Blue, blue windows behind the stars.

15.03.2011

9 (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I walked on the sideway with a couple of friends and a girl(let´s call her Angie). It was a warm summernight and everyone was laughing and having a good time.
For a moment, I kind of slipped behind the group of friends, and walked behind them. Suddenly, Angie turned around, towards me and smiled. I gave her a kiss. I could not really tell how she reacted, she looked happy and troubled at the same time.
Later, one of us(me or Angie) realized that we had lost something(maybe keys) on the road, so we went back looking for it together, without the group. I was carrying her and she had her legs wrapped around my waist.
I remember runnig quite fast at some points, and I fell over and over, scraping my knees over and over. I tried very hard and succeded with protecting and keeping her from falling to the ground.

The girl in the dream, Angie, is a girl that I had a minor relationship with a couple of years ago. We had a clean break from that and about a year ago I met her at a party and I fell in love with her, but i could not tell her this since she was with another guy. Ever since that time I have had her on my mind.
I dont meet her very often since we live in different villages, but once in a while it happens, and I do not know what to do.
Well, the day before I had this dream I met her at the trainstation for just a couple of seconds since I had to catch a train.
I did not notice her until she called my name, and walked up behind me and gave me a hug...
Maybe I should try to talk to her again.
This can not go on.