07.01.2011Irene 2 (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Preparation: I went to bed at 11.30 pm. Once again drank about 2 glasses (1 and a half water and a can of Dr. Pepper). I did a short meditation and then affirmed that I WILL lucid dream. I got the chance to do about 1 or 2 minutes of visualization then fell asleep. 4.50 am Irene comes to my apartment to stay for two days with her mom. I was going to send her a letter but now that she's here I might as well just give it to her. The apartment is very big and nice. The night before she leaves I try to tell her something, I'm not sure what but I am feeling hesitant. Maybe it's about revealing my love to her. I am in the dining looking towards Irene's bedroom as I am thinking this. Pascal is also leaving tomorrow therefore (my dream logic says) I have to see Pascal off therefore I can't see Irene off but they are both going to the airport so... She is about to leave. I hug her really hard and she hugs me back just as hard. I tell her, "wait, I have something for you. I'll be 5 minutes." Her mom (in black) says, "take your time (something along this line)." I rush to my room and rip a large portion of my diary that has drawings that I presumably drew for her. They are cartoons. I say to Irene, "I should just give you the whole diary." I show her that my diary has a chunk missing. I then worry to myself that I had written things in it revealing my personal thoughts that I shouldn't have written. I want to look at it again but fear that she would find out what I'm up to. I am now sitting down on a sofa and Irene sits on the floor bowing to me (in gratitude) like I am a Thai monk. I try to stop her from doing it but she wouldn't stop so I try to ignore her. Before they leave, her mom puts her 4-5 poodles on this machine that has the poodle on top choosing the direction and the bottom poodles are walking. I see the poodles in the middle of the road which I remember from my from house.
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