side notes

March 7, 2012
I didn't write this dream down right away so I'm just going to summarize

The first part of the dream is extremely fuzzy. All I can remember is the fact that I faked my own death.

During the second part I am at this large football field. Off to the side are some tables. I, and a few others, are wearing party party hats and other party attire, most likely for a birthday. I remember gloating to them about how my parents thought I was dead

I then see some girl on the football field being a bully to someone else. I feel enraged and have a strong urge to beat her up, so I follow her. After a short while I manage to get near enough to punch her, and I stop when she is knocked out. After that I was all excited and proud.

The dream is fuzzy after that but I can recall flames and disaster as well as the fact that I was over 100 years old :/

March 3, 2012
So last night I fell asleep and forgot to use the app. However, even without it I managed to recall three separate dreams sonI guess I'm ok

1) Fragment- I am with Damon from the vampire diaries. I cannot recall any details :/

2) Me and my family are at this large estate-thing. I'm standing outside and it's nighttime, there is snow on the ground. I know that we are here for some big show/event that's going on and that there will be a bunch of celebrities.

We all walk over to this large porch-like structure with a roof to shelter ourselves from the cold air and snow. As we take a seat I notice two figures walking over, both elderly men. When they reach us I recognize them as celebrities, one being Tim Allen (I think).

The two celebrities ask if they could join us and we all get excited as they sit at our table. They both pull out drinking classes and a bottle of scotch, looking happy. When they pour the glasses one says "bottoms up!" and the game begins. One after one they drown down more scotch.

I am really excited at this point. All I can think is I must post this to Facebook!!! Looking over at my sister, however, I notice that she already has her phone out and probably posted about the celebrities before me. That's ok, though, since I don't like Facebook anyway.

After a time I decide to get up and walk in the snow. The other celebrity calls out to me asking "what's the snow like?" I bend down and and roll a bunch of snow into a ball. I hold it up for him to see, demonstrating that it is good snow, nice and sticky. He looks at it and asks, "What's it taste like?" I find this question to be incredibly stupid so when I bite into it I reply sarcastically: "like snow." I toss the snow on the ground and start to leave, but then he asks: "I hope we're not missing the show, could you go check and see that it hasn't started yet?" My brother and I start to walk towards the building where the event is being held and peer inside the gym. There are a bunch of people in robes standing around for the opening ceremony, so I hurry back to tell them.

After I informed everyone I decided to get something to eat. I walk into this kitchen area and hear scratching and whining coming from the oven. When I open it up I see my dog Cooper, and he doesn't look so good. I take him out and hold him, noticing there is another dachshund in there too, but it's already dead. Holding my dog I try to comfort him, but he dies in my arms .

Crying, I go to confront my brother. When I find him I ask him why Cooper was in the oven and not with him. He looks surprised and tells me had no idea he was in there, and that he thought Cooper had already died beforehand. When I ask him why that is he tells me that when he was playing with Cooper in the snow the dog had run and fallen over a high ledge. My brother went to check if he was ok but the fall was too bad and he didn't survive.

We both head back to the porch are where our family still is. As we near the area Cooper comes running from behind everyone, towards me. When he reaches me I somehow know he's just a ghost, but I don't care. I pick him up and stroke him, telling him I'll never let him get hurt again. I woke up crying and kept having to reassure myself that Cooper was alright .

3) It's hard to recall when and where this dream began, but the earliest scene was a small pond in the middle of the forest. There was a man there- it was John Carter (from the new movie, John Carter).

The dream somehow transitions to the desert where John Carter is approached by these people. They tell him that he must follow his hand (which glows) in order to survive. When they leave he hears something approaching and runs, his hand glowing when he is running in the right direction.

Suddenly, John Falls into an underground cave. It's dark but it is the perfect escape route. He follows his hand throughout the caves and at some point the whole thing turned more cartoon-like. He is suddenly accompanied by a woman who looks to be dressed like a Native American.

When they finally exit the cave they start to form a plan of some kind- it is no longer a cartoon. They are planning to do something to this woman who lives in a trailer.

I can't recall many details but I know the rest had to do with the Hunger Games and some park ranger guy.

March 2, 2012
So I havent been totally on top of my dream journaling lately. I decided today that I should get something down so I don't lose my motivation completely. Here are just a few highlights of some dreams I had over the past week or so:

1) This dream began with me going to school. On my way out I noticed some friends a few doors down. I went over there. The rest of the dream involved me hanging out there and suddenly there were fairies. We had to get rid of them- they were very mean. At the end I was in their house alone and I went all vampire-like and ran superspeed up to the fairy trying to scare it.

2) This dream was pretty strange. In the beginning I was cutting dresses out in my room with some device. I believe I was making prom dresses. For some reason a guy that I hardly know from school is camped out in the middle of my room- between mine and my sister's beds. Apparently he had been living there for a while. Later on I ended up giving him a tuxedo. Towards the end he ended up having a sleepover with a friend of his under my bed o.O.

That's pretty much it. I had a few more but I never wrote them down so the details are fuzzy and scattered. Tonight I hope to use my dream inducer app since I had my first lucid dream the night I used it

February 19, 2012
I had a tough time getting to sleep last night and couldn't remember any of my dreams when I woke up :/.

Yesterday I bought the dream inducer app thing that plays binural beats as you fall asleep. A lot of people have said it works great so I think I am going to try it tonight. I attempted last night but I kept getting disturbed as I was falling asleep so I gave up.

February 5, 2012
I had a pretty vivid dream last night, although not the most vivid one I ever have had. Strange thing is I saw a building in it that I believe I have seen in previous dreams Possible dream sign? Maybe....

1) There is a substitute in History class and he tells us that our teacher ordered us to get a packet of worksheets done by the end of class. I look at the board where she usually writes down our homework and realize that I haven't done the homework that was due that day- so I start it. I can recall sitting at my desk and doing it as descretely as possible so our sub doesn't notice. I think he was watching me with a disapproving glare but didn't say anything. Everyone begins to split into partners and so I sit down with my friend Abigail. We begin our packet and I remember the question being "what are the names of the four slaves?" or something similar. My dream switches to a new scene of a family of slaves in a wooden pen (the whole slave thing is relevant to what we have been learning in school on RL). The whole thing is fuzzy but I can remember writing down their names on the paper. The man's name started with a T but I can't remember what it was. I think the dream went back to the classroom where I was doing a few more questions and then finally switched back to the slave scene. This time the man's name wasn't the one that started with a T, but Olaudah Equiano, a famous slave that we had learned about in RL. They are still in the wooden cage-thing when someone (possible me) goes to their prison and tells them that she will help free them. She orders them to do something but I forget what it was. Anyway, after they do what she tells them she comes back and breaks wood off of the side so they can step out. They are all happy and thanking her but she warns them that they have to move quickly and get to this diner to meet someone. All of them start to move out and crouch next to a building, except for Olaudah. He gets too excited and says he is going to run across the feild to get there. She warns him but he takes no notice and starts to sprint. Everyone is worried but miraculously he makes it across without a scratch. He runs into the diner (this is the building that I have seen in my dreams before) and starts to skip around all happy. He is all of a sudden in a nice suit and runs down the isles to get to the woman they are supposed to meet. I remember wondering why no one did anything when he saw him. When he reached the booth he sat down and started talking animatedly to the woman about how he's never been so clean. They chat a little more about stuff I cant't remember. Then I wake up.

2) My second dream was about me looking on my iPad at my email to see if my teacher had emailed me back about something. I remember noticing that she had replied- but I don't know if I replied back. I wouldn't have remembered if I hadn't checked my email when I got up