Lancell

First of about my real life experiences yesterday, witch had a huge impact on my life and dreams. I lost my 15 year old cat due to old age and had to face her in her dying moment as the veterinarian gave her the syringe. She purred into the very end at least, and she was calm, and she really had the best summer of her life. I didn't know how I would sleep, but I had 8 normal hours of perfect sleep, no lucid, no awakenings, witch was surprising to me due to I always have abnormalities in sleep and sleep habits when facing depression.

On to the dreams, first I dreamt about living in a city, my best friend worked with his sister and others that I didn't know but found to be nice, he worked in the same apartment building that I lived in and I wondered why we didn't see each other much much more, and he worked with something with food. He and his friends was comforting me because I lost my cat, and I had lots of fun with them playing games and generally having a good time with them. Quick note: Light sources is extremely important on how well I feel in my everyday life, especially the one outside and coming from the outside, back to the dream. The lightning was very nice, like a summer evening and I really felt comfort here. Then as the dream went on it took a bad turn, full of fixing problems. This part tough I can't remember very well, but somehow the group faced the problem of shattering and as that happened my best fiend could not work here, witch was very important to him and especially his sister, as she's mentally challenged and really seemed to work well here. It was something with another group, but together we faced the problems and fixed it somehow, everything also became darker. Light source was now gray and dull, this part I remember well again. Now I was on my own, and I didn't have my phone. I had to find a place witch was very hard to do without it. I had to use pay phones and the ones I called first didn't pick up and when they did they gave crappy information, I really had to think outside the box to find the street I was looking for, and eventually I found it thanks to help with others with phones.

Back to real life of today, funny thing is that I actually lost my phone forgetting it in my dads car, and I had to think outside the box trying to localize it. I never had a dream of a problem then having the same problem in real life day after, I only had dreams then trying to do the same thing in real life if it felt good doing so in the dream, like buying stuff I did in the dream.

Back to the dream again, finding the street led to my fathers house, and I didn't really knew why I forgot about where he lived, in this dream, my father and my younger sister lived together, and I really only wanted some time alone from them and sitting by the computer after a while. It was kind of how it was back in the day 10 years ago, and everything felt like it did 10 years ago, this is also a completely different dream than the first one.

Then on to next dream, my younger cat, that is now allowed to go outside, was outside now, taking the same route as the older cat I had (around the house).

Note (real life): Younger cat is not allowed to go outside since she panic over anything and we know she have survivability of a fly there. The older cat was a indoor cat and was allowed outside, always taking the same route around the house before wanting to go in again.

So in the dream, we discussed the younger cat finding a mate and eventually having babies, and that thought was promising to me, to be able to take care of one my younger cat's baby.

Since I only had those 3 dreams in my mind all day and not thinking about anything else than my older cat passing away, I can't remember more dreams for this night (I can remember all night dreams after waking up). I remember my dreams more freshly after I just awoke, and can't remember them after a while if I don't think about them a lot though out the day.