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I had a nice and some what strange dream experience last night.
I was in a dream, i'm not sure exactly what was happening , someone was standing behind a glass door taunting me, i said something like : i will put my hands through , i will, oh yeah i am dreaming, i try to put my hands through but it just stretches like plastic the marks from my hands stay imbedded in the glass.
The next thing i know i am flying out my window... The house and yard look nothing like my real house or any thing i have ever seen.. I fly into the sun near atree and turn around the sun is really warm and nice.. I face a highrise buildings i land backwards on the grass and slide as i land.. The grass is nice and soft on my bare feet.. I look over at the highrice and notice my mum grandma and aunt sitting on the balcony so i fly over there but i am stuck 2 floors below them i can't fly any higher so i cling on to the side of the building and climb up... There is cockatoo shit all over the chairs.. I notice my brother eat some pizza he offers me some when i go over to get it he pretends he wasn't talking to me and everyone laughs... This infuriated me so i try and shove the pizza in his face .. He starts rubbing it all in his hair and everyone laughs again ..

I wake up in bed eating some pizza .. It the occurs to me that i don't have any pizza in the house and even if i did i wouldn't eat it in bed in the middle of the night lol... False awakening ...

I wake up again and slide my hand under my pillow there is a whole bunch of pizza crust under there and heaps of crumbs ... Lol ..., false awakening again..

2/01/2012

Well its been a long time since I last had a lucid dream. My dream recall has gotten so bad lately. Anyways…

I was laying on the lounge enjoying a lazy afternoon watching tv when I started feeling light in my right side. I thought at first maybe my side had ‘fallen asleep’ so I tried to move to a different position and it felt normal again. But soon after it started again in my right leg and moved right up my right side. I thought .. hmm I guess this would be a good time to try an OBE. So I closed my eyes. I was laying on my back. I tried to let the light numb feeling move to my left and it did.. but it didn’t spread it actually went out of my right side and into my left. I then moved it back to the right, then to the left again I started ‘bouncing’ it faster and faster, then it slowed and filled my entire body.

I can not remember the exact details… this is a day later now. I managed to exit my body. And was moving through the kitchen I looked at the floor there were a few red plastic storage boxes on the floor.. I thought they were normal even though I own nothing like it in real life… but I was still convinced it was a dream. I picked a stack of papers of the bench top.. again I don’t have any papers there in real life, but still thought it was normal in the dream.. I throw most of the papers on the floor as a walk towards the back door. I hold one up against the screen door and try to read it.

I don’t want to concentrate to hard because I think I might lose the dream. The page is covered in writing. And in the middle in large letters is some scribble and it looks like the name of my old primary school..

I wake up shortly after.. and immediately think about all the obvious things that were wrong but for some reason thought were perfectly normal even though I was completely aware I was in a dream.. actually nothing in the dream was normal. My kitchen was different, the back yard was different.. I don’t even have a screen door on the back door.

This got my inspired. When I went to bed that night I attempted an OBE. I tried a few techniques, spinning, swinging, staring into the void, 3rd eye meditation but nothing really worked. I got into this trance state and I had a strong thought that if someone would ask me a question now I would be shown the answer. I asked some questions about my next day and got answers. Nothing amazing. This is interesting I should prepare some questions next time .. maybe I am psychic

Anyways I fell asleep. Later that night I started doing another obe. I ended up having 3 or 4 in a row the details are a bit sketchy.

I was laying in bed maybe 3 am. I started moving my body from my feet to my head, back and forth after a few passes all my energy body got stuck up in my head but I couldn’t force it out it was just stuck there so I decided to just go to sleep. As soon as I stop trying to force it out I entered I dream. I walked out of my bedroom into the house I was going into the kitchen I started losing my vision and I lost the dream. I was back in my bed. Still eyes closed. I trying to exit again. This time my legs were lose I managed to get them to a more or less 45 degree angle. I then just sat up. I wasn’t sure if I actually sat up.. but then I realized it felt like my legs were still at a 45 degree angle like a V shape. I swivelled around to the side of the bed and stood up. Opened the door and walked through the house to the kitchen again.. I started losing the dream so I rubbed my fingers and the dream stabilised. I went to the front door and started walking out I did a reality check trying to push my finger through my hand but I couldn’t do it.. I was still walking out the door.. I was sure it was a dream anyways so I didn’t worry. There was a large parking area out the front of the house. With really tall pine trees. The ground had large white pebbles on it. There were several ‘jeep wrangler’ type 4x4 parked around. I was going to get in one and go for a drive but I was afraid that I would lose the dream so I didn’t.

I turned to the left and headed up the hill there was another car up there. As I got close I realised mum had turned it into a planter box.. it was full of dirt and had some flowers growing in it. Oh well. I headed to the top of the hill and there was a large park with various kids play equipment. It would have been a couple of acres big. There were these two type ropes about 30cm off the ground. You could see the foot prints where the kids had been cheating and walking on the ground instead of on the rope. .. the dream ended.

I was back in my bed. I tried again to exit this time everything went black. And I had a strong feeling to wake up and write down this experience… and of course as usual I didn’t want to so I get back in a dream it was completely dark I tried yelling give me vision.. Increase lucidity etc but nothing worked and I woke up.. it was 4:25 am now. I went back to sleep and had a few normal dreams but forgot them lol.. happy days.

5/11/11 -Insidious inspried OBE/Lucid dream

So I was watching Insidious( a good movie if you like horror/thriller) last night and it inspired me to give astral projection a real go last night. It's been months since I have lucid dreamed.

I woke sometime in the early morning ( at a guess 3:30) and decided to try the WBTB method. I combined this with something I read about cycling through techniques. So the idea is only spend less then 45 seconds on each technique and just run through them all. So try spinning/wobbling/rope/3rd eye/ observing the void etc. Until one starts to work for you.
I started getting a good spin happening then moved on to observing the void, some images started and I was playing a scene in my mind of me getting up from my bed and walking but I wasn't getting pulled in. So then 3rd eye meditation and tingles all over my body and boom I floated out of body.
My bedroom looked normal I approached the window and moved the blind, look normal I pushed my head through the glass. Half my body became stuck. I was pushing my self out with my handson the walls but was stuck. I was starting to get a little worried how will I get out of this.
I decided to just relax so I just stopped pushing and looked around, and I my body just slide out and landed on the ground.. the grass was soft and not my normal yard, so I know this is a LD not OBE.

I can only remember fragments of what happened next. I was moving some tree branches using my mind. They moved easily, normally its hard for me to achieve this.

Then I was having dinner with my family. I started moving the glasses using telekinesis. My mum sore it and was impressed. I then levitated all the glasses on the table ..everyone .. including my self were impressed. Each glass was floating and I could move each one individually.
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I was outside leaving the house. I wasn't sure if I was dreaming or not. I decided to jump through the gate rather then opening it. It is a 6” high fence....we have a big dog that can jump like a freaking kangaroo. So I lunched my self into the gate .. and phew it was a dream I went straight though it. .. in hindsight that was a bad idea for a reality check lol.. why I couldn't just plug my nose ! and I don't even live in that house any more.. the mind is silly sometimes in dreams.
So I wake up and decide to try and chain. I get into another dream and this bright light is in my eyes. A voice says wake up and record your dream you will forget it in the morning. And of course due to the excitement and all I do not, I want to continue lucid dreaming Damn it!! and of course I forget most of the dream!.
Will I ever learn!..

Not satisfied with my already neat dream experience I decided to enter once again. Formy 3rd lucid dream of the night.
I exited my body like an OBE style exit this time. First my legs and arms became loose but I was stuck in my bed at my hips I was pulling and pulling wriggling trying to get loose. I was basically bent like a v shape lol.
After a little while I gave up and just at the moment my body floated up. I was levitating above my real body it felt like maybe 5cm above just floating. I couldn't see anything.
I started considering my next move. I rolled over and started trying to do breaststroke it felt like I was swimming through cotton wool or something. It was nice and soft, but felt fairly dense, like I had to tear through it.
After few mins of swimming through the darkness I decided to turn around. But I got stuck and couldn't move. I lay there stuck for a few mins. Thinking what I should do. It was kind of nice just suspended in the darkness.
I decided to spin my body, it actually started spinning really fast straight away and I landed in a dream. I can't remember much of it.
I was in my back yard of my current house. There was a house over the back. There were apparently evil men there a large group maybe 10 or so. Dressed in medieval type cloths, thy looked like wizards or something like that. And a group of us I don't know who they were.
The evil men wanted to kill us. I told my group not to worry I will protect them. I looked at the men one by one and they changed from a person into .. basically a cloud of coloured smoke some purple some orange, some yellow. And some just vanished all together. I told my friends 'don't worry some of them are fake'.
I was staring at the old guy at the back I knew he was powerful but I had to go and fight him. I thought I was going to get killed but I had to protect my friends. I knew if I killed him they would be ok. I started going over there my friends were saying 'no don't go' etc but I had to. As I got over the fence they run inside I followed and inside there were a whole bunch of Japanese gangsters they were trying to cut me with meat cleavers. It was really really vivid. I was really afraid I wanted to wake up but I was stuck. I thought I was trapped in the dream and started panicking I ran into this big huge guy I almost woke up from the dream. Then I knew I wasn't trapped so I stayed. But have no idea what happened...
Never the less it was a pretty cool dream. I liked the stand off and seeing them turn to smoke. some other things happened there but I can't remember the details. I think the old guy was telling me he wanted to bring me over to them or something

Checked my phone again sent a message and fell back to sleep.
This time I awake in my bedroom but it was different to how it really is. I walked out and I was in some kind of old mansion or something. The dream was really clear and vivid. I walked along a hallway and opened the door at the end it led into a large room. I think it was a kitchen. There was a door up the back right corner so I walked over there to open it. I think it was the pantry or something. I thought I hope a girl is in there we could have some 'fun' - It was empty.
I looked around a bit at the various kitchen items. It was a really old the building was made of stone. But the benches were stainless steel.
There was a door next to the door I entered through I tried to open it but it was locked and I couldn't open it. Turned around and suddenly there was a huge bathtub the real old style. But there was like an office desk over it with a computer. I thought 'sweet I can have a bath while doing work'. This guy is an ideas man.
I slipped into the bath.. fully clothed I believe and started using the computer. The screen was really small so I stretched it like I did in the Ipad 2.0 dream.
An instant messenger program was running I was trying to sign in but every time I looked at what I typed it disappeared so I just type really fast, and logged in. I had 100s of friend requests! lol wohoo. I searched through the friends for the girl I was worried about. But I couldn't find her or she was offline not too sure some how I ended up chatting to my sister but I couldn't read the screen boo... I should of searched for something on google that would have been fun.
I woke up soon after.
Checked my phone again and actually she was offline. Ha..did my dream predict the future .. I had a dream the other day I won 60k in the lotto. That didn't come true damn it.

20110903 -
Its been a long while since I last had a lucid dream. But this series of dreams was pretty cool.
I had a restless night as I was worried about my friend. Her cat just had kittens and the mother cat doesn't have any milk so she has to feed them by had.
Any ways I woke at about 3:40 and chatted to her a bit. Since I was awake I thought I might as well try WBTB.
I was in a really comfortable position in bed, I started doing a bit of a 3rd eye meditation. Pretty soon I awoke in a dream. I knew it was a dream right away.
I was at the driveway of my old childhood house. I have a lot of lucid dreams at this house. I started walking up the driveway looking at the changes the new owners have made. I walk up to the gate, there is a door along the side of the house they have changed it to be a glass door. I looked in but started losing the dream.
I tried to touch the wall to keep me in the dream, the wall felt like aluminium, strange since it was made out of wood. I woke up.
Quickly checked my phone. And tried to go back into the dream.
As I closed my eyes I thought I should try tactile means of anchoring my self in the dream.
I awoke again in the dream with no vision. I was kneeling down... like terminator when he entered... Lol.
I ran my hand along the ground and can feel the cement I know I am on the driveway again. I stand and vision starts to come good. The dream is really stable. I'm actually having reality fluctuations thinking I am really there and this is not a dream. I get a bit worried a decide to walk out to the street in case I am not dreaming.
I walk to the gate and try and read something on it. Its the tag from the manufacturer. I try and read the phone number but I can not focus on it. I now know for sure its a dream. I decide to open the gate and walk in. There is all grey sand on the grass. I assume its from the construction work they have been doing. Its wet. I head to the back stairs. My dog ( he is now dead ) comes running out I give him a hug and pat him. I think to my self 'dreams are awesome you can visit you dead pets as if they are real'. Really made me happy! . Then my other dog comes out. And I pat her too. Her face is much cuter then in real life - I then wake up.

20110815 -
woke at 5am as someone sent me a msg on my phone. Decided I would try a wild, I awoke into a dream but was not lucid I think I had a feeling it was a dream and a few flatters of lucidity.
I was in Vanuatu with some friends from there we were at some sort of club, the building looked like a school building of some sort there were heaps of people there partying. We stopped at an area where they were serving drinks I was buying a round for everyone when I turned around they were gone. I looked around for them but couldn't find them.
I then false awakened – I was sleeping on the floor of my old childhood house next too my bed. There was glass on the floor where I was sleeping and some plastic/glass in my mouth I spat it out. I couldn't remember if I was supposed to get up and got to school or go to work, I was panicking a bit because I would be late and couldn't remember where I was supposed to go. I finally decided I didn't need to go to school since I graduated 10 years ago lol.
I went back into the dream in the same place I wokeup at. There was a staircase going down on the left I walked down I was more-or-less fully lucid now. There were 4 white doors at the bottom of the stairs they didn't have any door handles on them I decided I was going to go in the one on my right as I pushed it open I heard a girl saying 'you need to leave now Leon”. I paused for a minuet and then walked in. It looked like a locker room. There was a guy standing by the door completely naked he look like he was Nordic. I told him to get out and he left. I walk around the corner I sore another naked guy trying to grab a girl she was pushing him off her and screaming at him.I yelled at him to get off he didn't so I pulled him off and he run away she was fully clothed in latex like star trek only in grey she said thanks for getting him off me. Then I woke up.

26-07-2011
It was a scene from Top Gear, they were testing a car that was supposedly a Lotus/Subaru hybrid its a white hatchback style car with a black bonnet. They take off and I see the badge s they drive past. Its the Subaru logo with something like an eagle wrapped around the circle.
I am now in the back seat and we are heading down my old street I grew up in. He is driving the car really fast we are admireing the sound of the engine. We pull up out the front of my house. I get out some one else owns the house now. I look at it and want to go inside and have a look. My dog ( who is now dead) is at the gate really excited to see me I want to pat him but can not. One of the top gear guys says 'look that dog, it is going absolutely crazy!'
It was a nice dream I miss my dog.

31/07/2011
I was in my old childhood house. The whole family was here. We were painting the interior of the house.
I went outside I think to clean the paint brushes or something. My Mum tells me that me and my sister need to go and buy some sandpaper and sand down the railing on the stairs before she comes back. I got the impression she thought we were not working hard enough. As she left she said in an excited voice I can't wait to get my new railing finished.
I walk up the stairs, the railing is all ready sanded down, I can see a number of different layers of paint.Geen, then a lime green,yellowish,white. head in side. My Dad is in there wearing is sleeping robe wtf he keeps reaching up and allmost showing his ass. He then walks past. I notice he is wearing really worn out red slipplers. He goes into me room and starts going through my stuff. I yell at him to get out.

This dream stayed in my memory I remember thinking when I first woke up that it was very symbolic, symbolic of what is that question. And I had a strong thought to write it down. I didn’t but. This is like 5 hours after I woke up some details are so clear now.



I was in a class room I used to have high school chemistry in ( I never dream about high school anymore). The room was full of people ( I think they were all guys) all standing up I was in the center of the room. There was a girl/lady at the front of the room throwing ( like a baseball pitch) something at me I was hitting them away with a note book.

I wanted to get away from the ‘line of fire’ so I moved sideways into the crowd of people. They all pushed me around and wouldn’t let me get out. I ended up back up the back of the room in the center ‘line of fire’ again. I was trying to get out of there and she throw one really hard at me when I wasn’t looking I managed to deflect it and it exploded/squashed on my book. I think it was an Olive ( strange? What do olives symbolize) the seed flew out towards her but landed a meter or so away( again the seed what’s that about). I sore a close up of the seed flying out in slow motion.

I was upset by her throwing it at me when I was not ready, so I left the room. I felt like she was really sorry for what she did, and she felt sorry for me. But she had to do it for some reason. As I walked up the hallway outside the room I see two girls come out of a room. One is all dressed up as a witch. I ask them what they are doing. The one not dressed up tells me they are actors ( a witch, and they are actors ). I say ok. They walk back towards the room and I follow. The witch is practicing an evil laugh over and over a few times. As we get to the door she stops and does her laugh again. I push her out of the way and say ‘yeah whatever’.

I go back inside. ( is it something about the girl in the room ?)

The room is really crowded. I stand near this guy, he is Jake Black. He is really annoying me. The girl at the front is getting every one to stretch I have no room to stretch out. He starts taking up all the room. I get really angry and move to the other side of the room. I stand leaning on a chair staring at him. We start to fight. He runs around the room and I can not get him. Eventually I get him and punch him in the head. Everyone is shocked and wants me to stop but I don’t want to, I keep fighting him. He gets on this ‘double bunk’ bed and starts kicking at me and throwing chalk dust on me ( he flicks it like it is fairy dust of something). I am getting so pissed off I want to grab his leg and pull him off. But I don’t want him to hit his head and get seriously hurt. I just want to beat him up a little bit so he stops pissing me off.

20110627 -
Two or three lucid dreams last night but again not very good dream recall. I had a good somewhat spirtul weekend, whent the the mind/body/spirit feastival and a psychic there picked me from the crowd and made some good conecctions particulary around my spiritual learning, it gave me a little kick in motivation to get my dream recall better and this is a good week to start as its not all that busy for me.
Any ways on to the dreams
Very fragmented I was in some kind of dorm and for some reason me and some other guy were going to burn it down. No idea why so everyone goes to bed and we drop matches on the floor and run outside. To make our getaway I think about stealing a car but decide a motor bike is faster.
There are two bikes in some bushes we walking past ( I think the bikes belong to some guys from costa rica I know .. idk ).The one I get on is a trike or quadbike I think sweet I wont fall of this. As we get on and start to ride off I look back up at the house there is a large crowd of people coming out and looking at as like, 'how could you do this to us'. I start rideing away and my bike is really slow, its electric apparently.
I see the fire brigade and police coming down the opposite direction on the road we are worried about where we should go to so I decide to go to the convent . Apparently it was going to be safe there since it was a sunday we could say we were praying there.
We take a sharp turn to the left and head onto this bridge. I suddenly stop in the middle of the bridge and suggest we 'go to the void' not sure why I wanted to do that. Any ways so I closed my eyes and I started floating around in the blackness of the void.
I floated and spinned around for a while, it was fun.
I came back into the dream I was somewhere not sure where, I guess at the convent. They had the news on the tv and they were showing the fire and a bunch of girls there crying, I felt so bad that we destroyed their lives and I think we knew them or they were friends I wanted to go back and help them I tell the other guy we need to go help them, so we go back and the girls are really happy to see us they hug us so tight and are crying they just want us to make it all better for them.
I was so sad and full of guilt that I did such a bad thing to such a sweat girl.

Wow another headache induced dream - 1.5 hours sleep (a lot of dreams for such a short period)
I had prepared some calea tea earlier in the day.
At about 7 in the evening I started coming down really sick. I had a headache and felt like vomiting and a bit of a fever, cold sweats etc. I thought I must of been comeing down with the flu.
I lasted about 1 hour more and vomited up my dinner. I felt much better after that, the left over pizza in the fridge must have been given me food poisoning or something. Still had a headache though.
So I decided not to drink the tea, went straight to bed and started a healing meditation. I fell asleep pretty quickly.

Now for the dream.
I'm not really sure how lucid this was and its very fragmented but some interesting events transpired.

This has got to have been the most dramatic and strange entries into a dream. I was floating in the void spinning, concious of this it was like a whirlpool I started getting sucked down the middle. I thought I would enter a dream as this has happened before so I went down.
I ended up in another void this one was like a tight box I tried to push through it I just bounced off the walls. I was kind of afraid I would be trapped here I thought about trying to wake up, then I managed to push my face into the wall and it was stretching like plastic over my face and becoming translucent I could see the room. I managed to break out and hatched my self out of this thing. I remember thinking I had to stay in the void untill the dream had finished 'loading'. I think The room was a bedroom in my childhood house, the room I slepted in from maybe 13-16. I wakeup in that bed lots in dreams.

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Me and a group of primary school friends are walking in the park over the road from my childhood house, I tell them about a dream I had about my house. ( this was a real dream I had, I have never told someone about a real dream I had in a dream, and I consciously lied about the dream on purpose for some reason...) then looked at the house and it was taking up the entire block, I was thinking the new owners must be ritch. Apparently we didn't live there anymore. We headed to my friends house at the end of the street We see his sister 'all grown up' the guys are trying to remember her name, as she walks past I say her name, she turns and we start talking. She seems really innocent and shy. Everyone surrounds her and starts teasing her

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I am in an apartment or something my brother and a bunch of other guys, for some reason we get up a run out side. There is a pile of cows legs, like the entire leg from the hip down. I start preparing the meat using telekinesis but its not 'warmed up' and I am having trouble. some reason I am stitching the meat up I am kind of melting it and moulding it into shape I finish the first one I can see the cut really clearly ... its very strange.. I burn some hairs off the meat.

so I now feel perfect no headache so I drank the tea hope more dreams will come - they didn't but I had a good sleep.

Very fragmented dream memory again.
I took one cup of dream herb and had some nice results plenty of dreams a shame I hardly remember them. It was cold this morning and I didn’t want to wake up.
I woke up about 2 hours after sleeping to go to the toilet. Had some dream memories but was too dazed to remember whent back to bed and was going to try and WILD but I think I pretty much just fell asleep.

A small dream fragment I’m sure this was an ‘epic’ adventure type semi lucid but alas can hardly remember it.

Some one was attaching me with glass bottles, I smashed them with my mind so they didn’t hit me. There where two bottles on the ground I also used telekisis to throw two other bottles. When the guy sore my do that he was amazed and really curious as to how I did it. So I decided to showed him again with some other bottles and we became friends.
I need to be slapped into getting my dream memories better I am missing out on so many dreams lately. But my bed is so warm and comfortable.

Some odd fragments from other dreams through out the night:
Eating whiteants – I was explaining or my brother was explaining to me that you can eat whiteants and that they are not posienous but the nippers are really strong so that they can eat through wood.

I awoke from another dream with complete plans for a maglev subway train under my city, the train was going to go from my office somewhere on the out skirts of the city under the city into the centre of town. So the government would let me build it I was going to build a ring around the city with many stops.
I was worried that there are too many tunnels under the city and that it might start to sink. So the government would let me build it I was going to upgrade some other tracks going to another city to allow the highspeed train to run on it. The trains were going to have electric turbines on the back with fins to keep in on the track. There were problems because the turbines would be too wide and wouldn’t fit on the existing tracksl.

Possibly a precongnictive dream last night.

I can only really remember fragments, I had lost my x-trainer shoes, or maybe they were stolen. I was walking along a path with only my socks on I was worried my socks were going to get really dirty. I remember thinking that I don’t want to spend money on a new pair of shoes. I see a flash image, of my other running shoes. And I think I can wear them.

As it turns out I packed my gym bag this morning and forgot to pack my shoes.. arg! And don’t even have enough money on me to buy a new pair. Damn it! Another reason to improve my dream recall.