non-lucid

26.11.2010

Local Show (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was a little kid starring in a local TV Series, but somehow I'm able to feel the true feelings of the kid, and not just acting it out.

Fragments:
- The show is about this legendary person who sells soup buns.
- The mother of my character was having dinner with a group of people (actors and actresses in real life)
- I turned to my 6 year old (older) brother next to me and asked, "...When is Daddy coming home?" My brother said he didn't know and asked a big brother eating at a table to bring him out to eat, leaving me behind.

26.11.2010

Porn Movie? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I actually remembered this dream quite clearly, but I thought I would hold on to the memory and so I drift off to another dream, but clearly it distorted the memory.

- starring in a porn movie, something about the second video
- accidentally sending the movie to BL (my previous crush), so I was getting flustered about it. Apparently he pleaded with me to stop doing this, and I demanded a reason from him why. The dream ended with a, "Because I still love you."

I woke up, relieved.

22.11.2010

Battle Royale 2 + Hide and Seek (?) (Non-lucid, supplemented by melatonin)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Another exciting dream; too bad I forgot a few details. I think I'm too obsessed with Battle Royale. Maybe it's turning me evil.

I was upstairs in a room, together with a lot of my friends. We were bracing ourselves and preparing ourselves mentally for the ordeal we're about to go through. Strangely enough, I found myself being more and more excited about this Battle Royale programme.

Finally it was my turn. I grabbed my allocated stuff and went to the lift. In the lift, I quickly checked my items and found out I was given a pistol.

Quickly I tucked it into my pocket but I forgot to check for bullets and extra ammunition.

When I stepped out off the lift, I made my way and saw 2 of my friends hiding under something, with a gap below (and that is why I was able to see them). I ignored them and retraced my steps, not sure if they were planning to shoot whoever walks by. Suddenly I heard 2 gun shots and when I swerved around, I saw the 2 friends being knocked back, dead.

I grabbed my pistol and I saw my senior, Iv, coming around the corner with a gun. I fired 2 shots at him immediately and with a groan of pain, fell to the ground. His partner, also my senior, D, followed behind and I frantically shot him crazy right in the face. He did the same, but weirdly enough both of us were not affected.

*SCENE CHANGE*

I found myself along with a group of my friends at school. We were still in the Battle Royale, and apparently we grouped up. The Battle Royale game was slowly morphing into Hide and Seek.

"Let's stick together and find the last person!" someone cried.

No, that is stupid. This is a Battle Royale game and the last thing I want to do is stick with a big group of people, I thought. I suggested to my 2 friends to sneak this way and be sure not to stand up or they would be seen through the windows, but they ignored me. Frustrated, I joined the big group.

Our weapons changed into a roll of newspapers. All of us.

Finally we reached the canteen. We did not know where to start looking. This is where the dream gets a bit fuzzy. I remembered myself and a few people running up and down, trying to find the last person. Finally, I made my way all the way back of the canteen, and I found him, OWJ. Apparently we were supposed to tap their feet when they sing their song.

"Up up up up up up you you I I," OWJ sang. I quickly ran up and tap his feet.

As OWJ and I made our way back. He sang Teenage Dreams and another song I forgot.

20.11.2010

Escape (Non-lucid, supplemented by melatonin)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Took half a pill of melatonin before bed. I think half a pill works best for me, since I had an awesome sleep (if not were for my do hogging up the entire bed). Actually I had 2 dreams, but I forgot the first one.

I was in Kovan and I was trying to run away from my friends who were trying to force me to do something. I ran down from Mavis Tutorial Centre, all the way to Heartland Mall, bumping into people on the way. I ran up the escalator, pushing and shoving.

"Ah, I'm so sorry, I apologise!"

On the way, I quickly morphed myself into a female so as a disguise. Finally I reached the end of Heartland Mall and ran into a cafe and quickly sat down on a stranger's table. The girl on the left was eating from some kind of cup that looks like cappuccino.

"Is that cappuccino?" I asked.

"No, that's lasagne," the woman on the right replied.

Apparently the DC on the left was learning how to cook and was asking the DC on the woman for opinions.

The waitress of the cafe was my friend, G, and she knew I transformed into a female to avoid being recognised. She walked over to my table.

"Hey, can you buy something at least?" G said.

"Alright, give me a hotdog."

All this while, while the DC on the right was eating from the cup, she kept grinding her legs onto my feet, and yes it hurts.

15.09.2010

Mini Battle Royale (Non-lucid, supplemented by Melatonin and Vitamin B6)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Popped a pill again. Unfortunately I took quite a while before I slept. I don't think melatonin works for me. Oh I also ate a banana and drank apple juice before I slept.

The following dream were in bits and pieces. I had a similar dream before, and it was fun yet intense. I couldn't recall the full thing because I tried the WILD technique and didn't focus much on recall.

I was in my house and there were a number of people in it too. We were having a mini battle royale with each other and we were supposed to hide and kill as many people as possible without being killed yourself.

I remembered when we all separated to go into our hiding spots, I immediately whipped out my gun and shot thrice at a dream character next to me. I think everyone was stunned and quickly ran away to hide. Yeah I'm bad ass B-)

Anyway right after that I couldn't think of anywhere to hide so I stood in the middle of the house, fully exposed to get shot. I wondered why I haven't been shot at all during that moment.

*loss of dream/time in between*

(I remembered a few things, people running out suddenly to shoot someone, me trying to hide but I realised I was too big to squeeze in between a chair and a cupboard, wondering how can someone ever squeeze into a 5 cm opening)

I remembered getting shot and I became dead. But somehow I cheated and revived at some rooftop. There was a smalled hut on the roof, and I had my sniper with me. I tried to aim the pair that murdered me, but I kept missing.

*loss of time*

(I remembered the pair of murderers were actually siblings, and they're somehow in love or something. It was sick.)

14.09.2010

Sea, Camera Fragment (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I read this article in the afternoon yesterday, and I wanted to give it a shot so right before I slept I got out a notebook and wrote the day's activities. It took me around 10 to 15 minutes, and I was quite satisfied. I climbed into bed feeling rather tired.

Unfortunately I only got a few fragments of my dreams. At least they were ridiculous; I'm getting quite sick of my dreams being realistic and boring.

Some fragments:

• I remembered being at the bottom of the ocean, like a city in the sea with my friends D and G. I can't remember the conversation we had between us, but then we rose to the top and we appeared at the basketball court in my school.
  
  As we left the court I told D to remove the oil stains from the sea, as obviously it was extreme pollution to the ocean. I then walked towards the canteen and it was either evening/night time. I saw a few people with weird costumes on them and I walked to one of them. It was my friend from primary school, P.
  
  I saw a huge switch on the costume and a small notice 'Press for coupon!', so I went ahead and pressed the switch of P's costume. It was actually a camera in disguise, there was a huge white blinding flash of light and everything went white.

I woke up.

13.09.2010

Mathematics Fragment (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Listened to an audio aid repository for half an hour before going to bed. However, I didn't get any lucids and recall was horrible.

Fragment:

• I was taking the Mathematics Preliminary Exam in school when I realised I forgot to bring the construction set. Worried, I flipped through the paper to check for any construction questions and there were a quite a number of questions worth a lot of marks.

04.05.2010

Qualitative Analysis (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I had planned on using MILD to induce a lucid dream so I went to bed chanting "I will have a lucid dream" in my head. I think I wasn't focused enough since my mind was filled with so much things (like random songs etc). I drifted off into a dream.

I found myself in a room similar to those in Mavis Tutorial Centre. There were a lot of people around and I knew at once were in a grouped Chemistry lessons. I spotted my junior, R, in front. I thought it was quite weird, for he was 2 years younger than me yet we were in the same class, but I let it slide (I can't believe I missed this).

"Hey R, what are you doing here?"

"I don't know. My Qualitative Analysis is quite weak, so my mother enrolled me here."

"But QA is so easy! You won't fail it, trust me."

"I know, but my mother insists on me attending this lesson!"

"I don't like it when the solution changes colour when you stir it."

WL came jumping by, "I like it!"

Hearing this, I changed my mind suddenly, "I like it when the solution changes colour when you stir it."

SW turned to me and asked if I had changed into my school uniform. I looked down at myself and saw myself wearing my uniform over my sports attire.

I woke up.

School Fragment (Supplemented by Melatonin and Vitamin B6)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

So I popped a pill, containing 3mg of melatonin and 3mg of Vitamin B6. Stayed up for a while before letting the drowsiness kick in. I'm not sure of this, but I had a lot of 'day-dream' moments before falling asleep (need someone to tell me what are these!).

Unfortunately I kept waking up, which is weird because melatonin is supposed to make you fall into deep sleep for the first 70% or so of your sleep. I did get dreams in the morning though, quite a lot of them, and are not very vivid, which is another thing that surprised me.

Some fragments:

• I remembered seeing 20 notifications in DV.
• From what I can remembered, I recalled waking up in my classroom during recess and checking if there's still time to grab a bite. On the way I had to pass through the gym, and I saw my Discipline Master instructing someone on how to use some equipment. He asked me to pass him a wooden ball, which I did. He dropped it, but I continued walking on.
  
  Instead of heading towards the canteen I walked to the school hall where everyone was playing badminton. Someone asked me why I came so late, and I told him I was feeling drowsy (probably because of the melatonin) and decided to sleep for a while. I borrowed a badminton racket from a friend and decided to show off my badminton skills, which weren't very good at that moment.
  
  The bell rang, and someone told me I ruined their game because they were winning. I thought he was joking, so I let it slide, but after a while I asked if it was true. But before he could reply we saw everyone gathering at the foyer and I thought we were late for some sort of meeting, so we rushed there.
  
  I saw the Discipline master there, so on instinct I reached out to my shirt and began stuffing it into my pants for uniform inspection, but I failed. When I reached the foyer the DM told me he already inspected me, so I need not attend. I was quite confused at that moment, because the last time we saw each other was at the gym. I sat down near my juniors. A teacher walked by and decided to release us by shouting a command. She made a mistake at first, and everyone was waiting for her to amend it. Then to my horror she shouted out some weird command that goes like this: Pooh pooh pooh pooh backside backside 1 2 3 4 Go!

I woke up after that, still feeling horrified and wtf-ed at that command. My neck was quite sore.

Shoes and Underage Driving

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Fragment:

• Something about taking off and putting on shoes.
• I remembered driving, although I'm only 16. I wasn't very good at it, of course, and having no experience in driving I perceived pressing the accelerator slightly will take me really fast. I remembered me driving my family.
• I also remembered scraping the car against the curb.

Note: I just bought pills that contain 3mg of melatonin and Vitamin B6. I'll try taking them tonight and I'll report tomorrow for some results.

Confused, much (20th August 2010)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It started out at some kind of spaceship. Deuce (my dog) ate some kind of parasite and I thought he was going to die. As I help him up, he became really aggressive and died (like the Neville's dog in I Am Legend).

Then I found myself with a girl in her house that so resembled mine. We were planning to have sex. I told her I needed to pee, probably because i was rather pee urgent in waking life. When I went to the bathroom, I found out that my braces fell out, so I took them out of my mouth and returned back to the room. We started making out, but then she stopped and corrected me about my hand position. Then I slid my hand down her sides and I could feel her boobs.

I couldn't take it anymore. I flung her to one side and we sat there for a long awkward silence. Finally I murmured to her that I'm gay before getting up. Suddenly she said she was a lesbian too and we were both surprised and weirded out.

I found out that my brother was with her's in the other room. I started panicking and then I saw my brother coming out to use the bathroom. I squeezed between something and tried to hide. After my brother returned to the room, I mouthed to the girl that my brother was in the other room. I told her to open the gate as I hurriedly gathered my things.

To my bloody exasperation the girl took her time to unlock the bloody gate. I could hear the two guys walking towards us. Finally the gate was opened and I ran out, not before my brother saw my back. I left my slippers behind, thinking that the girl could bring them down for me. I used the stairs, running down two steps at a time for fear my brother would find me.

I switched different sets of staircases every few levels so as to mislead my brother, if he was chasing me. All this while I could feel my heart pumping like mad.

Screwed-up Performance (5th June 2010)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It's about time I update my Dream Journal. Luckily for me I remembered this dream; I forgot every single dream I had recently. This one is quite short.

From where I can remember, the dream started out in Zhonghua's school hall. The stage was much bigger. I was standing at the side of the stage, and the Chinese Orchestra was performing then. Jetaime asked me to join in before running off to her seat and started playing. I was quite confused because it was CO that was performing, not band. I ran down the stage and made a big U-turn about in the hall.

*loss of time here*

I then found myself on the stage, preparing to play with the band. Ms Ong was together with the audience. Mr Chew (conductor) turned to the audience and asked them to listen to us while staying in the push-up position. Relunctantly everyone in the audience, including Ms Ong got down and did as they were told.

As Mr Chew flicked the baton the band screwed up. Apparently we were supposed to wait for the 3-beat roll, but some of the people in the band started playing already. Horrified I turned and looked at KiHyun.

Splitting Portions of Chicken (1st May 2010)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

(I forgot a lot of things in the dream. I could only recall the last few seconds.)

We were in front of my school's staff room. Sharon had entered the room and was playing rock, paper, scissors with no one in particular. This was a time turning technique that Sharon has, but this time it failed because she was inside the staff room.

I called Mr. Hazry out and told him that Sharon could not turn time in the staff room, but he replied, "I know." So then we were puzzled on how to split portions of the chicken.

After much discussion, I suggested that we give him the chicken thigh, while we take the rest. Mr. Hazry agreed. Back in class, Sharon decided to make Chicken Curry with our portion of the chicken.

I woke up.

Cat-Eating Zombies (30th April 2010)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in my previous room with my dog on the double-decker bed. My dog was on the steps and I was on the bed, and we were both hiding from my parents, who apparently had turned into zombies that would turn people into their kind upon attacking.

I noticed my dog cowering in fear, and I was relieved that I had my dog with me to go through this whole ordeal together. I quietly approached my dog down the steps, coaxing Deuce up to the bed with me, but then suddenly my parents' door flung open. In horror, I quickly sprung back to my bed and tried to lie down to avoid being seen, but it was too late.

My father came out of the door and immediately pounced on me, trying to break my jaw. We struggled for a while, and in the end my father managed to break my jaw a little.

I walked to the kitchen where I saw my father again and asked him to just finish me off. Once again he tried breaking my jaw and it came off.

I saw my mother cooking cat meat, and asked if I wanted to take a bite. I replied, "No." and walked to the living room and switched on the television. It was showing a documentary about MRT (Underground Train in Singapore), and there is a station in the Circle Line that is right underneath England.

I woke up.