Somewhere Over The Rainbow

Run into my ex in Europe somewhere, with his friends, dining at a table along a seawall…one friend says “I can’t stand this anymore, let’s hang out” and kisses me on the mouth, meant to be friendly but also suggestive…looking through photos on my camera while another of his friends leans against me, he’s tired….I look out at the water and there are owls on a ship, someone mentions how beautiful they are, I agree. I try to get closer to get a shot, and when I look through the viewfinder there is no owl, but rather a dog on a plank, wearing a costume. I try to take several shots of him but they’re all blurry…..back at the table I mention that I never want to leave…

My family is there in Europe too, there is a party or some sort of gathering….I hear everyone start to scream that my nephew is missing, I go running in a panic to find him, then someone mentions how my nephew isn’t a child anymore…my nephew comes walking out of nowhere…

I’m part of some team putting together recipes in a competition or for school or something, except I’m been away a couple of days and haven’t contributed much. I go to my team and they mention that they weren’t going to say anything to me, but were just going to see what I did. Then the instructor comes to look at our presentation, and I want to tell him that I should do something separately since I didn’t contribute anything to this, but I don’t say it….

Hiding from zombies, barricading a room...

scarves...my mom? ...

It's my last day, at work maybe, I'm getting gifts and people are writing thoughtful notes...

Ex walks past my mom, she asks if ex was always hunchbacked and she didn't notice....

Marrying my ex, anxious, don't think it's right, day of the wedding, decide I can't do it, my boyfriend is the one I should be marrying...

Last night:

Zombies, everywhere, running from them, hiding, climbing things to get away...same scenes repeating...something happens, they go back to being normal people...skip to another scene and they are zombies again....find a tiny dog, try to save him and take him with me, he squirms and jumps out of my arms, crawls under something and gets away...

Other night:

Don't quite remember the dream, but I do remember trying to dive into the floor the way I would dive into water, and I was doing it to become lucid, but wasn't lucid.