Mah Journal

I was at school. I had walked into class late. I knew somehow that I had just been in a meeting with the guidance councillor. I then realized I had walked into class without the guidance slip. I told the teacher I had forgotten to get one but I could go get it. I think the teacher was Mr. C.; he nodded and let me go get the slip.

I was outside at some random park with a bunch of people. We were all smoking in a circle. At one point I was trying to light something with a clear orange lighter, but I was so dazed and confused that I had no idea if I was doing it right. I kept checking if I was trying to press down on the correct side of the lighter and if I was pointing it in the proper direction. I eventually threw that lighter away and grabbed for another, until someone offered to help me.

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I was at some sort of camp thing. I was at a table in a large windowed room with CL and some others from my class. The room was small and completely lit as everything including the ceilings was a window and it was sunny outside.

We seemed to have just finished eating. We all got up and walked out the back of the building down some wooden stairs and into a forest. Then it ended.

I was looking at a table. There were packs of mushrooms, presumably magic mushrooms, in blister packs as if they'd been bought from the dollar store. I picked one up and started trying to open it. I knew that they had been bought for me by my mom for some reason.