lucid

Alright, so the night before last, I had my first lucid dream! I remember being in front of the computer, and then thinking "Am I dreaming?" so I did a RC by turning my head and thinking "Now it will be a different page!" And it was! However it only lasted for 5 seconds.

LAst night I fell into SP but couldn't fall into a dream. I think I had lucid last night but I can't remember the details of the dream.

I have been keeping in my physical dream journal before, for 6 days, but I'll start with this.

Had my first WILD last night. Wasn't even trying to have a WILD. Just went to sleep breathing in rhythm and thinking "I'm going to lucid dream" in rhythm, and slowly I felt this darkness cover me. Then came the SP. It started off with a slight tingle at my feet, and eventually I had a tight pressure all along my body and was slightly tingly. It was a great feeling. I realized I was in SP and my heart started going a mile a minute. My head wouldn't enter SP and I had a hard time not swallowing, or licking my lips. For about 1-2 seconds, I saw a bright light at the top of a stairway. I went back to darkness and SP, and had an extremely hard time not opening my eyes. My eyelids started to shake and than they opened. I got up, did a few RCs, and it was real. I wasn't lucid.

I then tried it again, and SP came much quicker. I started to see things, but I could feel my blankets and hear my fan. I could only change what I saw. I couldn't change my location, or where I was heading, or what I did. For example, I was jumping rock platforms and changed them to PB&Js. I woke up about 5 minutes later. It was 1:00, and I had closed my eyes at 11:00. I fell back to sleep and don't remember a dream.