monsters which kills the character. This takes place in some desert. After he is killed I wake up.

Bath of Records(ND)
My dad is sitting in the bath like it would be a sofa. Around him, inside the bath I see some vinyl records. I wake up.

New Old PC(ND)
I’ve started the PC. When I look at the monitor I see a different logon screen with two user names (I don’t have a logon screen).I go in the hall and I see my big sister, arrived from Greece. Also near her I see my PC. When I go back in the living room she says that she changed the PC with my old one (doesn’t exists). I look at the monitor and I see it’s very big, much more like a TV. I push it a little bit to the back of the wall and I wake up.

Don’t do It!(LD;WILD)
I am watching some guy on a construction site. He wants to jump of a big unfinished building. I know that I’m dreaming and I wake up.

Originally Posted by Gothic Fighter

12th of September 2009

The Bus(ND)
I’m in the sea with my mom and my sister. There are waves coming. I look around and I see that I actually am on a street in the city that is filled with water. Some of the waves splashed me in my face and left water in my mouth. I get to the shore (the sidewalk) and my mom gives me a towel. I take it but it is cold and I tell her to give me my clothes. I get dressed because I have to go home. I stand in front of a car. Inside there is a woman who tells my mom that I’ve been nice and quiet during the road there and she hopes that I would be the same on the road back. I look at my back and I see three blue big buses filled its passengers. I turn back my head and the car is starting. I get in and try hard to hold on the window. After a few seconds my mom helps me and I get in. I am in a bus and in the back I can hear the ticket checker talking or singing in the back. I look at my left and I see an empty seat and I assume it’s the appraiser’s. I look out of the front window and I see that the driver is making some kind of tour. I see lots of smoke coming from the ground and from some buildings. It seems that I am in a desert or so because there is a lot of sand and a few buildings that look like small houses. As I get near the smoke, I see that a smoke grenade causes it. The bus gets past a hole in the ground and then runs over a building, breaking it. I am scared but he says it’s OK. After this I wake up and go back to sleep again right away. Then the next thing happened:

Crowbar (LD; WILD)
I open my eyes for a second, and then go back to sleep. I enter right away in a dream in which I am in my bed, just waking up. I can still somehow feel my real body. So I am conscious in both “worlds”. In the dream world I say that I’m dreaming and I hit my little sister which was near me with a crowbar and I wake up, this time for real.

Down the Hill(ND)
I’m participating in some kind of weird contest. I have to collect as many apples or balls I can. I am the leader and I am going downhill which is very abrupt. I manage to reach the other side and I see many trees and vegetations. I am participating with/against several girls. End of recall.

Originally Posted by Gothic Fighter

9th of September 2009

The Life Tree(ND)
I’m at my grandparents, in the garden, near or in the improvised WC. There are 2 more guys near me. The inside is different. It’s like another world in it. IN the air it’s a small tree, without leafs and a few branches and we’ve called it the tree of immortality or something like this. Whoever took a branch lived forever or something. We are doing some ritual. I take one branch which looks like a baseball bat. I am running with it downhill, through the corn and then on raw ground. There was a girl somewhere but I can’t remember where exactly.

In the Mansion(LD; DILD)
Note: This is my first dream ever in which I’ve made a Reality Check and lasted more than 5 seconds!
I am going home on the road towards the water stream. I look up and I see bi8g stormy clouds coming. I look behind and I see my little sister. I tell her to hurry. The wind blows strong but the context or scene changes a bit. I am with my 2 best friends. We are walking past one’s block and we are talking about dreaming and/or lucid dreaming. We are supposed to go on the roof of my block to watch or study something related to dreaming. I enter the block, climb the stairs to the first floor and I notice that the doors are not as they should be. They are all metallic and different. This happens every time in my dream so I’ve got a little suspicious. I climb up the stairs to the next floor and it’s dark so I can’t see anything but I continue walking until I reach the second floor. I look at the doors and I realize that I’m dreaming. I remained calm so I won’t lose lucidity. For the first time I’ve done a Reality Check. I pressed my thumb against my other hand. It failed but I still knew that I was dreaming. I’ve done the nose RC and I could simply breathe through my closed nostrils. I said to me that I am safe, because I am in my bed and this is a dream. I wanted to make the hand RC again. When I pressed my thumb against my palm, the spot where I’ve pressed became numb and I had a strange sensation, but it still hasn’t worked instead I had a scar of the shape of my nail which actually hurt a little. I look around and I see that I am alone. Ahead of me I see some carpets on the ground. I think about a hot classmate of mine and wish it to be there. But as soon as I think this I wake up, and I was starring at the bedroom table. I don’t remember If I’ve done any RC to make sure it was not a False Awakenings (never had one) but I guess I’ve did because I’ve wrote my dream.

Originally Posted by Gothic Fighter

26th of August 2009

Bright Sky(LD; WILD)

Note: My first LD since I’ve wrote this journal!
I’m saying to myself: “If I was dreaming, I would fly around and watch the sky and the ground.” I am actually doing so. I am floating in place. It’s a beautiful landscape. On the ground I can see the very green grass and trees. I look at the sky which is of a very bright blue. Everything was extremely vivid. I focus on the sky at the horizon and try to see how real this dream can… Hey, I’m dreaming! Everything became more real than real life. After a few seconds of lucidity and excitement, I start losing altitude and the dream began to fade. I remember that I have to spin and/or rub my hands but I couldn’t do this because I was in the air. The dream faded completely and I woke up.