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    Themes of Death and maybe infertility

    by , 11-29-2010 at 06:03 PM (598 Views)
    I am in a room, it is not my room but it feels like it, there's a computer screen in front of me. Its a big CRT monitor with a black finish. I am watching a time laps video of someone painting. There is a sound coming from the PC speakers I think its an online radio show, I remember hearing that some DJ has just died. I swivel the chair to look around, there are lots of wires, and a single box. I know it has something to do with audio equipment. I then get up and open the door, I am confronted with familiar scene, I am upstairs in my own home, visitors have just come through the front door, my nieces and brother in law, my sister is not with them. Someone appears to left from the bathroom, its a family friend whom I considered as an aunt, she died tragically a few years ago. She greets me, I say, “ Long time, no see”. I know that she has died but it doesn't seem to bother me, she wearing a red dress, I notice that on her ankle there appears to be some waxing strip, strange, I then proceed downstairs...

    I now find myself in a third person view, it looks like I am in America at some mall with an open air cafe. I'm at a table there's a doctor in a white coat and a nurse in light blue overalls I take it they are on a break, its like something out of friggin ER. I get the impression that the hospital is just across from the mall. I have the perfect image of the nurse she is in her mid 30's, slim build natural blond hair tied back with a short pony tail. The doctor has just told her she has missed her chance to have children, she doesn't know how to react to the news...

    Suddenly I am transported to some southeast Asian man 40s 50s who has just found out that he cant have children. There's a pedestrian bridge that's crosses over a busy road, he jumps off it and commits suicide. I get the feeling the reasoning behind taking his own life was because he felt ashamed and also he believed that his wife should have children even if it meant with someone else...

    I'm still in 3rd person, I'm in a hospital there is a warm ambient feel to the room, a man is lying in a bed with a newborn baby next to him, the man seems to be the father. His two friends are with him, they remind me of some famous musicians. The man however looks sick his hair used to be thick but now is thin, he may be sick but still smiles at the baby girl...

    I'm now following those two friends along a boulevard, in what looks like some cheap medieval theme park, there are trees to my left a huge wall to my right and the boulevard in the middle. They both seem to be in good spirits and laugh that their friend is now completely bald. They both meet up with someone at the end of the boulevard, its the mother of one of the men. They all decide to got up one of the towers that's built onto that large wall. As they enter the tower the mother morphed into 6 year old girl. They then meet a tour guide in the tower dressed up in medieval clothing. When they get to the top of the tower there is a platform built above the entrance the girl and the guide climb onto the platform to get a better view, both friends are still talking away. The girl slips and dangles off the railings the tour guide freezes and doesn't try to help, one of the friends rushes to the girls aid but by the time he get there the girl has already plummeted to her death...

    I cant remember when this dream appeared last night but its odd. Walking along a very still river with almost no current, koi are swimming in the dark water. As I continue walking up the river I notice something incredible. A koi out of the water, using its pelvic fins to support itself on a flat stone, it had its tail up in the air with its back arched. Once it had noticed me staring at it, It quickly returned to the water... was it doing fish yoga?

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    Updated 11-29-2010 at 06:26 PM by 39045

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    non-lucid , dream fragment

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