Nicole

in brief... 5 am hubby leaves for work i saw and spoke to him before he left. 6am i am laying in bed half sleep and what i mean by half sleep (my mind was awake but my body won't move) then my mind is tells me 3 times "get up and smoke" which was odd bcuz that never happened before but i continued to lay in bed then i hear a voice asking "do you mind if i lay with you?" still half asleep i moaned mm hmm (yes) then my mind said theirs no one here my son is asleep and hubby went to work. i then try to say no no but i could not open my mouth i could not speak so i moaned mmm mm (no) by this time my mind is trying to wake up my body but it wouldn't move like i was stuck still when i tried to turn my head it felt like my head was being held down finally i forced my body awake (it feels like breaking free from being confined) i turned over and in front of my window inside my apt were eyes it looked like a mask like the ones they wear in mardi gras (not spelled right) orange with yellow. i looked i did not believe what i was seeing so i closed my eyes swished my eyeballs around i thought my vision was a little blurred but when i opened my eyes it was still there (mind you i am fully awake now)i see no body only what appeared to be a mask. i throw the blanket up at what i was seeing and when the blanket came back down it was gone. this is the second time this has happened to me the last time i was a teenager and that time it was the same scene i was laying in bed and i heard a voice whisper my name i could feel the warmth of the breathe on my ear and i answered with hmm. then realized their was no one in the room with me i forced my body awake. if anyone has any helpful thoughts on what occurred plz feel free my co-workers said their is a spirit here and the one thing i should have done but didn't do when i moved here 4 months was get the apartment blessed.