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In a house, there where people, i don't know them, they had a monkey as a kind of pet, i liked him, he started to dance, i found that exciting, i tryd to dance with him, then i went with him for a walk, he tried finde other apes, but there where just dogs, i felt a bit sorry for him, because he had no one of his kind.... i thought mybe i can learn to communicate with him really thorough,.... the monkey, though, looked weird, he was small, like a middle sized dog and he had big foods...

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sleeping in bed, my brother slept directly under my mattress, i was a bit pissed of, because he woke up when i made a sound, i sad, that since he know, that he is actually awake for short periods, he cant sleep quit well, then he got up and wanted to start a discussion, i blocked it, and sad, that it is much to early for having an argument, so we stoped - besides that, there was also another room, and we could not figured out why he did not sleep there instead...

We where taking a trip with the car, Me, S and W - we stoped, to get somesthing, S got some food? and it took a while, i waited with W, as he came back, he told us, that now he will go to the tolet to fap. i thought to myself, if this takes another hour or so, i better not go with them.

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My Mom and I where comparing pubic hair...

I were near some house construction, on a hill, as i went down, someone gave me a stone, in the shape of a square, i should get that stone down... there was also a river, and i tried to use it do carry the stone farther down, it was not so easy, i met some people....

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going down a hill, i meet a girl, which had a crash with her bike, at first, i thought, her bike was completely destroyd, but then i saw, that i looked much worst, than i thought. just one thing pusseld me: the brakes where not to be found, so i figuerd, that they might be lost some other place higher up the hill...

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I met rut, we went so some sort of dinner, and when we came, she wanted to sit in the middle, because the outer seats where not good, as we sat there, someone told me, that it was her birthday party/dinner, i was a bit ashamed, because i didn't remember her birthday, but it on the other side, it was not that uncomfortable...

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i wrote something on facebook, it was not quet rady written, but it got online immediately i got some likes for it, i wondered about that

I was in India, lost the people with whom i traveled. Found them again, showed them some pictures on which i saw myself making yoga while my trousers dont fit and one could almost see my dig. fuck... there was more and more but it can't remember.....

I was i some place, inside a house, outside was war, or perhaps something in that vane, i sad to my companion, that i had to meet my brother (i colled him before), i told them, that he could held us with his skills. than i looked at the clock, and saw that it was already ten o'clock and i was supposed to meet him at nine in Liesing. i could not call him for some reason...

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Driving down in a buss, where i used to live. I get out, to look at a restaurant which obviously had opend in a home for handicapt people. i went into that restaurant and in seemd somehow suspicious, there was a tank with a lot of fish, i somehow landed in it and i swam with the fishs, i saw some of them die, actually there where two tanks. and then there where small whales, i thought, they caught them unintentional, and they had no use for them, i felt really bad for them, because they semmed to suffer here.
then i got some food from the restaurant, but i did not pay for it, i thought about the not paying, but i thought the make enought mony, so i drove with the plate in the buss.

Im kind of flying up a tree, but it's hard to fly smooth, i'm worried that i might fall, because i do not have controll over my getting up, it requires strengh and concentration...

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I'm at a kind of a festival, where a film gets screend for the first time.. or so, and there is freud, i somehow come in contact with him and it turns out, that i shall hold a talk bevore the movie starts, but actually i dont want to... so i sit myself in the audience. after a while - the movie is playing - freud talks with me, he ask's me some personal questions, and i remember, that i do not feel comforable to discuss them with him right now. and i think to myself, that he is a real knows that question to ask... then he tells me, that i should not take jung as an example of an ideal... because he even could not really fuck.