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i had a dream i finally went to Tokyo to be with my girlfriend. Since it was kind of a personal an intimate dream, i won't be posting the details. (Though japan has a beautiful countryside!)

i had a dream last night.....

i was some form of darkness..... just a bodyless entity floating through the woods on a fall day... the time period was around medieval era.... and i was very lonely. i cane a across a log cabin and i remeber just watching the man who lived in there for a very long time... like until he passed away...


then the dream fast fowards, and i am in a human form now.... though there is still darkness within me. the time has jumped ahead. it's like around the 50's. i live in a beautiful home with an amazing husband. but yet the darkness still lingers. my eyes are a blood red, and i have to wear contacts every single day so my husband doesn't see them. and i have to eat flesh and blood to sustain, along with souls. strangly, we live in a normal looking white house from the 50's, but it is in the exact spot where the log cabin had been centuries before. our live where completly normal, beyond what i was. i would sneak out in the late hours of the night, to go feast on animals flesh blood and souls. it wasn't the most 'nutritious', if you will; (think of it like fast food). if i wanted to be healthy, it had to be humans... but i didn't know this. so as time goes on i got a little sicker and sicker...

one day, my husband had 3 of his friends over, but one of them had to bring their kids for whatever reason. by this point in time, i was very very hungry. not only where the animals not satisfying my hunger, but i also hadn't feasted on any in about a week because my husband had been staying up late doing things. things where changing... my skin had grown darker... my eyes where a darker shade of red... i was very irratable and bitchy. and i constant need to feed.... human food and bevarage did nothing for me.

so my husband had his friends over, i'll leave out all the small talk and bs-ing around that they did. i was trying to mind my own buisness reading a newspaper in the kitchen when i heard banging and laughing coming from the basement/downstairs... and the only thing down there was our room. i sighed, annnoyed, and went down to see what those damn kids where up too. when i got down there, there they where. the 2 boys maybe 6 and 8 years old. jumping up and down on our bed, laughing and giggling, smacking each other with the pillows. the room was trashed. i was beyond furious....

i screamed at them to stop immediately, and to get out. they stopped and just kind of looked at me for a moment.... and then went right back to it. and then i snapped. i let out a low blood curling scream. my eyes glowed and my contacts popped out. claws grew out of my hands. fangs shot out of my mouth. before the children had any time to react, i grabbed the bed by the bottom frame, and flipped it over completly. the 2 boys where stick underneath it. i laughed manically as i picked up one by the neck with one had and stared into his eyes. the complete terror and fear in his eyes only fueling the darkness. "ohhh child... yo ushould have listened to you elders hmm??" i then snapped his neck simply by squeezing it and threw him to the side. he hit the dresser with a thud and landed on the floor. the other child stuck under the bed, was able to see the whole thing. and he was screaming. i picked the bed up with one arm, and stood there with my other hand on my hip. i watched him scramble for the door, falling down twice before making it. just as he hit the doorframe i threw the bed at him, as he spalltered against the wall and his guts went flying everywhere. i laughed to myself "pathetic child." I then went over to the other boy i had already killed and began feasting, wripping his flesh with my mouth scratching him and tilting my head back to drink all the blood... and then suddenly i heard a scream. a scream that i had heard only once, when my husband was in danger. and my sense came rushing back to me. 'what have i done...' was all i could think. i just sat on the floor with my head down. covered in the childs blood guts and organs.my husband and his 3 friends surrounded me, and the dream fades to black....

the dream fades in, and im in a prison cell, in a strange form. i'm something between human and... not. the closest resemblance i guess is like a smaller version of pyramid head? but without the pyramid. our skin looks exactly like it. and we are in rags. there is no difference between the male and females we are all andgrogynous and identical. here's a picture for some refrence.
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there's 4 of us in my cell, we all look exactly like this. and across from us in the other cell is another 4 who look exactly as we do. there are collars around all of us. i'm assuming that is what bound us to our current forms. just then a loudspeaker goes off. it tells us to line up in front of our cells near the bars. we all do so accordingly. apparently i have done this many times before, as i'm very familiar with everything. (implying i have been in the cell for a long time). a door opens and more of our "kind" come shuffling through in a straight line. we all hold our hands out throw the bars and attempt to touch them. we all frantically try to grab them as they walk past us. they make half hearted attempts to touch each and everyone of us as a human guard pushes them along with a cattle prod. they combatants. they are taken from their cells and forced to compete in an arena for humans and animals... and most times they end up killing each other. because no one shares they prey. they are far too hungry for that. we won't die from starvation but we will go mad.

the time passes forward, and i've become a combatant in the arena. it was my first time going out. we released into a fake suburb sort of dome, where humans and animals where running around frantically trying to escape us. it was chaos. many of us would kill something and start feasting on it, only to have another one of us smash their head in and steal the food. i grabbed an ardvark and smashed its head in, then began make my way towards a house. managed to grab a dog on the way. i went into the living room with my collectings and devoured the advark whole. right as i began to eat the dog, another creature of darkness came into the living room. while we looked identical due to these collars keeping us in this strange state, our voices where not inhibited. i stared him down, waiting for him to make a move, still lurching over my pray. eventually he spoke, in a panicked voice. he was young. his voice was a tennager boy. "p-please! i mean no harm! i'm just trying to survive!". i stand up and walk over to him, dragging the dog by the tail. when i'm in front of him i just stop and stare at him. he starts shaking and cowers a little bit. i tilt my head to the side, just to toy with him a little more. he says "oh no" and falls to his knees cowering. i then rip the dog in half and give him half. "eat." i said. then i sit down next to him and begin eateing my half. he just looks at me confused for a minute... then begins eating the dog like he's never eaten before. and as we sit in the room devouring our meals the dream fades to black and ends...