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I've had trouble sleeping the past 2 nights and I think that is part of my problem. It's mostly because I'm somewhat sick I do believe.

But I really haven't been able to remember my dreams the past 2 nights. I remember having dreams, I just can't quite remember what they were.

This happens every once in a while, I'll wake up in the morning and realize that my phone alarm is turned off and its time to actually get up. I have no memory of doing this, and I also don't remember any of my dreams. Oh Well.

Finally after over 2 months of trying to WILD/FILD with not a single lucid dream, I tried out MILD and it worked on my first try.

The dreams were a little messy and not super vivid, as I didn't think to try to stabilize them at all. This resulted in loss of different aspects of the dream, such as the only thing I could feel was a numbness through my body. I also had some trouble controlling the dreams.

The first dream I started in a corn field for whatever reason. Right then I was able to take control of the dream, just I couldn't do it very well. My overall current goal for lucid dreaming is that I'm able to live in the world of Korra and master all 4 elements. For this first night I made it my goal to at least get into the world of Korra. I tried to remember how to change the location, and the first thing I tried was jumping into a trash can and trying to stand up in a new world. That didn't quite work so I got out and went to the front door of the house and tried to open the door to a new world. It didn't work so I went inside and tried all the doors.

Eventually I opened a door and I ended up in an elevator. I had to push the other side of the elevator open myself, and when I did I was in a place that reminded me of the Inception hotel. I then woke up.

I MILD'd again and ended up at the farm house. This time my sister was there and for whatever reason I was Vi from league of legends and I was trying to change the world again and I just kept using vault breaker into doors to open them. I ended up going through the same elevator and ended up in the hotel again, and this time I made it to a room. I was back looking like myself and I tried to change my appearance. I was able to make myself more skinny but I had a different face, hair, and was wearing women's clothing. I then woke up.

So overall it wasn't a complete failure, I finally got to LD - so that is a step in the right direction.

The night started off with me having trouble sleeping, but then eventually I woke up at about 1AM after about an hour. I remembered having a dream, and went over the details before I fell back to sleep, but the next time I woke up I had forgotten it.

The next time I had woke up was around 4AM when my alarm went off. I remembered having a dream again, and could recall some of the details but by the time I woke up next, I had again forgotten it. I tried to WILD and had a lot of trouble staying focused on it, and eventually after trying I ended up being more awake than I should be so I just tried to fall back asleep.

I had one last dream for the night, but I can't quite recall what it was about. I know I was with a group of friends, but I don't know what we were doing. I do remember that towards the end of it I was hosting a party in what seemed to be a tree-house, but not a small one, this had a pool and a bar and the trees seemed to be ones from a jungle. I was looking at the dream from a 3rd person point of view. I was seeing everything this pale white girl was seeing, but I was also seeing her from the front and the backside.

I remember she was wearing a grey dress, with a black belt and had grey flip-flops on. Her hair was brown and she was wearing a large medallion that looked like a dream-catcher. I remember her walking around the party for a while. Towards the end I remember a group of 4 males showed up to the party and she brought them into an enclosed house-thing in the back of the whole area, and then closed the doors.

They asked something along the lines of, "How do we do this with one girl," and then she lead them around a corner to a group of 3 other girls sitting on a hot-tub in bikinis, the looked over and then I woke up.

I was keeping a physical DJ but I lost it somewhere a month ago so I had stopped writing my dreams down and I have noticed that my dreams are getting a little harder to remember so I decided to just restart it on here.

So last night was the closest I have come to having a lucid dream. I remember waking up and got prepared to try to WILD. I was still working on the relaxing part when I accidentally fell asleep.

I then remembered waking up to what I thought was just a short time after. I immediately just got up and went to my computer and searched, "How to WILD." Then I heard my dad coming down the hall with our dog, and he was yelling at me for being up and my dog was barking at me.

This was strange as my Dad hasn't yelled at me in a long time and my dog rarely barks, so I did a reality check and sure enough I was dreaming, and then I woke up.

So I guess it counts, just barely though.