lucid

04.17.2010

The giant mosquito (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The dream was very long, but I only can remember the end:
I sat outside in front of a big medieval-like house at a row of tables. Other people sat along the tables too. Someone told me, that there will be an eating contest. Everyone got a little, soft bread bun on the plate.
While everyone had problems with eating it, like it was a giant bread or something, I just ate it with one bite. I won the contest.
I wanted to drink something and saw a glass in front of me. I took some very little colored balls out of a very little bowl and put them into the empty glass. Immediately the balls turned into some kind of soda that filled the whole glass.
The guy that sat on the right of me said, I shouldn't use different colored balls at the same time.
Suddenly a mosquito as big as a human appeared. It stand 3 feet away from me and looked at the people sitting at the tables, rubbing its hands.
I was afraid of it ans started hitting it in the face with my plate. He started to get angry. I took a knife and cutted deep long holes in its body. Green slime came out of it.
The mosquito doesn't seem to be weakend by the wounds and started chasing me. I ran into the building until I reached a kitchen and locked the door. A female cook was in there and watched me.
I saw the mosquitos sting (or however its called) sticking through the wooden door again and again. I thought about what to do and suddenly realized, that I was in a situation I experienced already a thousand times in my life: I dreamed of a frighting thing and wished I could awake.
Only some seconds ago I really got lucid and recognized what I just thought. I speaked to the cook: "I'm dreaming! I'm dreaming! This is my dream!" Then I looked to the door and told the cook: "This is my dream, so let this giant mosquito disappear!" After a while it seemed to work. I didn't saw its sting through the door anymore. Just a few holes were left. After that, to get sure that this technique worked, I ordered the cook to let disappear the holes in the door. That also worked. I was happy and thought what to do now. Again I had only these 2 ideas: Summoning Godzilla or some zombies...
I didn't wanted that and wished me a classmate, but while I tried to summon it, I felt how I woke up and then laying in my bed. I tried to get back to the dream, but it didn't work.

04.04.2010

Loosing teeth as a dreamsign (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Patrick, Tobias and Kris sat at a table. On the left of me were two adults which started doing it.
Kris asked me, if something is odd and opened his mouth. I looked at his teeth and saw, that a one was missing. He touched his teeth and pulled another two teeth out of his mouth.
Patrick said: "Dude, stop it! They won't grow again!"
Suddenly my teeth got loose and fell out of my mouth until I only had a few left. Then I remembered, that loosing teeth is a typical dreamsign. I already was pretty sure, that I was dreaming.
I looked at my left hand. The first time it looked totally normal. As I watched a second time at it, I had two thumbs (One extra thumb between index finger and middle finger).
"Cool, I'm dreaming", I said calm. My tooth were back to normal again. I said, I would go and went into another room. My parents and my grandparents were there sitting around a table. My father throwed something at me and I catched it. It was a easterbunny with chocoalde and two books in it. The one book was about "Fettfitte" (On English something like: fit fatties) and the other one was some intelletcual one about religions and politics and stuff.
My grandpa had a cake with one candle standing in front of him.
I noticed a little fir tree standing next to the table. Next to the tree was a candle.
I closed my eyes, wished that the tree would get on fire and opened my eyes again. Suddenly the tree was bruning.
Then I woke up.

04.01.2010

Waking up in the dream OR this fucking sex drive (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

My family and me were in my grandma's house (It was my grandma's house in the dream, but her real home is way different.) We were there to celebrate into my sisters birthday. My sister and me had to share a big room. In between the beds was a giant table with a lot of videogames. Themost of them were for PS2 or N64.
My sister Monika decided to go outside, but I wanted to sleep. So she went outside and I put on my pajama and laid down in my bed. I had my eyes closed, but I heard my grandma coming in the room. She wanted to put a duvet cover on the bed. I was to lazy and tired to stand up so I decided to pretend I was sleeping. I heard her talking. The talking became a whispering and the whispering became a loud beepingnoise, like the one you hear, when you have a sudden deafness.
Suddenly I sat on m bicycle and I was near my old home. I descend from the bike and walked along the road while I asked myself how I got here. I mean seconds ago I laid in a bed. Did I sleepwalking?
To the right of my were 2 benches. On the left bench sat a man on the right a woman. The woman suddenly kicked the man and he got mad.
I continued walking. On the other side of the road a woman stand in front of a gardengate. Behind the gardengate a man crouched on the ground, a motorcycle was behind him. He cried and begged the woman to get him somewhere.
In all of a sudden I noticed it. "This is a dream!" From this moment on I float like I were on the moon. Because I was only halfway lucid in my last lucid dreams I decided to do some stabilisation at first. I looked a lot at my hand and said to myself "This is a dream!" and "Lucidity! Lucidity!". Sometimes I said "More colors!" and "More realistic!".
I was so lucid, like I were awake. I was so lucid, like I really would stand in front of my old home.
I thought about what to do. "I could summon some zombies. Or Godzilla." But somehow I didn't felt able to so. I saw 2 blond girls walking along the sidewalk. I thought: "I can't waste this chance for sex." But just seconds later I thought "Fuck it." and went to the girls.
Well it took a little while until we started, but we did it. What I personally find kinda funny is the following dialog:
She: "What are you doing? I can't fell anything."
Me: "Doesn't matter. The main point is that I feel something."
While I'm doing it with here the lucidity gets worse and worse until I woke up.
And now I'm a little mad about me because I wasted time with the girl. I always thought: "When you have your first real lucid dream, do something really epic and don't waste it with sex like all the other people do."
When I do this the next time as well, I will beat myself up. -.-

Greetings from Germany,
Matthias.

03.31.2010

Wasteland, dinosaurs and zombies (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Attention: I was just halfway lucid.


I was on a wasteland-planet (I think I wished me there). There were a lots of giant dinosaur-like creatures. They seemed to be very aggressive and I was frightened. I looked away, said to myself 'These creatures are harmless' and looked back at the dinosaurs. Suddenly they had no teeth and they weren't aggressive anymore.
I saw a giant metal block in the distance. It seemed to be a building. I went there and entered it.
There were a lot of people working. The first thing my dream-me tried was to find a female human for 'you-know-what'. Unfortunaterly I got interrupted by some people than ran out of a door that leads into the basement. The shouted that zombies will come from downstairs.
My can't really remember what happened now, but I think we barricaded in a room. I was one of the people who bared the door.

I totally forgot what happened next. :-(
But I know that I used this 'Look away - say something - look back'-Technique very often. I think I wished me a weapon and butchered the zombies.
To the end my lucidness got worse and worse... (and I already was only halfway lucid in the beginning.)[B]

03.15.2010

A lucid dream in a not-lucid dream? (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Okay, also die Erinnerung ist nicht so gut und ich bin mir nicht so sicher, ob das wirklich alles stimmt, was ich gleich schreiben werde.
ACHTUNG: Rote Schrift heißt hier nicht unbedingt vollständige Luzidität. Ich glaube nur Luzid gewesen zu sein, jedenfalls träumte ich davon.

Okay, the recall isn't the best.
ATTENTION: Red color doesn't absolutley mean lucidity. I just think, being lucid, at least I dreamed of it.

I have no idea what happened at first. I know, that I stood on the street in front of my house and I knew, it was a dream. But I don't know, if I really was lucid, or just dreamed I would be lucid.
Anyways, I tried 3 times to fly, to get to another place. I made some run-up with the decision to fly now, but only floated slowly to the ground.
Then there was a scenetransition, without recognizing it. I only can remember rectangular, 6 to 7 feet tall bushes.
My dream-Me still was lucid and wished a velociraptor. From here on the dream was kinda like a 'Turok'-game.
As velociraptor there was this creature:

I don't know, what exactly happened, but I know, that I wanted to fight the raptor and failed. That was down to it, that I couldn't spin fast enough in the ego-perspective to see behind me. (Typical console-ego-shooter problem of mine) And I can't remember having a weapon. At one point I wished for a machinegun, but didn't got one. I didn't use one of these technics to summon something. (For example looking away, prevent that there is a machinegun now and then look there again) That's one point, why I think I wasn't really lucid, I just dreamed to be.
Later after 2 or 3 deaths I decided to just run away from the raptor and came to a big door. I opened it and saw a T-Rex on the other side. A guy was shooting at it and bloodmarks started to appear on the T-Rex, even at places, where it doesn't got hit. (Just like in the 'Turok'-game on PC.) After the T-Rex died, I walked through the door. The guy who shooted the T-Rex was a teammate and the last thing I can remember is a conversation with some teammembers about a next mission or something.

Well, just like I said:
Either I only was a little bit lucid or I just dreamed, I were lucid.
I didn't do anything, that I had done usually in a lucid dream. (I maybe had summon a raptor, but I would get a weapon at first.)

I also hadn't tried to fly away, as I stand on the street in front of my house. I would had make some RC's and then tried to get into the house and see myself sleeping.

That was a weird...

Greetings from Germany,
Matthias.