NowAwake

i am in my appartment, standing in dinning room. i am having all the false memory flash backs that i am a fashion model and i just came back from the mosque where the fashion show was being held. i had a fight with one of the collegues. my mother said to me you can go there again because the designer was not there when you faught, nothing will happen, I agreed and i am putting on my sandles but can not wear them properly. I opened the gate and dream ends.


DREAM SIGNS:
EGO ROLE : i am a female fashion model.
CONTEXT : fashion shows cannot be held in mosque.
EGO ACTION : i am not be able to wear sandles properly.

Its 10:30 am. i was late for univercity and had a class at 11:30 so i thought to attempt wild.

I lie on my stomach and after few minutes i was in Hypnagogic phase. i see my appartment stairs, i am going down to the street thats when i interacted with the imagery and with light focus i forced my self in the hypnagogic imagery to look around, i looked left and right seeing the street in full vividness but then i pushed too hard and was pulled back, the imagery faded << i am lying still without movement >> soon i see my self on the road i again used light focus to will my hypnagogic self to stop a motorcycle, i stoped one motorcycle and ride it towards the bridge. i am making turns << and waiting to be pulled into the full dream>> but again i just interacted too much and it all fades.
Iwanted to lie there and see how far i can go with this but i had to go uni and abondoned the attempt. But i did learn that how much interaction is needed for me to keep the passive imagery going, and eventually i will be pulled into the dream remaining lucid