lucid

16 August 2011

I was falling asleep and had an extremely lucid dream - I did not feel fully asleep yet and tried to sit up (like I did when awake about 20 minutes ago). I struggled to sit up and wanted to scream, yet could not scream - there was just no sound. I saw a man (tall and faceless seen as dull white light) who gently pushed my left shoulder down and then my right shoulder as well. I woke up and realised that my guardian angel refused me to leave my body at this specific time.

I dreamed that I was accessing an on-line website .... try to include my identity number but instead found my ex-fiance's (who was murdered in 1998) id number with a password....then i woke up as i pressed the enter button.....

really hope the dream will continue so that i can try to find out what it means. the numbers 0,2,22,7 was very prominent.

7 January 2011
I was at a university (where i used to study many moons ago) and walked from the one side to the other side around the university grounds. As i walked it became darker and darker. I came across lots of Acacia trees and in the middle was an opening where a fire was burning. The university was still visible in the back ground in daylight. I saw 4 people, i standing and the rest sitting around the fire. There were a flash of light and it felt like I had sand in my eyes - struggling to see and walking towards the fire. There the 4th person who was standing all the time shouted at me to get away and actually pulled me away to avoid me touching the 3 dead bodies that laid scorching on the ground.

Needless to say, I could not sleep after this.