phoenelai

Friend from the Service - Lucid - Jan 25, 2005</span>

I was helping some friend that I knew from when I was in the service (even though I didnt recognize him, not sure who he was). Help? I was actually assiting him personally carry drugs (like I was drug smuggler); I remember being nervous transporting them to his house. Once I get to his house his wife, who was supposedly my friend got real friendly with me. I remember being close to her by the freezer, then all of the sudden she secretly pulled out one of her breast from her top. I started realizing this would never happen; at that moment I became lucid. I didnt know him or her and figured this would never happen. Since I was lucid, yes I took advantage and let her lead me into the bedroom and of course knowing I could I had sex with her.

It was great of course but eventually more people started entering the room and I remembered that I didnt want to be there anymore before things got to wierd. I mean I can leave it\'s my dream. So I told everyone I was going to the "blueroom" and I was going to spin myself into that new dream scene. Note: for me the "blueroom" is a place I try to project to so I can talk to deceased loved one. I started pinning but thier voices were not fading. I continued to spin until I drop to the floor and fell asleep. The roblem here was that I wasnt talking to myself and telling myself "I\'m spinning in a dream" usually
this will produce a new scene. Instead when I dropped to the floor and fell asleep in my dream. Of course not testing my reality when I woke up; I still saw these same people sitting around; it was like a woke up from a nights sleep. Well this was obviously a false awakening. I asked them what happen to the blueroom and they all said "there is no blueroom!" What a bummer I thought!

Additional Comments:
<span style="color:darkblue">Remember; always tell your self "your spinning in a dream" to expect the next scene. Don\'t let yourself fall asleep back in your dream it usually leads to a false awakening!