Doodles From My Dream Journal

I was in a car and was aware that it was a dream. I finally realize that I could do whatever I wanted in this dream once the realization kicks in, I notice it's night out and don't bother to use passive control so I try to make it day by will, the dream fades.

(I had super high vividness and lucidity and then my friend who was staying the night at my house wakes me up)

I became lucid for some reason and though for the totm I had to kill a guy with a knife and a gun so I picked those up, but when I checked the gun it only had one bullet.

I blink
I became lucid and in less than a second wake up (this is weird because this has never happened to me before).

Don't Snub Me
I was walking down a hallway after becoming lucid and so I say to everyone, "Hey I'm lucid" everyone cheers besides a six and a half foot tall 200 pound football player. I walk up to him and say I'm lucid again, but he ignores me so I start wailing on him. He can only block every third hit so it feels great but he just won't die... (I lost lucidity while beating him up)

I had two lucids between entires that I didn't feel like posting, they were short and during them I didn't have a very high level of awareness. I sort of remember something about sex, I think.

(When I woke up to write this in my DJ as soon as I moved I felt like I lost half of it, but I think I have the full thing remembered now)

I'm in my Dad's office, I wonder how long I will have to wait here...I'm sitting, my mind wanders as it usually does
"Hey can you go get another fish for me? One of them in the bowl died."
"Sure" I go down the stairs and jump the last two, happy to be doing something.
There's a light rain, more of a drizzle it feels nice. I go across main street into a shop I've never seen before (I'm in this area a lot IRL)
I head into the shop it's a cramped library but it has a pet section which only has fish. There's a lot of old annoyed people there who look like they would yell at me for being in here if it wasn't a library.
I need a Goldfish but I see a milky white fish with black spots.
It's called a Star Tailed Bomber. I like this a lot but can't remember if it has to be a goldfish or not so I go back across the street and am reminded it has to be a goldfish.
"Screw it." I'm going to get the bomber, it'll look awesome enough that it won't matter. In the tank where there are supposed to be the fish are more goldfish. I must be lost. I get sidetracked and help these two kids find something they're looking for. I give them a dollar because they're short fifty cents. I walk to the exit of the library to back track to the spot where the fish were, when I get there the fish are gone, wasn't I asleep a while ago? I don't remember leaving the house...

I'm lucid.

The kids smile at me, I smile back.
"Hey I'm lucid do you want to come with me? We're going to have some fun."
They come with me as I wander the library, but I get bored, it's raining outside. I start spinning to change the scene and I imagine an oak forest but end up in a desert that blends into a pasture a while away. Part of this is minecraft so I chuckle to myself, I'm highly aware so I remember I want to increase vividness I remember the feeling of a breeze, the sun on my back and the crunch of shoes on sand. It feels great, the boy tugs at my leg and the girl looks at me.
"What is it?"
"You need to start on your way to the city"
The girl takes of a threadbare brown scarf and hands it to me, I somehow know how this works and throw it into the air, it unravels across the desert to the place I need to go to. I begin running quickly but come to a cliff I begin to walk up the cliff using the scarf as a way up theres another cliff on this one so I begin to walk up the same way. This isn't going to work I fall off about halfway up because the cliff curves inward. I fall twenty feet but assure myself that when I hit the sand it will be soft.
Falling feels fantastic
I get up and begin to shimmy up the scarf itself when I get to the top I'm in the pasture, the sand has faded away. I wander through a minecraft home it's nice I think but I want to have some fun.

I see an old Japanese man who says he'll race me to the other side
"Alright" I said grinning
I run into this city that has a pyramid on the left side (from my point of view) and a series of pipes and old dusty buildings.
It's a bustling place but the race happens 100 ft above the ground on the pipes and rooftops.
I jump onto the top of a wall around the pyramid it's easily fifty ft. up.
"Impressive" the old man says
I make another 50ft jump to the tip of the pyramid and begin sprinting on the pipes with perfect balance, I dive to the finish the sand cushioning my fall and laugh. I feel fantastic.
The man begins to train me in more advanced acrobatics, I fail one of his tests and am no longer aloud to be trained, I realize later he's not very good anyways, surprised I see the little boy and girl. The girl holds the fish bowl.
How the hell did they get up here?
Suddenly it hits me. They're spirits.
This is cool the boy wants to show me something and I realize they were my teachers all along. I ask the boy his name but he's quiet. The only thing I can remember was that it began by making a rolling sound with your tongue and than a word I can't remember.
"I've had fun you guys but I need to wake up"
"Aww"
"Promise you'll visit again"
Why not?
"Sure" I say
The girl hugs my leg and the boy laughs but neither of them is offended by this, I wave good bye and wake myself up.

I dash inside the bunker
"Four down, damn that convoy is wanted" I say
"Jeez" Andy walks over and glances at the guns wondering if he will need to help as well
"I'm almost completely out of ammo"
"Well all we have left is pistols"
The explosion shakes the bunker as a medic screams for his mother
"Shit!"
I run out and shoot three of the ambushers but six more surge over the hill, suddenly I see one guy pop up and shoot an rpg. Time slows as I make the dive into the fox hole. James looks up dazed, how could he have napped at a time like this!

"Here take this" I throw James my assault rifle, I can't see straight enough to shoot anyways.
James pops up and nails 3 in rapid succesion, a round from the rpg hits his foot and blasts him away. A man dives into my hole and tries to run me through with a bayonette but I deflect this with my knife then chuck it into his eye blood sprays out and he dies. I look over and see James without a scratch on him, he has a pistol and a grenade.
He nails a guy in the eye getting out of a helicopter and shoots the grenade destroying the Black Hawk
"Holy mother of Mary!"
Beaten back the soldiers procede to run away as we gather in the bunker I remark
"Shit man I thought you were a pacifist!"

I'm Lucid

(James IRL is the biggest pacifist ever)
I begin to explore the bunker in detail as vision returns to my eye.
I think to myself that I should do the task for February but I don't know what it is as I didn't check the forum, so I decided to do a ton of valentines stuff while exploring. The bunker eventually turned into a library without me noticing as I gave chocolates, flowers, hugs and wished people a happy valentines. I eventually got bored and tried to do other stuff but once again my control sucked so I couldn't do anything, I eventually woke up.

My thirtieth lucid dream, my control was terrible and the dream was a bit foggy and also I'm writing this about two days later. Anyways I won't write this in my normal format all I remember was I tried to summon lightning from the sky to blow up a car (Infamous inspired) but that didn't work so I explored this amusement park for a while and did some parkour stuff

(non dream) dream
I was at School ( I had already been lucid for a while, but I forgot about it) and though about the totm (January 2011) when I heard thunder rumble I tried to get myself to be struck but I chickened out(a lot of my nightmares have thunderstorms) and decided to try the advanced task so I told myself there would be an old mario game there but there wasn't I looked around and a bolt struck the ceiling and the door making it into goo which then hardened so I couldn't leave the library then another bolt came and struck me, it hurt a lot and more lightning was coming down so I ended the dream.

(non dream) dream


I became lucid in my house (after doing a spontaneous rc like I normally do)

I realized I was dreaming and I was happy about it, I've been slacking off lately I thought to myself (I have but now I'm getting more interested again) so I walked outside on to my balcony at my house and saw some geese in the yard and randomly decided they should be my army of shrubs! controlling them was like controlling units in an rts so I ordered them to go burn down a house near me I watched it go up in flames and chuckled light heartedly. I made myself focus and figure out what I wanted to do, I think I decided I was going to make a turkey or something for totm but when I got to the oven in my house the dream ended. (I hit the end of my REM period (man I hate that))

I decided to start writing my lucid dreams in this journal, I guess to stay motivated. Anyways stuff in parenthesis will be anything that didn't happen in the dream, and stuff outside the parenthesis will be the dream.

Enjoy.