false awakening

So I'll set the scene first. I found DV online and instantly got interested in LDing. I read about mantra's and how powerful they can be to get yourself to do something. Before falling asleep I repeated, "I will have intense, vivid dreams, and remember them in the morning", around 50 times. I don't remember the last time I said it to be honest because I was repeating it over and over in my head. But after falling asleep around 11PM, I had a dream, recorded it, fell back asleep around 5:45, and had another one which was interrupted by my alarm clock, but I was able to slip back in I think. So here we go...

Dream 1: I wake up at 5:15 AM
I’m in a dorm room playing drinking games. I’m with B and a bunch of random people that I can’t remember. B is wearing a white/beige sundress. The drinking game is a card game. I look at my cards and I have 2 or 3 random cards, although I can’t remember what they are. I look down again and I now have X-Men cards and they are unusable so I ask for a few more cards to replace mine. I get new cards and notice that some of the girls are playing their own game, B included. Although B is playing, she’s looking at me. No one else seems to notice this but us and she spreads her legs and lets me see downstairs. She’s not wearing underwear. She does this on and off until she decides to play her game. I notice a poster on the wall and I teleport.

I still see the poster but am totally oblivious to the world around me. The poster is a Meshugga poster for their CD Obzen. It also has a write up on the band on the left side of the poster. I read the write up and learn that all the members are heavy drug users. I pay no mind to that and suddenly are teleported on stage at a rock concert. I am playing guitar in front of roughly 300 people. When I teleport, it’s right at the end of a song. My friend SS is there and yells to me and says, “Hey Tom, check this out!!” I look over and realize that he’s playing Sanitarium by Metallica. I play the heavy part, and a chorus, and start the first solo. As I get to the one high note on the first part of the solo, I get really nervous, my hands start shaking uncontrollably, and I say I’m done. After this I wake up, record my dream and try to resume sleeping.

Dream 2: I wake up at 6:20 and fall back asleep.
This dream happened with periods of waking up. First I seem to be in a house that I’ve never been in before. It’s in a rural forested area. I’m with someone who I’ve never met before but seem to know very well by our conversations. Although I can’t remember exactly what was said, I remember them to be very light, happy, and playful. After walking downstairs, I realize I’m not happy with the front door and I either remove it, or it disappears. The other person suggests using the upstairs door. The house then moves like an elevator. The porch I’m standing on stays very still but the house moves downward. The second floor door is now in front of me and I’m also not happy with it. It’s covered in flowers and is pink. Also the door looks pretty beat up and flimsy.

I walk towards the back of the house and mention, “What’s the point of an amusement park in your back yard, if you can’t even use it.” I take a couple of steps through the yard which is not covered with grass. It seems to be more of a forest floor and covered with 4 leaf clovers. I walk forward and teleport to the top of a waterslide hub. There are around 8-10 slides at the top of this platform. I’m still there with the unknown person and she/he goes down and I’m left alone. I look around for a while and realize that I lost my spot in line. Now there are many children in my way and I can’t go down. I look away and am teleported again.

Now, I’m inside a bar and there are numerous fish tanks built into the walls and the trim around the ceiling. The fish tanks are not usual fish tanks. They are very round and cylindrical around the trim and are block like in the middle of the walls. I’m with my brother and we’re talking about random stuff. I mention to him that there is a turtle inside one of the tanks in the trim. He looks over, it goes through one of the corners and is blocked out of view for a second. I look again and it’s a turtle from Super Mario Brothers. I don’t see this as weird and suddenly it seems as though my brother is playing Super Mario Brothers and gets 7 1ups at the end of the level.

I wake up and my brother and his friend Fisher are there and they are playing Super Mario Brothers. It looks like the second one, but I’m not entirely sure. Since I think I’m awake, I realize that I had a crazy dream. I grab my notebook and pen and start to write down my dream. I can’t remember what I wrote down. I look at what I’m writing and I’m writing in red ink, although I clearly remember having a black pen when I wrote my earlier dream down. I think nothing of it and think I grabbed a different pen. As I’m writing, the pen and the text that I wrote start changing colors. They are in unison and rotate through all the colors of the rainbow like a fiber optic Christmas tree. I think nothing of this and am impressed with myself that I bought such a cool pen. As I’m writing I wake up for real.


So many lucid signs I could have taken, but I only learned about LD yesterday. Hopefully I'll have some more luck tonight and the rest of the week.